Do you think there must be a limit
On how much love’s shared between
Two consenting and committed adults?
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
Nervous Beginnings
Will our inhibitions keep us stuck in a rut?
What right do they have to mess with us?
Is this what it means by leaping in faith?
But what if we’re frozen stiff at the gate?
How do we propel ourselves into momentum?
Does speaking in code assure of same intentions?
I know desire to kiss you coaxes temptation
But is your approval implied by arrival’s attestation?
If reached out my hand, would you offer yours, too?
If counted one to three, would we crash into
Each other, bonk heads, then laugh all jittery?
I’d like to be smooth, yet awkward is temporary
My Feelings
But, I See Godzilla…
Oh, He Found The Button
Winter Bones
Already bones are freezing
Then suddenly overheating
Because primary internal heat
Likes it eighty without layering
Dear Friend,
“You were like me…
You gave more than everything.
And I love you all the more for it.”
Fault Lines
When a healer warrior woman
Is paired with a male human
That relationship develops conflict
If her power is seen as threatening
—-
(Title of multiple meanings)
Is It Really Too Much To Ask?
“To be able to clean my own bedroom?!”
Darn It!
“Even only mildly and briefly vacuuming increases facial zones’ numbing reactivation!”
(Grrrr)
(Where The Heart Is – HAEVN)
And Just Maybe,
He could be the one to take away the pain and let her heart go quiet.
You See,
Any man that she had loved had discarded and/or had blamed her for their sufferings – so regardless of their claims’ lack of validity, she was haunted by the idea that somehow her love was tainted by some sort of poisoning.
(We Are – HAEVN)
“The King & I”
The Alternate Herd
Benefits Of Therapy
Better With Age
Legacy
(We Are – HAEVN Music, Symphon8c Tales)
Rapture
“No, I’d likely not want to go…
I’d likely want to stay and help restore Earth to its Eden.”
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
More Masking
“I have some ‘neck folds’ and ‘jowel’ contours that I keep working on to retrain fascial strengthening and smoothing due to the anterior portion of my neck injuries.
But trends in society like to say that this is how I should look for ‘my age’ – and if I didn’t have them, they would likely project jealousy!”
(Celestial Gratitude – Faller Music)
Days As We Knew Them
She’d heard this evening that a suspected immense ship had come into range of their planet – and begged inwardly that he’d arrive to be with her as soon as possible, while they still had time left.
(Particles – Nothing But Thieves, Piano Version)
How Can I Now?
Ever
Feel
Good
Enough
Non-Compete Clause: Rope Dart Fire Flow
It just isn’t fair – how can I compete with this?
Challenge Round
If You Love Someone, Tell Them
(Lover, Please Stay – Nothing But Thieves)
(Die Slowly Without Complaint – Amethyst Kiah)
(You’re Only Lonely – J.D. Souther)
(WAY2U – Texture)
Devotion
She would rather tear her own castle apart than ever turn against him.
Ad Hilarity
“The Geico Gecko? OMG – I’m speechless!” says the woman talking to it.
(She should be – because she shouldn’t be seeing that critter or talking to it in her reality!)
(The Love I Have For You – Colton Dixon)
(Emotions – GDH)
(Hideous Town – The Sundays)
What Is The Goal?
“The goal is to keep going forward…
Survival.”
It’s Weird
“To see doors closing that I once thought were still open to me.
Like…
I don’t think that I’ll ever do a year abroad now for school.
The concept seems ridiculous now with exhaustion from disability.”
(Can’t Let Go – Tony El Campeon)
No,
“It’s not about money.”
(You Never Give Me Your Money – The Beatles)
(Feels Like We Only Go Backwards – Tame Impala)
Dear Alex,
I need you
I want you
But I can’t absorb your
Leaving again & again
My only recourse is
To no longer allow
Myself to
Be open
In order to save my soul
From becoming corrupted
By madness of
Yearning for you
Without hope
Of recompense
You never yield
You never relent
You never come forward
And reveal your true self
And quite frankly, I just
Can’t take this anymore
Migraine Madness
I think I must shut down this entire need
This cycle of longing driving into frenzy
It is the situation – the abandonment cycle
Had I known, I would not have fallen into it
But I thought that it was an open invitation
That it was genuine honesty – for once given
Not another bait / switch retract scenario
Designed to send me into another tailspin
How Can I?
“Put on makeup when I’m crying?”
(I Just Found You – NOVRA)
Dear Friend,
“The pain wants me to push against and turn away from you now.
I might push, but I will hold my ground.
Even if the pain distracts me and I am slipping.”
How Should It Be?
“I don’t know…
But I have coffee.”
