Month: December 2025
Yeah…
“I Gotta Have You, Baby…”
(Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad – Def Leppard)
I Thought Perhaps You Might…
One Of A Kind – Journey Process
Bite Me
“In the right way.”
(Love Bites – Def Leppard)
Repost from December 2022
Hysteria
Something I read about how things in a good relationship could be when mutually reinforced by positive beliefs reminded me by contrast of how and where in the past the road to paradise disintegrated.
My behaviors broke down when truths were corrupted and presented to me as rot that one must eat instead of the sanctity of wholesomeness.
My emotional extremes swung when others’ infidelities became expected to be accepted and my home’s walls wore thin from hits being taken by their repeated, unrepented sins.
Madness infected when insanity became the ruling hierarchy’s proclamation that all must kowtow to and obey, regardless of degradation’s unrestrained gluttony.
Insecurities dissolved internal integrity.
And I needed my peace…
Release me from this place of wrongness where seems that ever I dwell in its lurid remnant’s darkness!
Restore me to my former glory where I knew truth by its shining gaze and love reigned by its brilliance!
Show me that there are better ways than to dine upon gristled bones of one’s former innocence!
And in return I shall pledge my allegiance.
Deer & Coyote
(Dreaming – A7S x HEADER)
“It’s 10pm – Where Are Your Children?!”
Harsh Truths: Gen X
Playtime!
Soooo Baaaaddd (Not Right!)
“Who Made Who”
Tempt Me Not!
Music In The Chaos
Sleep Well: The Wind Rises Clip
Dear Friend,
Don’t suffer for me
Just be here for me
It’s Nice To Be
“Doing what I do, again.”
“The Gods Play Dice”
The Game Of Withholding
Two can play at it
But I don’t want to
Dear Friend,
You give me reason to live
You give me reason to give
Look Here
It is about finding truth in expression
Hopefully with some gentile elegance
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
What Does This Mean?
“More fuzz on the bench, please.”
—
(Like at a football game…dreamstate concepts)
Sticks & Stones
Trying to build a home on scaffolding
Puts too much pressure on the beams
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
Broken Pieces
She’d liked keeping up with his trends
They gave her chances to explore flex
But he’d resented her mirroring
As he strove for his own identity
Favoritism
He’d liked parts
But not all of her
Intolerances
There were no second chances
Or room for evolution dynamics
One Wrong Move
She’d learned to fear…
Insecurities
She wondered if he’d felt inadequate
Because she was built for capacities
Space To Grow
I’ve observed resentment grow
When as a couple shared space
The moment two became one
Identities were shed to censure
Is a solution to have own rooms
Taking turns where share desires
As interfacing finds its
Compliment organically?
Tossed In Turning
My limbs hurt so bad
In any position that I
Doubt the possibility of
Ever sharing a bed again
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
Say Yes
How do we heal our wounding?
By kisses and mutual indulging?
Patchwork
The veil of cloaks
Hides many injuries
Exposure
The first time he’d tried on her
He had gotten in the way of it
His resultant reaction mortified
Causing shame for provocation
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
The Other Half Of Me
She had always been generous
Patient, tolerant as compliment
Believing she had time to receive
And trained too well to stay silent
The Love You Want
She kept searching through as
Lived parts of dream scenarios
Until one evening, she stopped
And opened a sliding glass door
As she stepped back, he suddenly
Appeared, stepping into the room
—-
(Title of a Sleep Token song)
“Shadow Play”
“Sunday Horizon”
Dick Van Dyke Is 100!
(All Mixed Up – 311)
Like Cream Cheese
Whipped Cream + Sour Cream
Family Support
“My eldest assures me that I still have time to live a wonderful life, and that we just need to find more healing answers.”
Nature’s Art
“Trinity”
“Unicorn Among Demons”
“Lovers’ Kiss”
(Hang On – Le Youth & Gordi, Sam Parker Remix)
Phase Shifting
A response happened through a dream
When an upper professional bartended
We had met before teamed on a job
Where before he had supervised me
But the work was done at this party
And polite masks could be removed
My face alighted when I recognized him
But his hardened from purpled passion
He came close as whispered wet-harshly
Hinting at unspeakables he’d do to body
But his sexual tension flowed off me
Because he was not the one I wanted
Upon realizing I was a disinclined male I
Then introduced him to one more suited
Candid Corvid Productions 