
“Upwards”



I am finding more beautiful-soul people.

See the lovely angel beings interacting?
Giving to the givers, rather than the takers.


Black Prince Snapdragon.


Before, I always had to worry that everyone else could manage while I was away – which often gave a misread to my own sense of security.
If it’s a part of life’s requirements, then I will change the components so that I enjoy it.

Zoom..
I thought, ok – yeah, sure…
I know how to tecover from this.
But I did not realize it would be a longer journey.
This will be the first time in over 5 years that we have been able to decorate and celebrate.
Why did I dream about playing the guitar, when trying to do so would increase finger cramping?
I need to cool this inflammation down.
I must regain my mind’s territory and conjure my spirit’s dreams into reality.
A type of overwhelm has suffocated where depression was held at bay.
Perhaps if I embrace my interests, in the end that impression will fade away.
Acting
Writing
Language
Music Theory
*Voice Lessons
*Electronic Music
Healing Therapies
Restoration Exercises
= Achievements’ Trajectories
Monday, with precisioned chiropractic care and gentle, calculated traction, I could feel my anterior hip begin to readjust properly in its socket.
The kind I crave is my own.


Once we find reasons for not attending to our own needs, frustrations build to resentments that can turn into explosions from where we bleed.
I will work in the music and film industry.

Finally turned to this to reduce my salt and migraine overload. It worked! “Use only as directed…” 😀
lu·men1
/ˈlo͞omən/
noun
PHYSICS
plural noun: lumens
Oxford
(Yaaas, definition is more of my languaaaage! “Steradian!” “Candela!”)


Trees in lamplight.




Playful Finnigan.

It took many weeks for him to pull away from the brink of death, but he now has more color and hunts his food!



I had already helped save a water-bloated night crawler floundering on the wet sidewalk. For this slimey fella, I chose to use a twig and leaf to transport it to dryer safety.
I need pressure removed – not added to the equation. How do I reconfigure this thing!
Being me currently is like waking up from a coma to find others’ lives proceeded smoothly while mine was left broken on the curbside.
“Hello. My name is Athena, and I’m a suppressed creative trying to recover my identity after being persecuted and silenced by “polite society.”
If one more person tries to tell me that as a visionary I should get my head out of the clouds – when I should be learning how to embrace this gift more fully – I tell you, with this migraine, I am go-ing to SCREAM!