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Category: A Woman’s Plight
Unasked Question & Answer
“If I provided, would you come with me?”
“Yes.”
(Slow Bloom – EMBRZ)
Howling Winds Within
Passions enraged if she allowed them to war wanted to scream, “How could you do this to me? After everything that we have both gone through?!”
Tears Slid
Down her face without crying.
Croon-Howl-Keen
Not too loud, but deeply saddened, as she stood upon cliff, shoreline, and slagging ship bobbing in the sea, aching to be free to fly, run, and sail – making homes wherever they’d roam, happy with the man she loved.
Fantasy’s Reality
For a heart that truly cares and dares, suspension of true having can only feel fun for so long before one looks down and begins to panic when they find that they have gone so far out onto a ledge that there is no longer any solid ground to stand upon.
In such cases, one could then attemot to fly in fantasy, but the way can become lost with no guides or markers – as is a danger when flying through air, far above bounds of reality – and this dragon’s wings were still injured.
Retreat’s Teeth
Bridging for her on her own was becoming more difficult as her system began locking her down for self preservation to get her out of the strain of “stranger danger” mode around men – which made her even more avoidant, private, and irritated by unknowns.
Security System Checks
Her instincts ramped more to cautious alertness – and her feeling endangered to make a mistake – caused her to carry more daily tension, which increased shyness.
Looking For Him
Was like walking through life in a sort of Goblins’ Ball from the movie Labryrinth as she listened to music wherever she went.
The people were overall friendly, and the dance was toned down to natural life flows – but still, she did not know which man she could trust.
Not So Obvious To Me
“Yeah…
Sometimes I can be thinking and feeling things intensely – even have complex internal conversations with myself about them – but completely miss the fact that I could out loud mention…”
(Roam – The B-52’s)
Cycles
She did what she did until the others had a chance to settle and the house became quiet.
(For the Love of You [Pt. 1 & 2] – The Isley Brothers)
A Tiger’s Stripes
She kept hoping to see her friend.
But they all treated her like a stranger.
Steamed
She did not like being messed with.
(Eyes Of A Stranger – Payolas, 1982)
(Late Night Radio – NIGHT TRAVELER)
My Reflections
Knowing Your Soul
Goodnight, Love
May we meet again, soonest.
(Give Me Your Fire, Give Me Your Rain – The Paper Kites)
Hazards
“Of being an introvert, used to spending too much time alone within copious inner realms…”
I Struggle With
“My own disbelief.”
I Got Angry
Because it hurt to miss you so much.
(All Together Now -The Beatles)
I Am Better
Processing after moments, than within them, when I am in public with emotional “tension.”
He Was
The star of her show.
She Knew
He liked attention.
(Mr. Electric Blue – Benson Boone)
Opposite Effects
Wanting to be good enough for him somehow ended up making insecurities exacerbate.
(Man I Need – Olivia Dean)
(Surefire · NIGHT TRAVELER)
My Promise To You
“5 Feet Apart”
(Fever – Jerro ft. Runnung Touch)
The Danger Is
That I might love you too much…
Do you care?
Do you want it all?
Squirming
Inside her shell beat a heart that didn’t want to quit, and was excited beyond boundaries – whisking her soul along for the ride, much to her chagrin’s propriety, yet hopefulness.
(I know, but it kind of makes sense…)
You
Get under my skin.
(Multiple meanings)
(Electric Love – NIGHT TRAVELER)
It Comes Down To This
She wasn’t going to leap if she didn’t know.
She couldn’t know if he didn’t tell her so.
No inferences would be strong enough.
No hints despite magnetic desiring.
She had to know without a doubt to prevent doubts from being their undoing.
How Was It?
That she still did not know? he wondered.
(I know, right?!)
Strength & Weakness
She sometimes did not take herself seriously.
(What Are We Waiting For – For King And Country)
Shivering In The Cold
She understood why people took the leaps – and damn the consequences.
She just needed to be sure that she was vying for the right heart behind the facade.
Oh, Yeah…
“He’s beautiful, to be sure.
And has massive magnetism.
But does he consume everything in his path?
I won’t be another discard victim.
The guy who get’s me has got to want me.
I’m done with being a part of this system.”
—-
(Unsure who is real or posing…)
(Begin – Shallou ft. Wales)
Aching For Truth
“What do you think that I’m doing here?”
(Night Call – Years & Years)
Do-You Think-That?
“I would settle for someone other than you?”
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