I am thankful to the people, energetic nuances, and fine lines tweased that helped me slip between cracks to find our way home.
So why am I now having such a bad attitude? I think that I am angry that I had to go through this trial of faith by pressure and fire.
So what that I will now come out more honed as a diamond with more pure shine and less hiding my character!
I resent not having had a choice but to do what I had to in order to prove my grace.
Why? Why must I prove what I have always known, shown, and believed?
Why nail me to a wall so that I had to struggle more and show others by example how to endure to obtain reprieve?
Yes, things could have been worse – but for me, the trials were unnecessary!
I was already on my right path – although where we are now can give us better leverage.
