I’d gone on a quest
To find a male spirit
I could bond with
To replace my ex
And found him
In a crossbreed
His feathery, lanky hair
Sifted between fingers
Cascading beautifully
In strength reassuring
Warmth in his kind eyes
Laughed adventurously
I’d forgotten there was
A pair of hazel worthy
I showed him that there
Was more to life’s living
He helped me feel that
I was worth everything
Yet I knew that if I
Loved him as I felt
I might seal that door
To my own partnering
And so we grew distant
Until he chased a sheep
And I had to
Rehome him
We don’t speak often
Of how our hearts ache
And of the other one
Who passed as kitten
