I have always been a big life dreamer: more interested in the larger picture than the minutiae of tiny details.
Athough I recognize their importance, they can bombard the senses – leaving little room for imagination.
Gathering
I suppose staying in bed until noon counts as sleeping in, but it sure feels like I could sleep for days on end.
Rousted out of the house by my youngling’s labored coughing, I did not feel safe from viral intake – and thus yielded to their inhabiting.
Out and about, interacting with community, the sluggishness of thought makes me feel removed from connecting.
A strawberry mint and golden oregano – then a semi-dwarf donut peach found for gracing my youngling’s window.
The large area rug we are all fond of and a small TV stand with wheels to glide on met me this morning before I said, “Anon!”
I am still on quest for a long hallway runner to help the hound’s speed no longer flounder.
Red Light W/ Vibra Plate
A combo that when finished with elliptical, thigh, and ab routine helps restore lymphatic movement.
8:44pm
Seeing the 844 angel number means that you are safe. Growth is often inhibited by our fears, but 844 is here to tell you that you don’t have to be afraid. You are allowed to grow and trust in your progress.
(I pick and choose them :D)
(Ways To Go – Grouplove)
Cycles
It is nice to know that over time, I am consistent.
(Squeeze Box – The Who)
Doctor Doctor
The more I settle into myself, the more I have fun by myself.
I like me.
I am a lot of fun!
(Real Life [Angel] – Elbow)
Profoundly beautiful.
I didn’t want to cry to it, but I have to.
Guff
Often when and after I post, I worry what people will think of me.
I have gotten such flak in the past for being a romantic.
Fragility
Confidence can be like a dried-out eggshell, tremulous in God’s grasp.
(Habibi – Tamino, Live)
Fantastic!
Morning Kiss
“So, you want me.”
It was a statement – not a question – as he leaned against the frame of the door.
The jaunty flick of curl over his forehead did nothing to reassure her.
“How am I to know it is me that you want, truly?” she asked, hoping for a heartfelt answer.
As two worlds collided, they knew each would beg to differ.
Family Sphere
A spoon left on a napkin for later reuse; a takeout soup container returned to the fridge after 10pm slurping: these are the hallmarks of bachelors.
Down For The Count
The master healers gave me some things I needed – but was not yet ready for. Now, I’m paying for it.
(the receiving)
Matrices
By writing, I define
Who I used to be –
From shouting out in glee,
To screaming at depravity.
The Killing Fields
O yon torn-assunder soldier
Staggering across the fields:
I know the trials of recovering –
Like blood on hands has spilled.
Thought Fragments
Like leaves in the wind, touseling,
My thoughts cascade around me
Left in moisture-warped bindings;
Scattered in boxes and web sites.
I have thought someday to collect
The wanderings as I would reflect,
But there are literally thousands:
What categories best represent?
Self Criticism
My foe is me.
Regaining Balance
My youngling has been sick and spending time with a friend, who is also sick from the coworker who brought it to their workplace a few days ago.
We miss each other greatly and are too long overdue on our popcorn-and-movie binging.
But, they are trying to stay away from me as I am already fatigually compromised.
I appreciate this because lately I have been feeling like I am just dodging and weaving a next catastrophe.
I need time and space to resettle into my bones and reboot my confidence.
Someone To Dream About
In the firelight’s evening flickering, she remembered how she had asked for him – and then received.
Between Worlds
My Love,
I do not know how to bridge to you.
Every day, I would be there with you.
Maybe it takes a man’s eyes to see what a woman only internalizes.
“Many Returns”
Like in the Birthday song, “And many returns…”- or in greeting goodbye.
Where The Clouds Fly
He looked back at her, gasping a bit to catch his breath as her gaze carressed his flush-cheeked face and delighted excitement dancing in his eyes.
Reaching out his hand for her to climb up steadily beside him, he drew her into his arms as the crisp mountain air flicked whispily through their hair.
Held warm and secure, she was able to stabilize the internal anxiety that had plagued with every winding step they had taken, leading them to this magical place.
She hated how much fear kept weighing on her psychology – and looking up at him as he kissed her dashingly, she had thought that she could never love him more.
Yet, every day, his enthusiasm for life and her craving it within him stoked their fires higher.
“Someone Arted”
“Today’s Favorites”
Zoom in to see these fanciful lovelies!
When Nothing More
Ambling…
Shuffling…
More of a zombie thing, than coherency.
Embarrassed she had stressed at the overtaxed pharmacist – who also was vexed that he voiced his whirling thoughts out loud.
He had innovated well on their behalf.
She knew she should not be in public like this – caught in a sinkhole from exploded adrenals.
People patterns pervaded and criss-crosssd verbatim.
Vitamins and nourishment.
Flowers and the sky.
“The Return”
“Raindrop”
“When Heavens Collide”
“Look For The Blue Bits”
Reference to the movie, Man Up.
“The Great Expanse”
“Spring’s Shadow”
The Crush
She kept waiting for the pressure to ease, but it didn’t.
Climbing at higher elevations, it was easier to lie down flat and let the heavens pass across her than it was to stand up and keep going.
This must mean that she was ascending – but it felt like she was dying.
All of the rules and regulations: she couldn’t navigate their impressions.
She wanted to be in love by having found her soulmate.
She wanted to have more children and experience their thriving.
She wanted to live and breathe and stretch into the open air – without having to continuously care that she never had and continued to not fit others’ preset expectations.
She belonged with a tribe that believed as she did.
But, maybe she was among the first of them.
Maybe it was better to rest and wait for them.
If she let them catch up, then tomorrow she might see and could greet them.
Ambiversion
There are important events, but then, nourishing sanctum is best.
Reciprocal
Caught in Time’s Jag, he hit the next portal and, though delayed, was on track to find her.
Fifty-Six
She asked if she could someday, expecting to be told never again – but, instead was told in four years. Time to heal and recuperate for the event.
Under Water
Pulled downward into the abyss, she was held in safety as the virus passed over.
(Hi-Lo [Hollow] – Bishop Briggs)
“Protect Me…”
And with that request, she succumbed to Oblivion.
Sleep
Her body begged for it.
But, her instincts fled from it.
(You’ve Got The Look – Prince)
“Whale Saves Diver From Shark”
(Sunflower – Tamino ft Angele)
Romance Novels
What I like about the best of them is that the heroine may have become broken, but she is cherished and regains abilities.
Heaven’s View
The prized unit was perched on the edge of the curving lane which passed the pool upon entering the small group of condominiums and crossed an upper loop of the golf course which traced a large pond with ducks, cooties, reeds, and black swans – depending on the season.
As she grew to maturity, she wondered what it would be like to have it bequethed to her after their passing, for she loved this home dearly and was the first born of their grandchildren.
But this was not to be. It was given to her uncle who sold it for the brief gain of money.
Balance
I haven’t been ok.
Therefore, I am ok.
I’m Funny
Just not always instantaneous.
Def Of Latitude
1. The angular distance of a place north or south of the earth’s equator, or of a celestial object north or south of the celestial equator, usually expressed in degrees and minutes.”at a latitude of 51° N”Similar:parallelgrid lineOpposite:longitudemeridian
2. Scope for freedom of action or thought.”journalists have considerable latitude in criticizing public figures”Similar:freedomscopeleewayelbow roombreathing spacespace
(Google search)
Latitude
Planning to garden seems neither here nor there.
(Meanings – haha!)
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