“How we treat each other while ‘playing the game.'”
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
- Creative Creations for Clever Minds! -
Basically,
It had become clear that she caught up in a game, afterall.
3rd Person
How can tears fall without expression of emotion?
The body knows.
It expresses the soul’s hidden traces.
(Title of multiple meanings)
Goopy Tears
She had thought that her eyes were just watering.
Something Real
To have and to hold.
Faded Anniversary
She couldn’t even remember the day’s numeric, anymore.
Only that it had seemed to be chosen because it was close to Valentine’s Day and her birthday.
A tidy bundle of dates clustered together in a nice, neat package that he could easily ignore and get away with as a repeated blip in his memory’s system.
Oops, so sorry about that…
But once passed, there’s no going back, right?
So the rest of the year, he’d be ‘home free’ to continue his tireless rejection of her.
Gen X Channel Surfing
Any Childhood Anxiety?
Non
“Apparently, no wine for me.
Not even the smallest amount.”
(Won’t Give Up – Pattie Gonia, Yo-Yo Ma & Quinn Christopherson)
Back Tracking
Retreating to an aloof distance carried her own paws away from extreme confusion.
(Alone Again – Dokken)
Alone, Again
What good if gods love some one
When they don’t show their face?
What warmth soaks into bones
Without connection’s embrace?
When Encountering Illusions
It is often best to follow one’s instincts.
(Lost In The Woods – Elderbrook & Adriatic)
Thai Coconut Pancakes
“Pretty good warmed up (do not eat cold – ew!), but waiting now to see how system digests them.
Trader Joe’s had them in their frozen desert section.”
(Like That – Doja Cat Ft. Gucci Mane)
(Have You Considered – Pattie Gonia, Imogen Heap and BANDALOOP)
“Mutual Attraction”
“Vibes”
(Send the Pain Below – Chevelle)
Sauna
She had searched for some place to go and get a good bone bake, but every place around was too expensive.
Love’s Restraint
No…
She would not disrupt the collective to get what she personally needed.
Social Bigomy
“‘I have this person, but I want you, too.
Don’t you feel excited, flattered, and important?'”
(How Sweet It Is [To Be Loved By You]· James Taylor)
My Love,
Sometimes, I delay my speaking to ensure your safe passage.
Lashback
“Hm…
Even my arms are turning purple, today.
Penitence for having fun, ‘for once.'”
(Even In Arcadia – Sleep Token)
Ooow-oo
Getting up and trying to stand – let alone, walk.
Momentum’s Weight
“Nooo – I liked that pillow!”
(Accidently hurling it over and off of the side of the bed and onto the floor as turning to rise and get ready for the day)
(Highway Tune – Greta Van Fleet)
Come, Now
My Mind Goes, “La La Laaa”
Ok, Fine
“My cankles hurt.
There.
I said it…
Happy?”
Piffled
Snarky Laughter
“And to think, I had once briefly considered reading that (clearly for me) b.s. book about ’embracing the crone inside of us.’
No…
‘She,’ too, can go fu** herself – and get her nappy, swollen gums the hell off from sucking on my vital bone marrow!”
Webs Of Deception
Somewhere behind the scenes, my youth is being slowly throttled
Someone give me a blade so that I can cut the bitch-crone’s throat
Dignity
“Fu** you – right back at you.”
(To the non-believers who interfere with tenants that they should be upholding and protecting)
Royalty
A queen does not need subjects who poison the Kingdom’s wells.
Jaded
The strength that it took to manage her heartache was causing her to have to cauterize the wound for self preservation, thereby creating dissociation from any further attachment – much to the toxic satisfaction of those involved with alterior motives.
(Fu**ing parasites)
(Treat Me Right – Pat Benatar)
A Gentle
Admonishment
Without Compromise
Love doesn’t disguise – it reveals, it shines
It doesn’t waste time at another’s expense
(Say You Will – Foreigner)
(Girl on the Moon – Foreigner)
The Easy Way Out
Starving a love’s connection is an easier out for men than saying goodbye, which I guess is why they often choose to do this.
There is no real invested accountability, and they protect their selves by retaining power – yet keep soaking up the would be partner’s heartfelt energy until it becomes drained from lack of mutual nourishing.
Turning To Stone
And we all know what happens when too much of that happens.
Cut Off From Source
Distance makes the heart grow tired, feeling undesired and irrelevant.
Well Yeah,
She had cried on the drive back…
Briefly Purple
When she got up early the next morning to use the bathroom, she looked down and noted that her ankles and feet were turning purple.
She shouldn’t be surprised, though, due to how much she had danced through swelling – and she had felt proud to be at least briefly well coordinated.
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