Month: December 2025
Wallflower Tango: Short Film
(Waking Up – MJ Cole & Freya Ridings)
More Than You Know…
(The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face – Roberta Flack)
Dear Alex,
I don’t need the Ideal
Just what can be real
Dear Friend,
What is it like from the other side?
I’m not sure that I’ve experienced it.
“Derezzed”
Metacognition
Modern Dating
(Bleeding Love – Leona Lewis)
(Pneuma – Tool)
(Come Sail Away – Styx)
Backed Into A Corner
“I was not responding well as of today from the concussion when getting other people’s help as they were pressuring.
I was either dealing with their trying to be time efficient and going in too many directions at once – spinning me in circles – and/or wasting my time, etc..”
The Question Is
“Can you self regulate?”
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(Re the maelstrom that descends when engaging resource acquisition processes due to brain injury)
“There Can Be Only One”
“I now have two kinds of brain injury – and boy, let me tell you how fun this is navigating the shattered internal stratosphere!”
—
(Title reference to movie Highlander and the struggle to reclaim primary power)
Dear Friend,
It doesn’t seem right or valid
To need you at the levels I do
But maybe you need me, too
For similar bonding reasons
Brain Injury Gaslighting
“An advocate for brain injury support tried helping me today, and finished our appointment by giving me the number to call my next errand item.
After several times of copy and pasting the number, dialing, and getting my own voicemail, I finally realized that she had given me my own number by accident!”
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(Re: object identification shutdowns)
Yes,
“We are aligned, Baby…”
(Subdivisions – Rush)
Movie: Fiddler On The Roof – Tradition
Yeah…
“I Gotta Have You, Baby…”
(Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad – Def Leppard)
I Thought Perhaps You Might…
One Of A Kind – Journey Process
Bite Me
“In the right way.”
(Love Bites – Def Leppard)
Repost from December 2022
Hysteria
Something I read about how things in a good relationship could be when mutually reinforced by positive beliefs reminded me by contrast of how and where in the past the road to paradise disintegrated.
My behaviors broke down when truths were corrupted and presented to me as rot that one must eat instead of the sanctity of wholesomeness.
My emotional extremes swung when others’ infidelities became expected to be accepted and my home’s walls wore thin from hits being taken by their repeated, unrepented sins.
Madness infected when insanity became the ruling hierarchy’s proclamation that all must kowtow to and obey, regardless of degradation’s unrestrained gluttony.
Insecurities dissolved internal integrity.
And I needed my peace…
Release me from this place of wrongness where seems that ever I dwell in its lurid remnant’s darkness!
Restore me to my former glory where I knew truth by its shining gaze and love reigned by its brilliance!
Show me that there are better ways than to dine upon gristled bones of one’s former innocence!
And in return I shall pledge my allegiance.
Deer & Coyote
(Dreaming – A7S x HEADER)
“It’s 10pm – Where Are Your Children?!”
Harsh Truths: Gen X
Playtime!
Soooo Baaaaddd (Not Right!)
“Who Made Who”
Tempt Me Not!
Music In The Chaos
Sleep Well: The Wind Rises Clip
Dear Friend,
Don’t suffer for me
Just be here for me
It’s Nice To Be
“Doing what I do, again.”
“The Gods Play Dice”
The Game Of Withholding
Two can play at it
But I don’t want to
Dear Friend,
You give me reason to live
You give me reason to give
Look Here
It is about finding truth in expression
Hopefully with some gentile elegance
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
What Does This Mean?
“More fuzz on the bench, please.”
—
(Like at a football game…dreamstate concepts)
Sticks & Stones
Trying to build a home on scaffolding
Puts too much pressure on the beams
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(Title of multiple meanings)
Broken Pieces
She’d liked keeping up with his trends
They gave her chances to explore flex
But he’d resented her mirroring
As he strove for his own identity
Favoritism
He’d liked parts
But not all of her
Intolerances
There were no second chances
Or room for evolution dynamics
One Wrong Move
She’d learned to fear…
