Dearest,
I thought that I saw yet another version of you.
I must be going mad…
(Take Me Back To Eden – Sleep Token)
“Funny Timing”
1 + 2
“The girls and I took our first slow walk together in the late afternoon sunshine.”
I Had Thought
“That it could be me.”
(Blue Sky Action – Above & Beyond ft.Alex Vargas)
“Blue Sky Action”
Thinking Of You
She had carried her gifts for him on her person every day for many months, with hope that she might see him and share.
But now she had to tuck them safely away for transport while she managed transitions.
(Telomeres – Sleep Token)
This Is It
“I am suppossd to find the right next home.
It took us four months living out of a motel, working multiple jobs at full health capacity, to find our safe haven last time.
Two weeks this time, on my own, and with exertion limits from multiple injuries. “
It Was Rarely Easy
“Easy was a day that you could coast a little.”
Against The Odds
In the wild a
Lion father stays
Against normal rules
So his white cubs thrive
In human society a
Rejected mother stays
Though a social outcast
Her children grow brave
Nest Duty
Older Lion Cubs Teach The Younger Cubs
Where We Become One
Movie 5th Element – Opera Clip
Night In Your Arms
Sleep Token’s “Emergence”
Sleep Token – Dancing In The Dark Cover, Philly Ritual 9/24/25
(Saved – Deadmau5)
“Heavy Metal”
Algebraic Malaise
(Heavy Metal – Sammy Hagar)
Spinal Impact
Lying back upon a stainless steel cylinder originally intended for use as a tall but lean coffee mug, I pressed its immovable form into grooves of my lower spine and ribs at different angles and leveraged the tension created in attempts to better understand the patterns of torsion twistimg created from the car accident’s impact.
At ‘ground zero’ where the car’s force first connected, if trigger point zones are pressed in certain ways my anterior hip attachments – and even the muscles along the insides of my arms – can be relaxed, moved into, and extend for a moment.
It’s like my whole body has been stuck in a retraction reaction pattern drawn inward to the core from longterm spiral compression.
My Love,
I dreamed of us together…
We wete in a house, preparing food on a large kitchen ‘island,’ talking about real life things and making plans.
It felt so easy and natural…
Like we fit well as a couple.”
You Know What’s Wild?
“If I could put my body on a table and work on myself, I could unpack these injuries.
But nobody knows my techniques, so all I can do is fo my workouts innovatively.”
Infinity Hug And Kiss
I Need To Clean My Glasses, Again…
“Do I have steamy eyes?
Or what?!“
“Well,” Then
“I guess I better take the night to rest.”
“Ha-Ha!”
I Was Typing
“Bronchial syrup, but instead typed ‘fluid…’
Makes a big difference when trying to purchase!”
I’m Not
“Really heeere…”
—
(Immune system take over)
Me…
“And my algorithm…”
—
(Insert into song, “Me And My Shadow”)
(Morph 3 – Szymalix)
Dear Alex,
“It has very much sucked through the set backs preventing me from working.
I am fighting my way back into self reclamation, but at cost and more new patterns of numbness.”
Getting Sick
“It’s too late for me now
I am altered
There is something
Beneath…”
—
(Sleep Token lyrics)
“Running With You”
(Mine – Sleep Token)
Sinus Infection
Trying to turn into a cold
So time to get nose spray
Red-Flaggin’ It
“Forced out from safety of my thin shell.”
Two Weeks
In my dreams I am productively active, yet
When wake, I’m filled with shock and dread
Kinky
“My hair has never been this curly before.”
My Love,
I am fighting off something in my throat from the other day’s too long outdoor damp and cold exposure.
But I sure wish that I could hold and kiss you.
Sweet dreams, Baby.
(Errors In My Bread · Deadmau5)
Romantic Messages
“As they have become more intimate by going into fantasy scenarios, I find that I need to be careful what I peruse because I want such realities soley with my partner.”
“Without Words”
“Right Timing”
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