Candid Corvid Productions

She dreamed she guarded the younger woman from bullets with her own body.

What was it about protecting his interests that she just couldn’t let go?

Even after she disconnected, she had yet another dream where she proved her qualities over the vapid superiority of another.

Why were surface facades still valued over deeper levels? Why dream of that family’s inclusiveness as a desire?

She knew how to be on her own, and being on her own as a genuine contributor was better than being with others who did not truly see her.

Why was I saved from engulfing oblivion?
What purpose here in absent communion?

30 years.

10 years.

3 Years.

1.

For all of my hard work, on my one day off I wake up with a crimp in my neck, causing a migraine that won’t relent.

Is my life just layers of suffering? When the pain comes, this messaging imbeds.

It is difficult to trust others these days – though perhaps, it has always been this way.

It seems to be just a matter of time before you are seen as Expendable: either it happens upon initial contact, or becomes an inevitable.

One’s own spiritual and intellectual strength.

I am being directed as a catalyst to help move people on to their next positive levels of purpose.

I enjoy this while in the specific role as a healer

But, I do not like it when I am used for others’ selfish gains.

I am angered when left empty from greed’s drain.

Let beauty no longer be only skin deep.

Let it come from Within.

The only text reply I was given upon inquiry was “It is what it is.”

It seems that I am a Knight without an Age of Chivalry.

Did I mention that we have to move again?

The landlord won’t say why – and I struggle every night to not pick myself apart over it.

It is likely because we needed Covid Relief help, and although we made sure that the landlord received every rent payment and this is our first month back on our own feet, it seems that we have been judged as “less than worthy.”

I seem to be able to help the people who come to me in real need. It is a blessing, an honor – and exhilarating (though exhausting, lol) to help set them free of chronic discomfort and/or adhesions from past injuries!

When I mention anything about money, scammers try to contact me.

These are things that Can, Ought to, and Will end.

What made a target was need.

If no longer need, no longer a target.

They say Truth reveals when you are ready.
But, I do not agree with control’s debating.

Agreeing, to help strengthen –
Even if don’t agree, personally.

To love without fear of others’ retributions –
For anything worthwhile is always attacked.