Author: Candid Corvid Productions
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Meow? (It’s Always The Kitten)
Oh, My Heart
“Hey Now” (Song Impression)
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A Visionary’s Limits
Sometimes, she could not see the obvious
Whether writing on the wall or an invitation
Afraid To Fall
She needed to know
She could have him
And he would stay
Yeah, I See You
“I wanna do more than just bend the rules.”
(Sleep Token reference)
Repetition
The treadmill’s
Curse and cure
“Engagement”
The lure of promise
Delayed satisfaction
Withheld avoidance
Rejection’s retraction
(God Only Knows – for King & Country)
Unsung Hero
“When the matriarch’s husband died several years before her, we all gathered to watch his ashes being poured from high in the air out of an airplane over the coast of the ocean.
When the matriarch herself perished, we all just scattered like the chilled late afternoon wind that had dispersed his remnants.”
My Dearest,
I want the mess of you, too
The reality, as well as fantasy
Last One In
“Be sure to lock the door.”
Survival Strategies
Work in the absence of
Alternative functionality
Loneliness
Becomes too much to swallow
And then, overflows
DisEnchantment
Humans were flawed, yes…
But having flaws and giving into them
Are not the same
In A Room Full Of Strangers
She sought and stayed with “the light.”
Disconnect
There is an emptiness
Where no.light enters as
Emotions stay concealed
Illusions
Mirages
Everywhere
At The Dock
If something isn’t real
It isn’t real
No matter how far
It carries you
Melting Down
It had been
The most wonderful thing
To be in love
With him
They Say,
“Distance makes the heart grow fonder.”
No, it doesn’t.
It makes the heart need to cut off and cauterize its open wounds.
(Nothing – Depeche Mode)
Silence
Can be loud
Can be vacant
Can mean something
Can mean nothing
My Love,
This afternoon I got a wrong number text asking, “How about dinner, tomorrow night?”
It got me thinking how it would feel and what it would be like to have it be you and me.
Japanese Marriages Practice “Ma”
We Never Knew…Until Now
Mirrored Dynamics
Where Two Become One
One who did not give up before
+
One who did not give up before
(Stones – Emmit Fenn)
Just In Case
Poverty’s Hydra
“Without enough funding, problems keep arising – no matter where you chop to cut the line.”
My Head
“Is firming up, again.”
Baby Bats
The Peak
There is a hidden arc to every story line, which in being unable to further climb past mountains, she was determined to scale until she could clearly see the world stretching out before her, far below.
My Love,
It is not easy for me to say how I feel about you publicly.
Externalizing vulnerably causes me to need to withdraw for safety…
Especially when I do not know where I stand with you.
How Did I?
“Get pulled into and caught up in this constant struggle for survival?”
(No Survivors – Jeremy Camp)
Accidental 4×4-ing
“I do seem to love those angled-tight parking curbs!”
(Luckily, my vehicle climbs the edges of them “like a boss!”)
Ok…
“There’s a reason why I am eating a chocolate-covered cherry nearly every day, recently…”
Feck
“Can I have a day when I am not having to ‘freak-the-fu**-out?”
Medication
“Pretty much for the entirety of working to recover from the car accident, I have avoided medications.
But once the impact’s swelling of the concussion hit, taking a routine combo has been key to my regaining any progress traction.”
Desire’s Flame
“Teeth”
(The Eagle Will Rise Again – The Alan Parson’s Project)
Movie Fifty Shades Darker Quote
No rules.
No punishments.
No more secrets.
(Rock Steady – The Whispers)
A Love Letter’s Reveal
I have not known for sure that it is me that you have wanted.
This has created immense insecurity in me.
I have loved you from the very beginning.
My heart’s soul recognized your love as having been made from the same cloth as mine.
I cannot remember what I said to you that first time that I crossed the line.
I thought that perhaps my words would not matter to you – but I felt compelled then to bridge and give them to you.
I sensed something there could be between us – a shared essentiality that I could not ignore.
But I also knew that you needed time to figure out and decide things for your self, in your own way and processes.
I have loved you from behind the scenes, from behind the veils that have ever cloaked me.
I will continue loving you.
I will support you.
Sincerely, from the depths of my heart.
Even when I am pissy, frustrated, and totally angry at you for misreading my signals and/or seemingly deliberately misunderstanding me and getting it “wrong” – I still love, want, and need you in my life, playing your part.
And my heart – even when it decides to do the crazy things that it feels it must needs to do that also mis-signal you in its own attempts to still self protect – will always want to return to yours, no matter what.
I love your essence.
I love your core.
I still do not know you in our physical reality but I want to – always, and more.
So do you want to figure out how to make our dreams come true together at last, my dearest darling lover baby heart-throbbing, love-aspiring – yet nihilistic existentialist?
If you do, please reach out to me clearly.
Just let me know that you want me too, my honey bun bee.
Your sugar is here, ready to still struggle against the inevitable demise of your securing me.
Yet secretly, hopefully and happily anticipating.
Dearest,
I have been trying to figure out how to open tbe door in a way where we can both have our home with each other…
Forever.
It’s why I’ve shut down, closed off, freaked out, panicked, and run away…
And then I come right back to you again and again and again.
I want this for real between us.
I don’t want our love to ever have an end.
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