Some things, the audience did not need to know…
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
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ExTraction
“The hunt is only worth it to me if the prize can actually be gained.”
(Multiple meanings)
Nobody Puts Baby In A Corner – End Clip Of “Dirty Dancing”
OMG!
(Cream – Prince & The New Power Generation – Adult Content)
Eye PigMentation
There was a time when the
Color of eyes defined origins
Blue was of ocean and sky
Brown was of earthen tribes
And green were forest people
We weren’t supposed to interbreed because
Our cultures experienced life so differently
But love has ways of bridging hearts
So that colors can mix into rainbows
And deception’s jealously lacks in-sight
Therefore plucks by breaking windows
(Multiple meanungs)
(Calcutta – Sleep Token)
Stop The Machine
Good people, valuable people, worthy people are daily being pushed into positions where they are forced to compromise values that we need to uphold and positively reinforce because they are desperately fighting for their own continued survival.
You Better Believe It
Because you don’t know what’s possible when a woman of faith and passion is finally given safety’s mutual exchange.
You Have No Idea
Fury too damn late
Reason dislocates
And you’ll never have to talk about it
You’ll never wanna talk about it
—
(Sleep Token “Granite” lyrics)
My Love,
There is no right move that I can make any more.
Why would you want this?
Look what has happened to me from lack of our open bridging.
And if you thought and needed to expect me to be brave – I can no longer act on these pretenses.
Not when any move on my part could now be a wrong one.
The situation’s aspects have effectively hog-tied me.
The only way to preserve my sanctity and true care for you in this position is to avoid everything.
I think it likely that my predicament was caused inadvertently.
But I am reliant upon you to correct and fix this canting skew now brewing between us.
Imprint’s Admission
He’d made a mistake in keeping her guessing.
Whatever original intentions, his anonymity was allowing others to infiltrate and attempt to manipulate.
This had caused her to attach to one possibly incorrectly – and then, later to another, causing internal dichotomy.
Due to her adherence to faith and loyalty in love, this put her now on the edge of duplicity.
How had she been man-euvered into this position?
Inside, she screamed at the pain as she felt torn apart from within.
Why?
Why was she put into this position?
She struggled to rip her heart out of these embedments so that she could feel honest and free again.
What she wished most was to live honestly, to give purely, and to not contribute to deception’s sins.
Especially when it came to the heart that she had most wished to champion.
So she withdrew again, less able to trust than before – which compressed passions.
Mystery
Draws us closer by illusion of safety
But if not careful, becomes entangling
Fragmenting orientation’s spacial reality
Restraint
She had learned caution
As essential to survival
Yet needed connection
Which confused efforts
Delayed Gratifications
“I no longer want to have to wait regarding some things.
So why does it still seem necessary to?”
Even If As Decor
“I am glad to have my instruments near.”
(Take It to the Limit – Eagles)
Ok-Ok-Ok – Now Wait…
“A love message says that my man is here, now, right in front of me…
Now I get it!
He’s invisible!
That explains e-ver-y-thiiing!“
AH- HA-HA – This Got Me!
One of those “tests” on “Your secret kink archetype.”
(BWAH-HA-HA-HA!)
(I Stand Alone – Godsmack)
Strain
“Having to be master over my emotions, rather than getting to physically express them in a safe environment.”
(Closer Than You – William Black & AMIDY)
Baby,
I protect myself because I have no filters.
You matter so much to me that I need to be careful to still hold my own center when I am around you.
My Love,
I want and need you, but I don’t know you.
I need and want to know you better.
(Kickstart My Heart – Motley Crew)
Having Difficulty
Driving back…so tired, feeling lack.
(Hey Mama – The Black Eyed Peas)
Hugs
Holding On
Not Going To Sleep Mad At Each Other
(Dig – Incubus)
The Bonds Of A Love Once Lived
In the dream, her ex-husband sauntered into a kitchen where she was rumaging for snacks after having just seen that she was at last spending quality, playful exploration time together with her guy.
Her ex said that there was a region steeped in ancient tradition on the other side of the world where he could obtain a type of rare martial arts swords that could be used – and at first she thought that he was planning to move there for his own further training.
But, no…
What he meant was that the depths of his feelings of envious protectionism compelled him to express what he could do with them to go after the guy she was seeing – said in playful jest, but growly, heartfelt meaning.
“You see,” her ex-husband explained for once clearly, “I am finally mad at myself for not being able to be with you, anymore.”
She stopped in her tracks and pulled up straight – alert, wary, and very unprepared to hear such words come out of his mouth and giving him a crinkled brow look of extreme confusion, saying “What the – ?!”
And for the first time in far too long, she could see him – truly at last see him – with his clarity of mind, heart, and soul restored – shining right there, openly in his eyes, again.
As tears shimmered and a bit of shy, open love poured out at last from him for her, he reached out to straigthen her shirt collar in a tenuous display of affection and said, “Now…go get your man.”
And she reached for him with a muffled cry, letting the love for him that she had still felt over so many years pour out into him.
They hugged for a long moment, and then laughed tearfully together as he shrugged ruefully in acceptance at his life’s past and current predicaments.
Taking his face gently between her hands, she gently kissed his lips, forehead, cheeks, and then back to his his lips to share in their moment of brief reuniting how happy she was that he felt and was whole inside, again.
Then she pulled away with nervous haste – and he laughed gratefully with more than just warmth in his eyes at acknowledgement that they both knew that her reason was to avoid rekindling their flame’s sparks, again.
With heart ache and sincerest appreciation, she realized that she was now set free to fly and soar among Heaven’s higher realms with her guy on the wings of love, again.
Intense Emotions
Sometimes take time to unpack
(Love Will Find A Way – Pablo Cruise)
The Wedge
“So this is where trust feels misled and has been broken.
I am not saying that it can’t be mended.
Just that, I can’t fix this one on my own.”
Sharing Isn’t Caring
“Not in this case…not when fidelity was implicitly promised.”
So What’s The Real Deal?
“You and me, only – or a type of polygamy?
A Heart’s Crush
“Maybe that person was worried that they would lose you, and maybe the other’s concern was because now there were mixed messages – and you…
You just trusted and believed in me purely, thinking that I would be able to see through all of it to the more important core truths.
But, I am human, too…
My heart is very fragile when so open – and I need clear reassurances when exposed to mixed signals”
(Title of multiple meanings)
Mine
“I thought you were…that was the whole original point to my investment…”
I Guess,
“I finally broke at the event – and then fled to safety.”
And, Yet
He had kept smiling at her in such happy peacefulness – as if none of that mattered, and she was all that he cared about.
What did it all really mean?
Body Language
“If you’ve got your hands on someone’s waist to help appease their possesively jealous insecurity, this means…”
This Is Why
She had declared for the other one.
His energy had matched the message.
‘Compromise’ had meant granting patience, not compromising commitment.
Polar Swing
Beween mixed identities and now potential mixed alliances, she suddenly felt even more out of her element.
(Multiple meanings)
Shock’s Breakdown
What she had seen had seemed to indicate that his love was not for her only – which was opposite from the messages that she had received and believed in.
(Title of multiple meanings)
Niggling Crack
Was she expected to share him with another?
([I Love You] For Sentimental Reasons – Nat King Cole)
Premises
Her heart did not know where safety and trust could be found.
She felt flipped and laid flat upon the ground, as if her trust had been misled and broken.
(Title of multiple meanings)
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