“I don’t want to have faith in a god who causes or allows suffering.”
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
- Creative Creations for Clever Minds! -
(Oh! Wot a Dream – Kevin Ayers)
Struggle
“‘Brings down the walls of pride,’ state lyrics from a religious song.
‘Middle fingers in the air,’ if that’s the type of god we must endure – giving me more and more crisis to bear (all of us, for that matter).
No ‘free will’ kept promises, here – just mixed-messaging lashes and unconsentual bondage.”
(Flow – Sade)
Ra-Ra-Sis-Boom-Ba!
“My chapstick was in the car with me.
These days, the little things count too much.”
(Dark Signs – Sleep Token)
Basic Need
“And I hate what I’ve become, every time I wake up.”
—
(Sleep Token lyrics)
Dems Da Breaks
“I don’t really see how it’s functionally possible for me to ‘be with’ anybody.
I’m struggling around so many factors.
Ahhh-hahaaaaa…”
(Shiver – John Summit & Hayla)
They Craved
Each other’s attention.
From Love: Howl’s Moving Castle Clip
Fall Seeds
“I got some more snap peas and nasturtium seeds planted for possibly a late year’s delight.”
(Loosen Up – HUGEL)
Second-Guessing
Automatuc response to a lack of security
Too burdening on a beleaguered system
Trust
“A high-placed priority…if I can’t trust who I’m with, I’d rather be alone”
Consumptionism
In a consumption-oriented society
Our worth is what we can produce
Ship On Fire
Even though her ship was taking on water
She knew it would hold if she managed it
Long enough to get the others to safety
Yet even though she knew their plight
Having survived her own as parent
It still hurt she’d be left stranded
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(Paragraph lools like the prow of a ship :D)
(Waiting – CamelPhat x Eli & Fur)
Past Loves
“Ended by male non-participation.”
“Constructionism”
“Closer”
A Favorite Joyful Moment (Sleep Token)
Status For Marriage
It’s Very Nice
“To be able to help my loved ones gives purpose to the struggles.
Avoiding unnecessary vet bills in time of financial deficit is crucial.
I’ve been helping to unwind dog muscle lockdowns to free up bellies for digestion.
Of course, then I need to rest my back on top of a heating pad.”
I’ve Said This Before
“Once again, construction site low, high intensity rumbles are taking place next to my home with rarity in stopping as tractors plow and reshape the landscape.
Last year is was one lot, and now another.
The waves hit harder through the body.”
You Know…
“I don’t like needing to ride in the wheel chair through the vast hospital halls, but it is kind of fun to be wooshed along.
Though it’s best if I have my sunglasses on so that other people can’t see that I’ve been crying.”
Bird Buffet
One Square Paradigm
“When you pull on the toilet roll and only one unit tears off for you.”
(Remind Me – Royksopp)
When I Was Whole & Well
Scanning…
“I think there were some brief periods of time in my childhood, and as an adult.”
Pat Benatar: Rockin’ 72!
Pluto
(Got To Give It Up – Marvin Gaye)
Yep!
One For You
(Human – John Summit)
Today’s Mantra
“You are sunshine in human form.”
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(On a hospital inside wall)
“Royalty”
“Together”
My Love
Do not let the frenzy
Overpower your will
You have won my
Heart’s affections
Rest, recover, and
Steady your course
I am here waiting
Ready to embrace
Your soul’s desire to give
My love is yours in return
(I’m Alive – Oblivor)
Dressing Up
She had made an effort and had been pleased with her choices – yet again found the photos unflattering, and afterwards felt herself spiraling into depression.
However, this downward tanking was likely a side effect of the drug’s combined interferences.
Medication
“As good as this one diverts the pain, it makes my tissues swollen.
I’m looking for a cure – not more alterations.”
Body Image
“I greatly dislike that effects of the injuries have firmly deposited me into middle-aged image classifications – as if I’ve been a dumpy, inattentive non-participant in my life.
My many efforts are barely reflected.”
Wow – Results!
“I flexed into my ribs for back, front, and sides all around with a softened smaller basket ball like we used to play ‘fodge’ to.
I lay upon it in yoga, stretch, etc., positions, gently rocking into it while attempting to correct the enforced upper stomach bulging still clamped from the accident.
I guess enough time since the accident has brought some settling in my system, allowing my efforts to at last bring results.
Because even though I can feel the torsion spasming trying to come back, I am able to briefly pull those upper ab muscles inward again!”
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