Category: A Woman’s Plight

Showing truth
Briefly confiding

A trail to follow
If truly interested

Erasing steps
Unsure if valued

Reappearing in
Cloaked costume

Still the same
Heart searching

For where
It is wanted

She wanted to ask if she could use a flash flare to illuminate the dreamscape’s limits.

Maybe then she could trace the enfoldment and find the hidden portal to bridge to him.

She went from too cold and piling blankets with the heating element on – to suddenly  too hot and throwing them all off, again.

She saw him passing by briefly again, and groaned low wifh frustration and effort as she leaned forward, extending arm and hand attempting to reach for him.

But he was still too far away for the veil to be pierced.

—-

(Waking up at 3:33am from a dream as passing the veil)

Days feel like
Lifetimes

Perhaps like
Moodswings

Capability of
A visionary’s

Expanding
Imagination

Dishes
Cat boxes
And dog pee

“I wish that I knew what it was….

I’d light that fuse in a second if I knew for certain that the feelings were mutual!”

“I guess much of it can be and is meant to be learned, together.”

“How does one go from being a single parent to being partnered, again?

How does one share the load, the burdens of responsibility?

And sharing emotional and financial support – having a feeling of stability?”

“I love him.

That’s it.

I will keep working on self regulation.”

Squeeking out efficiency for primary need procurements.

“I have a computer, keyboard, and piano – but not the environmental headspace to feel that I can practice in my own home.”