Author: Candid Corvid Productions
- Creative Creations for Clever Minds! -
Kicking Out
“Some extra loss and regret…”
“Blue Yonder”
Why Still This Angst?
“It has been an often repeated thematic to be misidentified at any stage of my life.”
Ahhh-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha!
“Today, I was given the senior discount without being asked if I was a senior.
WTF-?!
I do not look like a senior.
I do not act like a senior.
I was then told upon my questioning that 55 is senior.
Again, WTF -?!
Um.
No.
The younger cashier had to call the manager to change the total, and the also very young manager then asked after arriving, “Ma’am, why don’t you want the discount?”
I explained cheerfully and matter-of-factly, “Because I’m not a senior, and I don’t want to take advantage of you.”
Why else would I not want the discount?!”
(Forevermore – Laxcity)
The Crone
“I never understood why she was so eager to claim me.
I just thought that she was a heartless opportunist, hell-bent on sucking out my 40’s vitality…”
(Whisper And The Wind – Bodie)
“Ebb And Flow”
The Pure Ones
Ancients so old, they became a part of Time’s fabric – yet could still be reached by those who had worked hard, then broken, then worked hard again for the truth despite society’s unrelenting resistance.
Why Now?
Why in the deepest part of her grieving did she suddenly catch the unmistakeable scent of cologne, as if the man wearing it were here, consoling and comforting?”
As If To Say
“My work here is completed…but I was just getting started…”
Leaving
“They are all just…”
(The Night Does Not Belong To God – Sleep Token)
When The End Comes
“There is no more frolicking in the sun…only licking wounds that never end, until it’s done.”
Tears In The Dust
“It Really…Really…Really Sucks…
During the prime of their years I spent my energy growing, defending, and protecting our animals from the fall.
And now that we finally found a good place to live and shelter, the family disbands, and each older animal has come to its life’s expiration date.
All I can do is attempt to help each one pass on gracefully as I hold him or her in my arms, attempting to still give nourishment until at the very last moment where they can no longer hold on, and just fade away.”
Artist Dedication: Sleep Token
Thank you for understanding the deeper hurts and more extreme struggles, and by conveying your thematics so beautifully, giving hope and shelter in the darkness when it seems there is nothing and no one.
Am I Getting Better?
“Meeting deep grief’s sadness by allowing its heavy tears to suck one under and drag one down to the bottom instead of fighting to stay afloat might actually be restoring the buoy effect that got deflated in an overtaxed optimist.”
“Photo Bomb 1 & 2”
Athena Stairs, March 16, 2025
Song artist unknown.
Spell Bound
She could not remember well her life before it all changed…
Captive
“The choice to not run away has never really been a choice…”
(Title of multiple meanings)
Signs And Symptoms
“It might be that more of my system is coming online after the long period of shock’s suspension from the accident.
I can’t expect that it has been happy…”
Life’s Death
“It upsets me that all I can do is slow the fall…”
(Eveeryday Anyone – Nominal)
When Is It Enough
To have spoken of such things to where their grip relinquishes the life caught and throttled within?
In The Aftermath
Although she had known at the time that the zealots were full of sh** to condemn her as a child when she had commited no wtongdoing, they had still gotten their way because it was if she were actually condemned to living in Hell, surrounded by their vacuous influences.
Hip Support
“A plan is to get the surrounding, 3-dimensions of support muscular fibers reactivated and working properly again, thereby decreasing the extreme load currently overstressing the joint capsules.”
(Distraction – Sleep Token, Visualizer)
Prohibition
In a Man’s world
Man is absolved
Regardless of
Harm’s actions
While women
And children
Suffer resultant
Consequences
(Thread The Needle – Sleep Token)
Conscripted
“Vitality can burn out in the constant struggle for survival.”
(Atlantic – Sleep Token, Visualizer)
Gripped By The Gods
“What pays the price and brings resolution other than more loss?”
(Drag Me Under – Sleep Token, Visualizer)
From Then, On
“When the kids and I climbed out of our first bout of homelessness, what I call “The Blacks” hit me hard.
And I knew that if I gave in to their sticky, dark, grippimg hands pulling me into the deepest depression imagined that I would fail my children, who were already now at great risk.
Since then, not only have I been “fighting” for our survival in the external realms, but also in the internal realms where the demons haunt because they’ve known my name sunce my freedom had been traded for another’s.
Only now, maybe, is it even possible to let the darkness overtake me and not lose my children to it…maybe I’ll lose myself, but I’ll have to wait and see…”
Reclusion
“Unfortunately, it seems to increase with time.”
Logic’s Limits
“If I was not desired in my younger years, why would I be desired when injured?”
(Melancholia – Lynnic & ItsArius, Live Set Part 2)
(Melancholia – Lynnic & ItsArius, Live Set Part 1)
Reactivation
My paperwork has been processed!
Innocence
“Why do we only protect the children – if at all – and not also each other?”
Music Maker
Time grows thicker as
Impressions leverage
A blend of mad sickness
Still denied reason’s cure
While feverish dreaming
Refuels by inflammation
Inattendance beckoning to
Yield by instant atonement
Negativity
“A reflection of absence of faith and/or hope.”
(You’re Not Alone – Franky Wah & Olive)
Soul Sickness
“I can tell that a reason that I feel deeply depressed is because I am not making music, but I can’t seem to break the lockdown while I’m prevented from bringing in income.”
(Sweet Disposition – Elderbrook, Hotel Session #44)
Sublime…
On The Edge Of Reason
“Being invited out by a man to something I think I’d enjoy, yet feeling the need to turn the event down to conserve limited energy, has got me wondering if I am folding inward more extremely to protect myself – and/or have I reached a new level of advanced introversion?”
Potential
“I pray to God that that is what is building up imside of me…”
“Spring Blooms”
“Phoenix Belt”
In progress for an upcoming event! 😀
