Fear And Mourning

If I step out of this track, there are implications…

I can no longer hide among the crowd, pretending I do not know nor understand.

I might become a target for those in league with The Plan.

Does my vulnerable truth incite those who’d take command?

Perhaps this is why I’ve relented to that desire of meeting my Knight.

Someone who’s as brave as I am, dedicated to standing for our rights.

But, I thought I’d found him in others, to see them whither where they lay.

And with each passing of once greatness, it’s been my own shining light that’s remained.

I’ve wondered if I carried The Pestulence – if what I touch will then decay.

But, I’ve witnessed first-hand how my healing inspires others to seize their days.

I don’t understand ill’s corruption: what can it hope to ultimately gain?

Why do people allow manipulations – when all it gives in return is pain?

Perhaps they’ve ascribed to regulations, hoping for entry into Heaven.

But, Heaven is what we’ve been given – with Will’s Power to make amend.