Maybe it was him, but
Lacking confirmation
She left alone again
Author: Candid Corvid Productions
Enchanted Evening
From across the dance floor, their eyes kept meeting.
He had a beautiful smile, and his gaze was sweetly endearing.
(Title of multiple meanings)
Lonesome Dove
Waking from a stressed dream too hot for comfort, she dismounted that one, cooled off for a moment, and then climbed on to ride another.
(Title of multiple meanings)
DJ Blues
Early in, she became frustrated with the DJ’s modality because as soon as he finally got into a good beat, he’d snatch it away again with minor interlude transitional meandering.
Once she figured out the pattern and had several songs yanked out from under her, she decided that it was time to stop pushing her injuries beyond their tolerances in her rare persuit of having some dancing fun.
The Sending
“On my way to my workout today, out of nowhere came a brown leaf from my right – angled and arcing as if deliberately sent to crash into my car to get my attention – like when the snowflake arrived in the movie, ‘I Am Dragon,’ right before the bride-to-be’s dragon arrived.
Very soon after this, a bird dove sharply from the low left, causing me to slow suddenly.
A promise, and a warning of caution that ‘things are not as they seem.'”
Regarding Weight Gain
“I’m not sure how to address it, because it is due to parasympathetic system disruptions resulting in lymphatic swelling.”
I Wondered
“When I would be here, again.”
Secrecy
“A cloak which protects that which is fragile.”
Illusinations
“Funny how things like to dissuade dreams from becoming reality.”
Wind Walkers
“I’m pretty good at dissolving into the air.
I don’t even try – and the streets clear around me.
Maybe I have some latent ability.
Or maybe when I’m just so still inside, everything around me expands and quiets.”
Love’s Hope Bridging To Reality
(Stand By Me Tonight – Faller Music)
My Love,
I look forward to when we can have time together.
Sweet dreams.
“Fi-li-gree”
(Will – Blacklit Canopy)
It’s The
“Simple things.”
(Gratitude)
Base
“I’m A-li-ive!”
It Baffles Me
Social Club?
(Help! – lol)
Lost
In a foreign landscape.
Brain Glitches In Times Of Stress
“I don’t trust you as far as I can throw you – and I can’t far you very throw!”
(Yell-griping at my gps maps because she keeps misleading my routes, forcing me to go across “perilous” bridges – “I’m gonna eat her soul – I know where she lives!!!”)
Phrasing
“‘I’m losing my sh**…’
But isn’t sh** meant to be lost?
I mean, why would you want to keep it around?
And so, why do we cling to it?”
Cleaning Dog Poo
“It’s like hunting for Easter eggs – but way less fun.”
“Sweet Singer”
(Typical Girls – The Slits, Brink Style Dub)
Slap-Stick
“I looked at a musical artist’s picture and thought to myself, ‘Ah…she’s goin’ for that Grace Jones look” – having never before seen the imagery in my five beyond half of a century years.
Then I looked down at the artist’s name.
It was Grace Jones.”
(Never, Never Gonna Give Ya Up – Barry White)
(In Your Eyes – Peter Gabriel)
(Blinding Lights – The Weeknd)
My Love,
It tears me up inside that we can’t share our love in person with each other.
Sharing Light
“Maybe I am just someone who goes around deep listening.
Not for anyone’s secrets – but for that brief cue of how to help brighten their day.”
Unfurling
For one’s soul to be
Able to shine purely
Takes courage to overcome
Negative societal influences
Winter Visitor
“There’s a critter in my bedroom, again.
It’s getting more bold in its movements along the edges since lack of other animals in my room.
I wouldn’t really care except that this is my room, and it might be preganant – as well as it is no longer hiding, which means it might try to take over and spread its mess and cause prospective damage in its boldness.
I can hear it now by my drums, whereas it used to be only in the opposite corner to nestle.”
It Shouldn’t Be Surprising
To see people go in and come out with their pizza combo order boxes.
(I Scream / You scream – Monsieur HERBE)
Vampiric Sagas
“I very much dislike that the common ending trope of vampiric love sagas is that though love is found, in the end, one or both of the lover must die unrequited.
This “flies” (bat reference) in the face of the whole immortal thematic of what a pair of lovers with access to such powers should be able to achieve and secure together – which is a rare kind of everlasting, getting to be experienced deepest love exchange.
I appreciate that in Bram Stoker’s book version, they thought Dracula died, and Mina lived her life with her mortal husband until he passed, but then reunited with her soul’s true bond once free to do so.
Having already lived out the ‘mortal death’ of prior marriage(s), I am looking forward to getting to experience true paradise, through its various shades of light to gray, with my Guy.”
And Then,
Nose tucked behind the false safety of a thin edge of a bed sheet: “Feck It!”
(Passing out briefly again – now for more than one reason)
10AM
Chased out of any further trying to sleep in the borrowed bedroom due to the cat leaving a stinky present in its litter box.
“Oh, God – Why?!’“
(I Can’t Drive 55 – Sammy Hagar)
The Crone’s Greeting
“Waking up after barely sleeping, and apparently having an allergic reaction to a different abode’s cat litter in a borrowed bedroom due to my home having no heat last night, I found that body had swollen and my eyes were puffed and wrinkly as if I were eighty years old.
Quite a not the confidence booster on what many would think should be a special morning.
In this case, it’s a good thing that ‘beauty’ is only ‘skin deep.’
Sheesh.”
My Love,
I need you to be part of my reality, every day, so that we may experience and share love and grow with each other.
Let’s Begin Today, Instead
(Until The Sun Needs To Rise – RÜFÜS DU SOL, Renado Saco Remix)
Intermingling
You Are My Remedy
Why?
“Are we waiting?”
(Shelter [from the room below] – Sleep Token)
Sometimes,
“I wonder if I am missed.”
Eh, Re A Retracted Statement
“I didn’t have my sub-stAn-ti-Ay-tionns…”
