Author: Candid Corvid Productions
Alternate Track
Being out of work and having to attend to every little detail and piece of info regarding working to resolve this accident situation has become a full-time job while scrabbling to regain stability.
The Discussion Pool
The requested assembled shifted restlessly, seated on the hard, creaking bleachers – which I have always thought of these mechanisms as a trip-and-fall liability waiting to happen – so a sense of anxietal irony pervaded the air to me.
Subtle sighs of grateful relief could be low-audibly detected as the participants were invited down onto level ground to sit by groups in solid chairs nestled around large tables offering refreshments and writing implements.
One group for “colliders;” one group for “receivers of impact.”
They then proceeded to share their detailed stories.
The Hero Within
When I had strained my lower-mid back birthing my youngest and then took a hit to my back from the horse accident, these same zones were affected.
But now I was more injured from trying to prevent harm to other people.
Jaggy
I’m a product of jangled components.
The Full Embrace
When I saw them hurtling toward me,
I had no option to maneuver away –
Thus turned to face the danger.
IT Band Spasms
In myself, I had not considered the pain from underlying injured muscles.
Long Time Coming
That was quite a detour: raising my kids and trying to be there for a friend with a disability.
Jolted
It’s my time “to grow up” and expand into a new reality.
Ah!
The nagging, throbbing pain in my outer right thigh is from my stamping down hard onto the break pedal to keep my blue dragon from being hurdle-slammed into the car in front of me!
Searching For Me
Where I was ending up
Did not spark creativity.
Without A Pillow
Bless-ed neutrality!
Craving
To be understood
And granted merit.
Clattering Pots (And Their Effects On The Nervous System)
Where there’s jatter,
I veer away from it
To counteract
Nerve pinging.
Baby “Making”
Apparently, there are classes on foal training.
(Title play with words)
Photography
I would like to learn techniques
So that my intuition can better
Demonstrate how I’m diverging.
“F*** The Past” – Movie Man Up (Spoiler Alert)
Divided Lines
I thought that
If I walked them
I would be satisfied –
Yet, I haven’t been.
Love Comes Softly
I wanted it…
And because
I grasped for it,
It slipped from
My fingers.
Dear Alex,
Engaging imagery
Inspiring allegience
Makes admiration
Value the essence:
I understand levels
You are striving for
But am not sure
For what purpose.
Treading Carefully
I had found someone
With whom I might settle –
But “settling” would be
The “death” of me.
(Somebody – Depeche Mode)
Taking Flight
If I stopped seeking stars,
I’d find myself in love’s arms
But in reaching for heights
Solid ground’s behind me.
UnifyCosmos.com
The name appeals to my instinctual tendencies as both Aquarian and Pisces being visionary and productively peace-loving.
Put To Test
You may tell me
It’s for the best:
I must concede
“Proof’s” behest –
But this doesn’t
Ease loss I feel
Or protect
Innocence.
Against Desire
Today I must say goodbye to my beloved steed.
I do not want to, but have to.
For safety.
It is hard to leave my companion – my friend – that has sheltered and provided for my independence and family.
My lovely, vibrant beast must be retired – yet, what green pasture awaits thee?
Yes And No
I advance successfully in certain directions, granted access to diversified interactions.
But I struggle when there is not enough inspiratiom to surpass my limitations.
Faithful ‘Til The End
My blue dragon’s mushy suspension from its age-worn years is what saved me.
(Veld 2023 Opening – Rezzmau5)
On That Day
I was planning to visit my parents soon, but the smoke in the air had an oppressive energy.
I felt it was unsafe to go outside for errands, but was driven to by the charge of inescapable anxiety.
Soon after, chaotic energy collided with me.
A Balanced Man
Pleasing to the eye and
Soothing to one’s spirit.
(Mine – LOONY)
Of The Self
Too aware, and yet
Not aware enough.
Helen Keller Speech, Reenactment
Movie Pick: The Miracle Worker (1979)
Dance With Me – 112
Boogie!
The “Little” Things
I am not homeless, and I am still semi-functional.
Chameleon
I had thought that I was reclusive by nature.
Turns out it is more of an effect from feeling in an unsafe environment or if I am injured.
In these respects, perhaps I am “normal.”
(No Rain – Blind Melon)
(Beverly Hills – Weezer)
(Lord Is It Mine? – Supertramp)
The Fear Factor
I present well on the outside –
Don’t we all have to for survival?
But inside is complete turmoil.
“Learning By Doing”
The healer gets new lessons…
2 Weeks Later
Pain and weakness referral into my outer diguts now, huh?
Ok…
This is going to be “fun.”
(Insomnia – Faithless & Ayden Loyde)
A Young Woman Tries Speed Dating To Find The Man Of Her Dreams
Keanu Reeves Forgot To Turn Off The Iron In The House
YEEEESSS – “That’s what I’m talkin’ about!”
Beyond What’s Known
Certain dreams are not “practical,” yet are still what I want.
Superman 1978 – Flying With Lois
“A friend from another star….”
Shades Of Rue
To this day, it still hurts my feelings – because if we were not meant to be together in some fashion, I should not have been sent to him
