Resistance

It is not necessarily a lack of trust, as I have been accused of, but rather an insecurity about the unknown when advised by a specter.

Having chased my own intuition and finding it thwarted to seeming dead ends which required more courage to overcome when entangled – quite honestly, I am confused and unsure in which direction awaits a true friend.

It cannot be helped that when we are blind, we need others’ help to guide us, yet rarely has anyone taken time to understand my simple complexity so that I might manifest as what amazing result I came here to redeem.

This nor.ally is obtained by paid psychotherapy – and then analyst agendas attempt to divert my natural inclinarions, instead of building my next levels according to my visioning.

Others’ egos and petty depravities have often beleaguered me.

I am not a unit to be manipulated, though my passion could add greatly to the right campaigns

How does one trust a ghost that refuses to be seen or speak plainly of its ultimate intentions?