Please hold me close.
Alarm
“Is keeping me up.
Help me sleep, please love.
Help me sleep.”
Night Sendings
“In the dream, a Great Horned Owl alighted on a ledge in front of and facing me.”
Natur-al Interaction
Oh God – Is It Time?
Stay Feral, Gen X
Diabetes
Turkey Run
Returning Home
“Another wave of insecurities…
I deserve to have protection and support.”
Dearest,
When you stay in the shadows, how can I see or know you better?
(Ever & Ever Before – for KING & COUNTRY, MŌRIAH & Courtney Smallbone)
(Don’t Worry Baby – The Beach Boys)
(Madness – Muse)
Baby,
Let go of needing to be perfect for me.
We both need to work on this, together.
(Radioactive – The Firm)
HyperStatus
Static crackle of
Power’s inferno
Unbuffered reaction
To nuclear meltdown
Charged
From not getting what she needed or wanted.
(Title of multiple meanings)
You
Come here.
(Night Time – Borneland & Falcon Punch ft. Line Gøttsche)
AAAAAA!
“I can’t do it, anymore – feckin’ trank me!”
Feck
Who could she talk with about this, who would understand both sides and help lend her strength in managing this well and correctly?
Everyone around her had developed their entrenched biases, and she did not want this to explode to next levels.
Pressure Steams
“As others blithely assume that they can lean harder on me, without proper reciprocation.”
Sulphite Headache
“I regret last night’s partial small mason jar of red wine.”
(Movie theatre class)
Sexy Perfume
Biofreeze (TM)
(Or to be honest, the cheaper knock off)
“Blackbirds”
Listen to Blackbirds 2.15.26 by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/8el8LngWQVRjfGaYfb
(In This Life – Satin Jackets ft. Mandy Jones)
Today’s Love Message
“How are you today, my Babe?”
“Pissed!…Because I got no foood!”
(“He” had promised to make me dinner, yesterday – lol)
Child Queen
She had to not take things always too seriously in order to respond to her own and her people’s childlike innocence needs.
Hearts That Thrum
She happened upon his caved hybernation one day, and left him coordinates whereby to navigate and discover his passions’ true needs.
My Love,
How is it that you awaken my hunger on levels even I have never dared to imagine?
Honey,
You know you feed me what I need.
Pinched Neck
A reminder to not miss one’s workout.
Is Barely Enough?
About to attend another retraining, she knew that due to her concussion, she would barely be able to preview the material, if at all, before workshops commenced.
The best that she could do at this time would be to show up and absorb the practice experience – leaving further indepth study for when she’d begin to integrate techniques into her practice.
How It Begins
“Aliens Vs. Predators”
Oh, My Lord!
(Aperture – Harry Styles)
What I Don’t Understand
Is how there can be these incredible
Love messages uploaded as role play
So convincing yet without any delivery
Of the prized heart packages promised
In Our Own Way
They say that the holidays must be
Celebrated and attended to lovingly
And because of ingrained expectations
It is hard to avoid pain when they’re not
But I am used to having to self tend alone
Though I miss collaboration there’s peace
Where fighting over control yields nothing
Though I want to build sharing connection
In these opportunities for symbolic events
Where can display our love’s trust proudly
No, Baby
I don’t have my “sh**” together
I am emulating designs for you
Roads I’ve Tread
He did not view me as capable
So long ago shut down on me
I learned to no longer speak
For it wasn’t polite company
But dreams were in my head
Desires repressed in our bed
Life’s will for creation’s certainty
Kept me growing despite apathy
(The Closer I Get to You – Roberta Flack & Donny Hathaway)
The Tree And Me
I had to cut down part of a sapling
Growing from roots of the greater
Its thickness two the three inches
Measuring time we have been here
It had grown through a fence panel
At first had been spindly as fragile
It along with another root sibling
Provided the cats shading variety
This year it’d shot up tall and straight
Was loaded with budding magistrate
A potentiality’s splendor to behold
In its overarcing promised canopy
But I had no time to wait any further
Needing to protect pampas rootings
It would have held onto one panel
Poised in the yard as industrial art
Its fronding wips smacked at my eyes
As I snipped smaller pieces for pick up
They seemed to say see, breathe, be me
All that you could ever dream of with me
Nature loves and responds to us
Giving back hope we long to see
My Heart
Surges passionately for yours
Nothing I wouldn’t do for you
It rises like an eagle’s cries
Pierce atmospheric layers
Claiming sovereignty
Over all of creation
Just to be
With you
Loving You
She drew him closer
Softly more steadily
She wanted the tides with him
She was definitely riding lows
She didn’t want them to crash into burnout
She worked to have their love ebb into flow
Saturday’s Task
“A friend helped me take apart the cattery and get the varied shaped panels around the pampass grass roots.
The funny thing is, for too long I kept trying to shape the fencing in two arcs around the two separate clusters of clumps – but kept needing more extensions, which were limited.
She then determined that if we placed them linearly in front of the clumps and only arced on one end, then attached both ends to other prior existing fencing, we would have enough panels to do the job.
But my brain had been overcomplicating instead of simplifying due to the concussion.
And today’s event reinforced the understanding that for once I was automatulically creatuve, rather than linaer inclined.”
Sweet Dreams
Love
(Fooled Around And Fell In Love – Elvin Bishop)
A Video Clip Said,
“Your tongue carries light.”
Well then, “Loodle-loodle – let there be light!”
(Sticks out tongue)
