“Of armor settles over me.
Lighter with more mobility.
Yet, more restricting.”
“Of armor settles over me.
Lighter with more mobility.
Yet, more restricting.”
My Dearest One.
Please do not let my love for you compromise you in any way.
Understand your “audience.”
Seek support of the people who love you for your heart’s endeavors.
“From doing too much, and ever compounding.”
“Stop whi-ning!”
(Next stage dogs pressuring – after already gave them everything they needed)
“Out-Of-The-Kitchen!”
(Dogs pressuring)
“Fine!
Frozen pizza it is, then!”
“Yeah –
That’s not happenin…'”
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“I’m not a-waaaaaaaaake!”
Every day, I hope to see you and be with you.
I do not have many “vices,” but you can be…
“They say ‘things get better with time…’
No they don’t.
Not if they keep ramping up intensities.”
I hope that things are going well for you.
“‘Gratitude.'”
“Being tossed from one’s own nest.”
“Having to keep on pushing and prodding the self forward too much.
Yet, rather than countering or meeting such energy directly, if my partner could just swoop on in joining, then it would not be so hard to give over the lead.”
“Because I absolutely adore and crave creative romance…
But I feel so burnt out right now that I just want to ‘cut to the chase’ and experience being loved.
I need to feel my love’s warm and caring arms around me.”
“Accept me as I am – and lovingly murmer endearments as ‘you’ rub my feet and tell me what a super trooper, brave-hearted, and anazingly-wonderful woman I am…”
“He” was coming “tonight” and told the viewer to get ready – elaborating for her to prepare by clearing her schedule, fin8shing tasks, and scattering rose petals.
It would, indeed, be a night that they would always remember.
She had just cleaned up and mopped a nass of dog pee.
She was wearing sweat pants.
And she could not afford time nor money nor energy units to suddenly go out and scramble to find rose petals.
“What is PMS, anyway?
Don’t look at me as if I should know – just because I am female.
I mean, it turns women into emotional spikers – even to the point of feeling volatile.
Where is this attractive?
How can this be part of good mating strategy?
Are our bodies angry because we are not pregnant?
Is PMS supposed to push us to having aggressive initiative that overcomes initial reserve and shyness?!”
“Is to cause harm…
But they would have us believe
That to love makes us weak instead of strong
When it heals us as we sing and share its song.”
“Why would you do this for me?” she asked him, perplexed and moved far beyond mere flattery.
“Because you deserve it, and you need to know how real this is for me,” he replied, lovingly.
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“Over the sink, while the dogs pant on the edge of the kitchen, pressuring me.”
“Are subject to assessments, then judgements.”
“I finally divested.”
“Because I couldn’t ‘stand’ to walk, again.”
(Content play)
Does any of this get me closer to you?
Working pushing capacities
Continuing to sort and clean up
Wreckage of drastic transition
Trying to make the best of it
I am defaulting into options because I must survive as I know how to, in the meantime.
The ache into illness as
Fever dreams and body
Born to give and receive
Magnified loop feedback
Relegate into portioning
Packeted expressions
Utilized for marketing
And helping others
I phase between belief and despair.
The road has been long and hard.