“My Love For You”
“Turning Divine”
(Anytime – Brian McKnight)
Too Close Without Comfort
“Watching the older gentleman backing up and going forward in his hot rot medical chair while letting his little dog sniff bushes outside on the street, I recognized him from when we were living out of the hotel before the car accident.
Too close to similar scenario – but this time with no ability to work hard to pay those daily high rates – has me not wanting to talk too much about the hysteria clamoring inside of me.
I would much rather be conversing with my love about passion and its charms.”
“I Dream”
When You Love Someone
“You become the happiest you’ve ever been.
And then, do you know what you get?
You get wings – and then you can fly.”
—
(Movie reference, “I Am Dragon”)
“Let It Be”
Let It Be The Way You Want
Just don’t leave me now.
I can’t be without you.
—
(Movie reference, “I Am Dragon”)
A Man Or A Dragon
I love you for who you are.
—
(Movie reference, “I Am Dragon”)
My Love,
“Stay with me like this for a while…
Let me get used to you.”
And she holds the dragon’s head in her lap.
—
(Movie reference, “I Am Dragon”)
End Of Line
“I am no longer going to read anonymous love messages.”
(Not Today – Kim Gordon)
(Born 2 – Water From Your Eyes)
(Blood – Kassie Krut, JLB Remix)
My Job
“Holding the line and not adding gasoline to the fire.”
(The Sound It Made – Robber Robber)
The Location
“Was ironic.”
The Drop Off
“I just saw a hooker bring dtopped off.”
(Love Is Blue – Paul Mauriat, 1968)
Trust Fades
In the shivering cold.
Another Bitter Pill
Unfulfilled promises.
Wasted Potential
Time slips through fingers
Aching to carress and hold
Secure Vs. Other Attachment
“Into The Woods”
(Rejoice – Def Leppard)
We Are The Universe
How Far Back?
Unicorns In Love
It Couldn’t Matter
No matter what, she must not attach to the outcome.
DisEmpowered
Apparently, last night’s medicine combination took the “oomph” out of today’s stride –
Or weakness of legs because her housing safety was teetering on the edge of a cliff, dependent upon others’ whims for which way the wind would be blowing?
Muscle Firing
She could feel the energy spiking and erupting within her cells, responding and needing to address the fight that she had to avoid at all costs for the greater healing at stake.
It’s Not Enough
If they did not work with her, the ship would burn down with her still on it.
“Light Beyond The Pale”
Laughter In The Eaves
She could feel that the tension had broken, and that her messages of good will and faith had likely been received.
“Eagles, Lions, & Unicorns – Oh My!”
There’s Only One
Truth To Face
I still love you
I still want you
—
(Reference to Sting’s “A Thousand Years” lyrics)
(A Thousand Years – Sting)
A Woman’s Burden
Jagged glass
Broken pottery
Cobblestones
Slick-wearied
Dirt-streaked
Tears’ honesty
On a cloaked
Face hiding
Eyes that still
See everything
Reciprocation
An agreement of
Mutual submission
By degrees obtained
Through give and take
(Even In Arcadia – Sleep Token)
The Stuff Of
Her Nightmares
KAMI KAMI KAMI KAMI KAMI
Bearing down, digging into the earth’s energy to maintain sanity’s direction.
“It Isn’t Safe”
Her injuries’ distortion could not stop triggering panic.
Freezing was the only way that she could stop from overreacting.
Darn It
Her muscles were locking down, rendering her incapable of getting productive, because the environment had become hostile and resentful toward her.
She understood what was happening and why and that it wasn’t her fault, but still, she had to brace against the weight of being seen as the target.
It Hurts
“To be unseen for my truest intentions because of others’ past traumas and fears, further cast upon me by their dispersions.”
Energies Against Love
“Need to get a real job.”
I Don’t Think So
“I am not interested in negative manipulations – for I already have plenty of real life issues that I am trying to take care of!”
