Author: Candid Corvid Productions
Re-Evolution
There are those who wish to tear us down, those who help stop this from happening, and those who help us ascend to new levels.
Searching For The Sun
The last two months have been filled with shifting elements and emergencies.
Wait a minute…
So were the months before those.
And the years before those.
And…
At some point, there must have been some calm spots?
I can barely remember when they were, or what they felt like.
One Of Two
The heart wants what it needs, and at some point, can no longer endure trials without it.
Marked For Life
“Am I cursed, or is there a better destiny waiting for me?” she cried out into her arms.
(Title of multiple meanings)
The Martyr
“Please don’t leave me here for the rabid wolves,” she begged, hoping that her one was listening.
The Crash
A nice thing about it was that once she hit bottom, there was only going up from there
Cleaning Up After A Toddler
“Dear Void,”
Holding Ground
Sometimes, it’s just all that one can do.
Lost In The Crowd
How many times among the heads bobbing
Have you searched – only to find intangibles
That you could take home and hold, but
Could not reciprocate love on your terms
Beyond mere illusion
Of a night’s reprieve?
“Psychedelic”

“Illuminous”

The Waiting Game
It can’t be seen by the public eye
But leaks out around my family
That lockdown, semi-functional
Catatonic, slow-motion moving
More in my mind than body
But discoordinates plenty
I could go to a dance party tonight
Blow off steam and hear new music
But my being craves what’s known
Running on the elliptical as if home
Imaginary roads being traveled with
Barriers being overcome by striding
Opposite from fear’s innate paralysis
Telling me I can’t create until it’s safe.
(Some Day – Little Foot ft. Eirik Naess)
The Puppet Master
Would force the dolls to remove their own hearts before he would play with their strings.
(Content of multiple meanings)
“Absinthe”

“Blue Emerald”

Ableton
I purchased lessons awhile ago and have the recordings.
How do I get from cleaning up wreckage to progressing in my projects?
The Count Of Monte Cristo – Dantes Meets Jacopo
Never Again
“To be in the position where my children are cherished and doted upon – but not me.”
(Places – Elderbrook & Shimza)
Reckoning
Give me the prospect of hope, any day or time.
Conflict
Being the brundt of it sucks!
Regarding Reapplying
“No…what you gave me was a recipe for my life being filled again with nightmare fodder!”
A Sock In The Car
“I’m not interested in ‘single sock mode’ right now…”
No f***s to give as to why it is there.
Fighting Off Despair
Being an isolated unit that is targeted by unfair disparagements.
Differentiation
Distance is needed when people’s behaviors are toxic to the internal self’s thriving.
Love Withheld
For being a beneficial and nurturing prime candidate for good partnership.
—
For miscommunications due to lack of sharing common language during crisis.
(Lost In The Search Party – Alamance)
Damnation
“Being an angel cast into hell to be roasted is not my idea of a good time!”
Defence Mech Lockdown
Not fun to be on the receiving side of it.
Space-Time Continuum
I’m out here
Struggling
To rise
Above
Shallow
Waters
We went back home
To California
It was good to own
The streets again
To grace the doorways of
A past life’s memories
At the Morro Bay’s
Cozy bungalo
A hotel drain
Made rhythm
From softly pouring
Gentle raindrops
I have a burbling
Tempo recording
From late night arrival
Waking too early next morning
Cayucos waters
Were cold
But not as cold
As Oregon’s
Our ocean low tide waves
Sidled up to greet and hug our legs
And we played in their wonderment
Fingers carressing flowing liquid
My youngest gathering
So many gems for us
My occassional attempts
At stone throw-skipping
A surfer went out of his way
To make sure I’d see him
What could it mean
When we were leaving?
And I sobbed in the waves
For all of the love that I have lost
In all I have accomplished
This has been the greatest cost
Friends reuniting at our favorite
Burger joint, bakery, and bookstore
Beloved and missed
Extended family
Full circle closure
As new life begins
Gasoline pop-splattering
Refilling the car rental
As if elements conspired
To prevent our departure
Destroyed my
Favorite outfit
Causing scenes of
Managed distress
Wondered what passengers
On the return flight thought
After scrambling
To board on-time
Loving the plane
And shuttle rides
But yelling – panicked in the car as got
Stuck high between bridge transitions
Portland city lights are gorgeous
But driving needs solid ground
Vertigo’s a real bitch
To me these days
Dreamed that I had
An infant daughter
With short
Dark hair
And calm
Demeanor
You never know until later
What a child’s hair color will be
If it will be straight or
Wild and curly
Oh, you should
Have seen her
It felt so good to hold her in
Mother and child synergy
My two have flown
The nest is empty
My own wings still sticking
Held tight as a single mother
Are in need of shaking free
Flexing, strengthening
And my instincts
Are disoriented
Do I rebuild
Or fly away?
(Be Mine – GEO DARA – The Sticks)
Must I Spell It Out?
Message Received, Loud And Clear
“I am not wanted for who I am as an amazing, capable, and loving human being – but for what I can provide and for what others can take from me.
I’d say this amounts to a sh**-ton of fresh negative reinforcement – so why the he** would I want to go get on feeding-frenzy dating sites?!!”
Heat Waves
She finally figured out that it was the medication that was causing her sore throats and day and night sweats.
(Walk Away – Elderbrook, Live From Colorado)
The Box
Before she knew it, she was encased tightly within a trap of her own needs, desiring more, while denied the breath and light of true relationship.
(Title of multiple meanings)
Thank Grace
Both cats are eating, again!
Why Athena Did Not Marry
Her wisdom and talent for strategy likely assessed the human and godly behavioral extremes around her and calculated there being extremely low odds of her succeeding in relationship with any one of them!
Crossroads
How to let go
Wait for you
Being ready’s
Hard to do
When unsure
Where to turn
All this desire
Aches, burns
Birds in flight
Know home
On the ground
I’m lost, roam
Searching
Pacing
Heart
Racing
Soul deep
Listening
For your
Guidance
(Breakdown – Tantric)
Cloaked
Since emotional pain kept flooding her system, she decided to utilize its energy.
(Move, Keep Walkin’ – TobyMac)
3:33pm
333 encourages to set plans into action and let your personal strength be the guide; to trust yourself and put thought into your choices.
Lockdown
Fight, flight, or freeze.
Freezing.
Freezing.
Production
Currently limited to rebuilding clientele and managing pet health emergencies.
