Category: A Woman’s Plight
(Incomplete Me – Robby East, Extended Mix)
EDM And ADHD
“Yep! Got me groovin’ – and then my hypervigilance smoothed, and I am now able to fall asleep.
In other words, it broke my mind-locked loop so that I can now shift phases.”
Nothing Seems “Fun”
“Everything is just work…toil…effort…struggle…!”
“Still Holdin’ On”
(Lost Without You – Freya Ridings)
That Sound Of Mirth
She could also play “cat and mouse…”
Do You Ever Feel Like
“No matter what you do, you can’t get the pieces together?”
(As a precious bag of dog food rips open as lifted from the shopàping cart…)
Just Passing Time
“Working on ‘problems,’ waiting for my love to come home…”
(Give It To Me – The J. Geils Band)
My Critters
“Are Sass Buckets.”
Ashes Of Ruin
The toxins from the fumes kept inundating her system, pressing upon and into lungs, puffing blanching skin, and muddling cognition.
But she had no other place to try to rest and so succumbed to the realization that somehow she must adapt, trading sleep for deeper infusion.
Shameless
I’ve Been Wondering,
“When will the stress back off?”
HyperState DreamWalking
“If we do not allow this reboot, we ‘explode.'”
A Moment Of Grace
“Finding a large, unused garbage bag for the kitchen bin.”
If You Leave It To A Cat
“It will find every weak spot in your planiest of planee-plans…
In fact, if you do not counter-plan, your house will come tumbling down around you.”
It Wasn’t My Choice
“I’m more of a private cottage with my garden and enclosed yard type of person.”
Bad-A**
“Bit**.”
(Blood Theme – Carlos Marquez)
My Desire
Has A Name…
“Steps To Self Mastery”
(Too Much Time On My Hands – STYX)
And I Think
“I can take a moment alone to reboot?
Noooooooo
All three prankster figured out how to get through the enclosures and come into my bedroom – all smiling and proud – to greet me.”
“PTSD”
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DisIllusionment
“An interesting conceptualization, which in itself is a skewed perception.”
Rent About Due
“And I should feel lucky.”
Literally,
“Hardly any space to breathe.”
Why Do I Try?
“Last minute, under the wire, found a replacement cute microwave to trade for the black small microwave.
It also has a lock – but hey, it’s the same white that matches my toaster, right?l!
Everybody helps make the transaction happen.
Then get it into the car – and there’s a smell.
Not only a perfume/cologne smell, but the smell of it having been in a smoker’s house.
That which I am somehow living in and trying to get resolved out of smell inundateion.
‘The irony runs thick with this ine…'”
As Of Today,
“I weigh 199 lbs.
That’s cortisol mixed into injuries for ya!”
No Mores
“Having the dogs with me in the garden or throwing the hound her ball.
No more sitting together in front of the fireplace feeling enthralled.
No more hopeful striving – just passing the mantle.”
Too Little Space
“And whittled endurance.”
Simple Things
“I want to have my couch able to be sat upon – without my having to move boxes or have it covered to keep the animals from ruining it!”
Done With Done
“Let’s get to having.”
Divided Lines
“Separated from values.”
Helping Out
“Below ‘E.'”
Laminate Floor
“Still doesn’t stop a dog from peeing to where it runs under everything, making it difficult and thus painful to clean up around midnight.
And it doesn’t stop someone’s hidden smoke box fumes from seeping in, clouding and choking where should be fresh air.
They say you have rights, but it’s more responsibilities.
And I’m to the point of needing to no longer care.
I can’t pretend to keep captaining the way that I used to.
I need to divide and divy off what there still is to share.”
Baseline
“Your arms around me, my love.”
Anger’s Madness
“When patience has been trampled.”
Object-ivity
When she looked at something directly, she could “see” in front and behind it – but it was like her brain turned off her eyes’ ability to see the object itself clearly.
Tested
“It seems like I am always being…”
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In My Childhood,
“The kids in my communities didn’t really have that much to look forward to.
But I kept pushing to see what lay far, far, far beyond the farthest horizons.”
Burned Out
“I want out of the guard.”
Baby,
I’m in torment.
Hysterical Tears
“And a one – and a two – and a one – and a two!”
Public Laundry
“Other people’s residual issues can ruin your stuff.
I hardly had anything to begin with!”
Scattered
Pieces
For His Grace
“‘There Go I.'”
