“And already, emails about late bills and pending cancelations- ‘your last notice!’ – jacking up more cortisol are flooding in.
That’s it…
My ringer us getting turned off until I’m ready to deal with the world.
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And Furthermore,
“We have been taught that creating space and taking time for love is a form of ‘weakness’ – and even, at times, tantamount to sin.”
Propaganda
“We have been told that to stay alone and cultivate one’s individuality is the height of accomplishment.”
Modulation
“I know that when I have someone to love, there can be a buffer that helps to shelter me.
But I have not been more than partially loved, so how is still a mystery.”
SpitFire
“I can be one.”
Why I Delayed
Because I would have had no boundaries with you.
In fact, time “wasted” has not changed this at all for me.
There would be no courtship, no taking it slow – just diving into and wanting to give, share, and receive everything with you.
And you worry that you would be too much for me.
Hon,
I need your grace…
Please help me calm so that I can rest?
Why Not?
“Why couldn’t my reason for waking be good instead of for sh** to clean up?!”
And, Of Course,
“Self analyzing in a type of critical judgement as my body quivers with adrenaline from being slammed into furious overdrive when I need to – instead – still be sleeping.”
Not A “Mr. Darcy Moment”
“Sunrise treck – and I am livid.”
5:50AM Gritting Teeth
“Having to fully dress and walk the dogs out at distance to make sure no more messes happen in the next hour because I no longer have the privacy of my own yard.
‘And we were grate-ful…'”
I Am Not Perfect
“Then I get angry at 5:30am when my wolf pees on the floor, making the unit reek, and I have to mop it up.
I am just so fed up with this cortisol emergency jag treadmill!”
Why?
“I am bolt-wide awake at 5am.”
My Love
I wish you were here…
I look forward to seeing you, again.
Sacred Union
Ah, Explains Why My 50’s Feel Like 30’s…Lots Of Exposure To
A Cat’s Griping “Me-Ow”
Response: “I hear you and your complaint has been filed.”
It Was
“A good gardening afternoon.”
(Electric Feel – MGMT)
“Go Hea-vy – Go-With-It”
Thank You – What I Thought!
(Windswept)
(Why – Annie Lenox)
(You Do Something To Me – Paul Weller, Rare Live)
Word Of The Day: Stymied
“I’m not depressed – but longterm vexed.”
Cod-ex
While they sifted for meaning, she sought for the source.
“A New Arc”
Deep Romance
Mirror Images
Not Right
Double Pendulum
The Wound
“It’s still there…
Telling us that we must be less than what we are, to be loved.”
Divine Feminine
(I’ll Be Around – Elderbrook, Hotel Session #34)
(Talk It Over – Elderborrok, Hotel Session #35)
(The Power Of Love – Frankie Goes To Hollywood)
“At Last”
“My Life” (Adult Content Warning)
A Good Friend’s Blessing In A Dream
“Well, I cannot think that you both deserve less than each other…”
(Incomplete Me – Robby East, Extended Mix)
EDM And ADHD
“Yep! Got me groovin’ – and then my hypervigilance smoothed, and I am now able to fall asleep.
In other words, it broke my mind-locked loop so that I can now shift phases.”
(Erase – Ben Bohmer ft. Lau.ra)
What’s Your Name?
Scraping Around
“On a piece of dirt.”
(Gardening labor’s bliss)
Monkey Business
Nothing Seems “Fun”
“Everything is just work…toil…effort…struggle…!”
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