Activities & shows – but going back to bed.
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
Lone Wolf Empaths
Lift Me Up!
I Like It Like That
Giving Jesus The Wheel
“Wishlist Banner”
(I Run To You – MISSIO)
We Weren’t Ready
“But what makes us ready?
Surely – do not say that it’s more time!”
My Between Realms Ring
“It broke today after having been significantly snagged days ago.
Did it abdicate to save my digit from further harm?”
Was I Better?
As our projection mirroring reflection
But need for self mastery dominated?
I ask because I, too, reacted yet
We’ve been deceived by the ruse
Spiral Ecstacy
I dream of a time when
A man syncs with mine in
A type of parallel symmetry
(Ha Lo’ · Black Soil)
Outer Realms
Quivering
I’m shaking
Am I sick or
Nervousness
Compounds
In the waking?
—
(Content of multiple meanings)
Mortification
Hard-hitting anxiety
From extension that
Lacking reciprocation
Cascades in retraction
Bedazzled
Quiet – they say to keep quiet
For if request he will not come
The light cast bright reveals someone
As if they really knew what to look for
So many are waiting for that knock on their door
And my nerves keep aching fried and frazzled
Dear Friend,
“Is there something that I can do to make things easier for you?”
Resolve
“I’m not sure how to feel better about past negatives – except to focus upon current positives.”
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
(God In You – Tinlicker)
Diversions
Retraining sessions
Me & The Void
Queen Of Athens
“A Love Like Ours”
(A Love Like Ours – Jacob Lee)
“Set Alight” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, November 13, 2025
Take me to the alter where
We’ll worship on our knees
Our love will never fail as
Souls in paradise redeem
No one can tear apart destiny
Holding hands our lives unite
We’ll celebrate Fall’s rejoicing
As the season love takes flight
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Dear Friend,
I did not tell you this because
I didn’t want to seem boastful
But when I was provoked to
‘Go find the man I wanted,”
I had to acknowledge that
The one I wanted was you
Which hard-shocked me because
For so long I’d avoided this truth
“That Magic Touch”
“The Difference”
(Ever Know – HAEVN)
Saving Me
“It becomes ever further apparent that my creations here keep me from dissolving completely.”
Trials Of Fealty
She began to see that this was The Test:
Every man before had used up her best
And then rejected her as failed to match
Let alone surpass capabilities provided
So perhaps this is why she was stripped:
Because only the right man would prove
His ability to rule well by her side by
Helping her fight to regain her vitality
Of Milk & Honey
It was interesting…she had to now think abstractedly to retain any sanity, noting that when she felt herself more ready and welcome, the thorns sprouted thicker around her castle – as if the surrounding garden’s wild roses had become very fond of her, and as a result, were determined to let no man near her without him proving his worth by overcoming their obstacles.
She could only allow herself to muse and wonder at their tendency, recognizing their protection’s validity as lesser men fled the scene, for she had become too afflicted by melancholy to risk endulging entrapment’s grieving.
And the enchantment’s spell did not seem to care that she was starving as it maintained its strength by drawing too much energy from her body.
Hmmm
“Certain pine trees in the night mist exude a kind of floral, rather than pine, scent.”
Word Of The Day: Oblivion
noun1.the state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening.”they drank themselves into oblivion”Similar:unconsciousnessinsensibilitystuporstupefactionsenselessnessblanknessdarknesscomablackoutobliviousnessunawarenessignoranceamnesiathe waters of LetheOpposite:consciousnessawareness2.historical•Lawamnesty or pardon.
Oxford Languages
(They are changing definitions as we knew them…how I meant it is missing = The Void)
(Promise – HAEVN)
(TMBTE – Sleep Token)
Normalcy
“Is that like Vitamin C?
Can I buy it as a supplement?”
Trauma Bonded
“No matter what I do, I can’t seem to escape.”
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
The Gamut
Shrinking down to nothing to
Exploding to reclaim space
Either way a self defending
Trying to reclaim balance
With who I really am
Lost in static’s cling
Symptomatics
“Reactions to compounding lag in an injured system from having to repeatedly respond to new emergencies that push pressure loads beyond capacities into enforced quick adapting can lead to reactions and/or shut downs which present behaviors much like complex PTSD – either drastically slowing or suddenly forcefully expelling energy as a result of the system’s desperate attempts to create space for self regulation.”
Encouragement
“Even with continuing and multi-varied discouragements, I must cling to a moment ago’s realization that as I continue working new patterns over and over, my methods are beginning to adapt into streamlining.
Perhaps much of the issue exacerbating my injuries is constant disruption negatively reinforcing sensory overwhelm and overstimulation.”
Steps Back & Forward
“Although I may have just been exposed to COVID right in time to potentially sabotage attending my retraining, it is nice to note that my handwriting is beginning to smooth again at times – compared to right after and since the accident injuries disrupted motor skills coordination.”
Complications
“Upon complications, upon complications…
Nothing new, really – just another day in a choppy sea trying to keep our heads above water.”
A Layered Cake
(No Holding Back – HAEVN)
Dear Friend,
Of course I want you
I’ve always wanted you
I was just afraid to love you
Because it tugs on everything
You’re always on my mind and
Pulsing in rhythms of soul’s body
How do we get out of our own ways
And together, reach for The Divine?
Healthy Containment
But, My Darling
(Don’t You Give Up On Me – Brandon Lake)
Groan
“Tomorrow’s going to be a long day due to even less sleep than usual.”
