My Dearest Sweet Heart,
You are the one that I want to spend my entire life and beyond with.
Category: A Woman’s Plight
In A Whisper,
Her love surrounded him like gossamer.
My Love,
I want absolutely everything with you.
“And My Heart Will Be Blessed”
Praise
“They were surprised and pleased by the results, and by my efforts.”
With You
Finished At The House
“And that’s…how it’s done!“
(Goodbye Yellow Brick Road – Elton John)
My Sweet Heart,
I can’t communicate to you here, anymore.
You know where to find me.
Love you.
(I Need You – America)
Goin’ Cray-Cray
She told the billing department in no uncertain terms that if they did not stop harassing her several times a day, she would never pay the bill.
What Am I?
“A feck-ing valiant hero?!”
It Could Be Worse,
“But I would like it to be a whole lot better.”
Needing To Scream
“But having to be civilized around people.”
70’s Baby! (Fool For The City – Foghat)
Still Not Done
One last heave-ho to finish clearing the yard.
Hon,
I am afraid to be my true self around you.
I am afraid that if I am, I will lose you.
My Dearest,
Lately, I’ve shown less passion here because I am hiding more, saving it up for you.
Hon,
I feel like I am on a treadmill…
And I can’t seem to ever get off of it.
(Hole Hearted – Extreme)
Baby,
I Adore You.
Not Ready, Yet
My Darling,
If it was you, thank you!
It was so lovely to come home to it.
My Love,
I think that, perhaps, you take staying out of my way a little too seriously…
Those Last Few Miles To Finish
“Can often seem to stretch on forever…”
Here’s The Thing
“Morals, Values, and Followthrough all take time.”
It’s Still Not
“Completed.”
“Arcadian Memories”
Hon,
As I revisit the property this last weekend, I see that the social climate would have become toxic to us.
Strange how perhaps I seemed to fit an “acceptable stereotype” before when I rented the place.”
Trying To Sleep
Soft, brief noises of discomfort occasionally emitting.
Dearest,
You make it so that time stands still around you.
“Make Like A Tree And ‘Leave'”
I’ve Been
“Pushing too hard.”
It Feels Like
I keep going past limits.
My Love,
When are you coming home?
Hon,
I fake my ease…until I make it.”
Delayed
“Too hurt to finish the yard, today.”
Criticisms
“Get In Line!”
What Was I Doing?
“My head is ‘on fire.'”
(Be With You – Muse)
(You Say – Lauren Daigle)
Hon,
I have to finish digging up and transplanting the remaining plants and straightening the yard before work today and maybe tomorrow.
I feel so achey, burnt out, and steam-frazzled.
So ready to be done…
But then, there are still boxes to sort – both in the new place and in storage.
ugh.
My Love,
I am so proud of you, your efforts, your growth, your heart, mind, and soul…
That Weird Age
Blessings
“I had to pull over to stop dragging rope, and a lady bug – wild and free – landed on my right shoulder to say ‘Hello!'”
Onward,
“To the dictates of obligations…”
I Am So
Tired
Do I Need To Do More?
“Do I need to stay mentally present with my body while I let it soak in a hot, steamy bubble bath?
Or is it enough – like letting the dogs or children play while I chaperone – that I brought it to a place of refreshment?”
Little Tolls
“Bruises, bumps, nicks, and scrapes; swollen joints and a broken microwave plate; hitched giddy-up and still not done – way past ‘due’ dates.”
(Title play with words)
FollowThrough
“Another dirty day.”
