A Woman's Plight, Altered States, The Accident - As Of 10/10/25 Early AM Named "Clyde" (Short For Collide) Because It's Funny And I Deserve Mirth At Its Expense, The Shower Accident 11/14/25

This Is It

“I am suppossd to find the right next home.

It took us four months living out of a motel, working multiple jobs at full health capacity, to find our safe haven last time.

Two weeks this time, on my own, and with exertion limits from multiple injuries. “

A Woman's Plight, Altered States

Tectonic Sheering

“6-packs of snow peas and snap pea delightful seedlings have been driving around in my car with me for the past couple of days.

I am trying to figure out while its raining and I managing catastrophes if I am going to plant them into my pots that are waiting.

Gardening is part of my well being restocking.

And if I cut the roots going through pots into the ground underneath my wisterias, roses, and vining flowers, and fruit trees – and then drastically trim the wisterias’ and vines’ branches back down to their cores to get them unattached to fencing to ready them for moving at this time of spring, will this seriously shock and/or kill them?

And with car troubles now amounting, do I have to switch jobs again after having found a good team to work with so that I can stay more local?

And it has been strongly and repeatedly suggested that I need to rehome my hound so that the older wolf’s health needs can be taken care of.”

A Woman's Plight, Hyde's Bride

“I Left My Heart In California”

When the man one day returned, there was only one part of intimacy that he wanted from her.

And he was always “too tired” to reciprocate.

“Affection” is affection, right?

But hollow love makes a hollow soul.

Especially after all of the damage that he had caused when he had left her.

Entitled.

Glorified.

Inhumane.

And then, he prioritized every whim of an abussive narcisist who poisoned anything good and functional.

And he would not break off contact with the prior home wrecker.

And he expected that the woman should defer to him under these circumstances.

And she wasn’t his responsibility – clearly, she was short-sighted.

In fact, she was “too needy” and should “get a grip on reality.”

Then he pursued another female who he claimed was a better match for him.

But he still wanted and needed “access.”

Everything that the woman had ever held sacred was flayed as she was tormented.

Her only way to escape was to self-eviscerate.

(Title of a past classic bumper sticker)