I will want to love you, for always.
So treat me well, Darlin’ – so that I can keep on tryin’ to treat you even better.
Let’s make livin’ this life together so very much worth our every effort.
I will want to love you, for always.
So treat me well, Darlin’ – so that I can keep on tryin’ to treat you even better.
Let’s make livin’ this life together so very much worth our every effort.
“I remember when I could run…”
That which exposes limits so that we quit
Or
Surpass them to stoke flames even higher
“They are important…but I need solutions.”
It’s always been here between us…
I just couldn’t afford to bleed out if you needed to keep running.
“When ignored and villified, provokes ‘Its’ baser needs to surpass healthy limits in its defense.
And are we not ‘cast from God’s image?’
Therefore, ‘Gods’ are also like humans and need what we need to thrive and succeed.
And any worthy ‘God’ wants its worshippers happy.
It’s just common sense biofeedback.”
Had become a mere whisper barely felt or acknowledged in a world under seige.
Until “He” found two worthy souls and helped them bridge their hearts for mending.
Look what “He” has done for you and me.
He is offering us clemency – if you’ll swing your sword to cut the Gordion Knot for our freedom.
Your love has always been the key.
For all of this time, she had been a sacrificial pawn of the “God” of Neglect and Denied Needs.
She’d done it, again.
She’d fallen for the messages – had allowed her heart to reveal what she had been hiding for so long, underneath.
And the man had withdrawn – just like the others had before – leaving her circuit board lit up with suffering and never-ending hunger aching with longing unredeemed.
What did “He” want from her, after all?
What did “He” want to see?
“Bleed for me…” came The Need.
“Prove to me how much you want me to grant you this man’s offering.
Show me that you’ll be faithful, no matter how much you grieve…”
He gave love to friends in need – by interrupted calls and right in right of her – while starving and cutting her off (the one person standing up for and who gave to him) as if to make her feel how much he was suffering for still staying attached to her.
It seemed that he was trying to maneuver her into breaking off from their relationship, but because she could see behind the scenes and the larger picture, she refused to give up on him – no matter how he treated her.
(Past ex-experiences)
“Go with “God,” following what heals and propagates nourishent.”
No matter how hard it gets to
Still stand for the truth of good
I need your arms around me.
I am pushing so hard to overcome.
Difficulty levels are escalating pressures.
Some things must not be said when one has reached the tipping off point.
I hope that all is well with you, and that your sleep is peaceful and rejuvenating.
“Busting through barriers like a bronco careening forward at speed, trying to out-distance self damage.”
Anyway
Migraine and too much uncertainty, shifting.
Into summer, fall, and
Through a dark winter
The hope of your love
Spun colors within me
Carrying my heart as it
Strained in its struggles
To be deposited gently
Safely at spring’s door
Awaiting its opening to
Experience awakening
When we were close
I could feel you
But now
I feel
“Ok, how about enraged?”
I AM
“Played right into it.”
I want to hold you close, proud
But you refuse to come around
In every day our love’s wasting
I still rise to meet it, embracing
Unrequietment’s blade cuts deep
Where seek truth left in darkness
Sometimes a woman just needs her man to “step up.”
(Getting up with aplomb while casting off too-hot blankets with my shirt now smelling of electric burnout)
“I…am a toasted marsh-mellow…”