“Self analyzing in a type of critical judgement as my body quivers with adrenaline from being slammed into furious overdrive when I need to – instead – still be sleeping.”
Not A “Mr. Darcy Moment”
“Sunrise treck – and I am livid.”
5:50AM Gritting Teeth
“Having to fully dress and walk the dogs out at distance to make sure no more messes happen in the next hour because I no longer have the privacy of my own yard.
‘And we were grate-ful…'”
I Am Not Perfect
“Then I get angry at 5:30am when my wolf pees on the floor, making the unit reek, and I have to mop it up.
I am just so fed up with this cortisol emergency jag treadmill!”
Why?
“I am bolt-wide awake at 5am.”
My Love
I wish you were here…
I look forward to seeing you, again.
Sacred Union
Ah, Explains Why My 50’s Feel Like 30’s…Lots Of Exposure To
A Cat’s Griping “Me-Ow”
Response: “I hear you and your complaint has been filed.”
It Was
“A good gardening afternoon.”
(Electric Feel – MGMT)
“Go Hea-vy – Go-With-It”
Thank You – What I Thought!
(Windswept)
(Why – Annie Lenox)
(You Do Something To Me – Paul Weller, Rare Live)
Word Of The Day: Stymied
“I’m not depressed – but longterm vexed.”
Cod-ex
While they sifted for meaning, she sought for the source.
“A New Arc”
Deep Romance
Mirror Images
Not Right
Double Pendulum
The Wound
“It’s still there…
Telling us that we must be less than what we are, to be loved.”
Divine Feminine
(I’ll Be Around – Elderbrook, Hotel Session #34)
(Talk It Over – Elderborrok, Hotel Session #35)
(The Power Of Love – Frankie Goes To Hollywood)
“At Last”
“My Life” (Adult Content Warning)
A Good Friend’s Blessing In A Dream
“Well, I cannot think that you both deserve less than each other…”
(Incomplete Me – Robby East, Extended Mix)
EDM And ADHD
“Yep! Got me groovin’ – and then my hypervigilance smoothed, and I am now able to fall asleep.
In other words, it broke my mind-locked loop so that I can now shift phases.”
(Erase – Ben Bohmer ft. Lau.ra)
What’s Your Name?
Scraping Around
“On a piece of dirt.”
(Gardening labor’s bliss)
Monkey Business
Nothing Seems “Fun”
“Everything is just work…toil…effort…struggle…!”
(Pieces – Red)
May We Never Have To Choose, Again
“Teleportation’s First Steps”
“Still Holdin’ On”
(Lost Without You – Freya Ridings)
I Love This Message
That Sound Of Mirth
She could also play “cat and mouse…”
FLASH!…….AH-AHHH!
Seahorse Ritual Bonding
Do You Ever Feel Like
“No matter what you do, you can’t get the pieces together?”
(As a precious bag of dog food rips open as lifted from the shopàping cart…)
(Face Reality – Amoss, Fre4knc, & Swift)
Just Passing Time
“Working on ‘problems,’ waiting for my love to come home…”
