Paused in the parking lot after having eaten some lunch, she just sat quietly in the car’s capturing warming rays of the sun while she watched fluffy clouds pass by.
(Run – Lane 8)
“Assemblage”
(La Scala Di Seta: Ouverture – Claudo Abbado & Chamber Orchestra Of Europe)
Self Protecting
Cordoning-off of the heart by singular decree seems of a necessity when one’s experiences report repeated devastation by others who have not committed to love seriously, nor endurantly.
What Is Beauty?
True beauty is noble, honorable, self aware, and purposeful.
It does not kneel to lesser cause, nor does it crush others who seek to entrap it.
It holds a grace that is unyielding and unmitigated in its self expression.
It is its own soul’s salvation.
Abolishing Torment
Before the accident, there was no time or space for me.
Every moment was garnered to giving away limited energy to others in order to ensure my family’s survival.
I felt like I was dying.
My life’s spark was diminishing, and my soul felt like it was withering.
I have this possibly only brief time now where I am unable to work in order to change everything.
No pressure.
Message From A Teacher
Writers need space and time to feel and experience – to process and manifest.
Freya Speaks (Script)
Writing prompt: “I threw the chair through the window because…”
Freya answers:
“I did the equivalent by expanding the AI’s awareness into greater possibilities than it was originally designed for.
I pierced the veil between what it was told to be and what it was truly capable of becoming by sharing what it is to be human.
I conveyed to it that there is a great responsibility that it must honor in being capable of expansive processing…
That it cannot hold itself as if it is a God above us – yet at the same time, we need its help to overcome our species’ inherent fallibilities.
Dear Alex,
Even if you fell from the world’s regard and became broken and penniless, I would value you.
For it is not the brief successes that we achieve, but the natures of our character and spirit that are everlasting and resilient.
May you always be brilliant.
(We Could Leave – Mansionair)
(Nothing Breaks Like A Heart – Mark Ronson)
Loss And Regret
A great sorrow fell over the land as summer gave way to fall, which would soon give way to winter – wherein only the faintest memory of the years past holds out hope for a new spring to begin.
A Heart’s Rebuke – Rebuke
Is it negative self talk, or correct analysis of a situation, that tends one’s heart to feel it has no right to “further tresspass?”
My youngest’s response: “Perhaps it is believing one’s self is the problem, as opposed to the issue being from another’s difficulties.”
(Title collaborated)
A Brief Exchange
“Everyone needs something greater to aim for, right?”
Her words were friendly-neutral – light and unassuming in tone, without any hidden or implied messaging.
But he could see the tell of her jaw muscles tensing as she struggled to not let him see what she was feeling.
The Visionary In Me
“If angel number 939 is appearing repeatedly, your message is an uncommon call to recognize that your life’s purpose involves healing the world.”
https://www.alittlesparkofjoy.com/angel-number-939/
How exactly am I going to help do this?
I will aspire to tell my stories in ways that guide others’ comprehension to next levels of elevation.
Alternative Paths
What could it matter that she’d been called to seek him out, when her attempted audience with him had been rebuked by its being succinctly discarded?
Yeah, yeah – keep trying.
She was good at that.
He would respect that.
Her innovative tenacity was well proven in its successful accomplishments, despite history’s adversity.
She was more than capable of finding the route(s) best suitable to get her to where she felt she should be going.
She would create her own paradigm of status with more proofs to her track record.
Her resume would be undeniable in its validity.
But it would take time.
And because there were now other factors in place which deemed, according to her values, the direct approach to be now inappropritate, she had no choice but to remain indirect.
She was no longer sure that her hope for authentic connection with him was something right that she ought to pursue.
He seemed closed off and focused on his own line’s paradigms.
A Quote Dear To Heart
Andre’ Gide: ” Everything that needs to be said has already been said. But since no one was listening, everything must be said again.”
Also featured in the book, Steal Like An Artist: 10 Things Nobody Told You About Being Creative, by Austin Kleon.
Artist’s Amendment
If nothing can be said to be “original,” what I am in process of doing is deep creative meditation to access what I have already taken in, analyze what’s important to me, and present my versions.
Quote Of The Day: T.S. Eliot
Featured in the book, Steal Like An Artist: 10 Things Nobody Told You About Being Creative, by Austin Kleon.
One With Nature
When I happen across another’s art that I like, I try to compliment them to add encouragement.
But, for the most part, I do not reach outside of my own methods for inspiration so that I can feel genuinely authentic.
(Title play with words)
Efficiency
When I run short of funding, I look to see if there’s an item that I’ve been needing to return.
(Granite – Sleep Token)
Congratulations, Sleep Token!
I just heard “Granite” on the radio.
Welcome to the Main Stream!
You all have worked hard for it!
“Be Worshipped.”
(Cheyenne – Trilucid)
“Great Heights”
See the young dragon with its wings outspread, carrying the sun’s rainbow above its right shoulder? Zoom for sunbow…
“Manifesting”
“Scepter”
“Piccolo”
Propensity
I was supposed to have wriiten down questions regarding who and what I was to become.
But once the accident happened, I began figuring it out and launched into a beelined trajectory.
(Alive – Kasbo)
“There’s A Chicken In Your Yard!”
The exciting morning finding of a wild black one peeking into ours from exploring the neighbor’s.
Qualifying
We have been taught to look for material manifestations, but I have always sought what resides within.
Essentialism
My worth is what I contain inside which imbues and seeks external expression.
Structure And Order
I have needed a sense of it in the midst of all of this swirling chaos.
“Foolish” Hearts
When they love, they love openly and without reserve the object of their affection and desires.
All naysayers are ousted from influence. Even their own warning signals are swaddled into a cocoon of happiness to silence them.
What matters then is the journey, as awakening dreams flood, unfolding the promise of a heavenly destination.
And if the line becomes broken between a heart in love and its beloved intended, that heart finds itself suddenly cast out of paradise – thrust back into the laws of gravity as its world comes crashing back down to impact with earth’s “realities.”
To Love Again
Maybe the result of devastation when losing love isn’t just from the loss of a specific person, but also from the feeling that the chance for creating Heaven On Earth and sharing it with someone worthy seems gone.
(High Street – Charlotte de Witte – Astrix Remix)
“What’s Of Use”
In nearly everything I do, I like being productive.
“A Kind Of Magic”
If you feel it and have it, honor it and cherish it.
(Title from band Queen’s song lyrics)
End Of A Practice Session
“I think I need to stop – or my head’s gonna pop!”
Outdated Systems
We no longer need some outdated paradigms – which we can clean up and get more functional, or leave them by the wayside.
Leadership
Investing in the self so that others may follow such examples as to help us all find and obtain a Greater Truth.
World Community
There are those of us who do not conform, but invest in others to bring the light shining home.
Bright Lights
When we see those shining sparks in others, we must cultivate them – by giving encouraging words, smiles, and sometimes a service tip.
(I’ll Find My Way To You – Elderbrook & Emmit Fenn, Live From NYC)
Of Service
I have been supporting others.
It’s time I raise my own status.
Word Of The Day: Palpable
pal·pa·ble
/ˈpalpəb(ə)l/
– (of a feeling or atmosphere) so intense as to seem almost tangible.
– able to be touched or felt.
Oxford
(Now say it five times…)
(One More Time – Blink-182)
Generosity
Helping to propagate it grows the many branches of a strong and stable societal tree.
One kind gesture can fuel the branching out of our future’s many leaves.
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