“I am not going to eat that uncertain number of days-old hard boiled egg, despite the fact that it is cold as if it has stayed refrigerated and emits an innocent lure temptation.”
Category: A Woman’s Plight
Depths In Spirals
“‘For Once…'”
Furious
“You have No idea the levels nor depths of my seriousness regarding possessiveness once activated when I’ve called you Mine.”
In One Spot Too Long
Illness crosses borders out of order where health is not acknowledged nor vouched for by implemented actions despite need for resolutions’ restitution promoting sanctified solutions.
Eras Of Suffering
Dearest,
I need to pull more minor miracles out of my hat…
Sleep Well,
My Love.
My Only,
When I think of you coming back for me, my soul begins squirming in my body.
I do not remember having experienced my soul’s having it’s own shape before!
Warrior Mode
it isn’t your fault, my love, that I remain cautious and guarded.
I have become settled deep into my armor from more recent events which has shifted my mind into tracking and strategizing survival mode – regardless of how I am feeling.
My limbs are locked into predetermined allowances, and my eyes, lips, and teeth are conscripted along with voice to stay modulated..
But all I want to do is speak words of love from my heart and soul to you while we embrace and become one.
Yet, I do not know what is needed to disarm me.
Hon,
I’ve attached to you…
I hope this is what you have wanted.
My Dearest,
We are winding parallel spirals…
Your earth into air
And my air onto earth
May we meet somewhere, soon
In the middle
Belong To Me
It isn’t age
Or society
Nor circumstances
Or propriety
But simply a question of:
Do you want to?
I’m Feelin’ It
The Ad: Starting Therapy Soon
“Because we’ve driven you mad.”
ANY Time, ANY Time
“Give me simple over complex…”
F******!
“She seemed so n8ce in per-son…”
OK, Fine!
“If I can’t make it to the bank with my remaining gas, I guess I’ll just ‘fly a sign.”
Mirror In The Bathroom
“As I sat down for a final repose upon such thrones ensconced within such places, I looked up to behold a huge, full-length mirror directly in front of me..
Dear God – WHY??!!“
What Fun
“In that?”
My Life Currently
“The video game where you run in circles and spirals performing labor and repeating minuscule tasks – seemingly to no avail, except for getting farther along the journey while time and energy runs out burning more quickly as I search for limited life packs.”
F-Lap-The-Winnnggs!
“Flap’ Em!”
What A Woman Must Do To Get A Guy
OW
“My nerves are firing sharp flares through my limbs.
Why are they doing this?
Whhhhhyyyyyyy????”
I Don’t CARE!
“About all of these effects!
And why does the type location shift when I press where I want it?!
And why won’t it just let me keep my life f-ing simple?!
Like it used to be, like I need it to still be – instead of feeling tangled and crippled???!!!!”
I’m Disturbed!
“So why even have the ‘do not disturb’ button on?!!!”
So Fecking Frust-rat-ing
Trying to do my stress release causes greater loads of distress to compound my stress.
My Love,
You were worthy when
I first kissed your hand
And you’re worthy now
As storms cross the land
I Hate This
“I can’t even copy and paste directly from One Note into this format, anymore.
And when I make a mistake here, there is no back arrow
So now I can’t format how I want to – and everything is just harder, visually bombarding, and cumbersome!”
Hon,
I want to come with you.
Help me be there for you?
Sweet Heart,
I am frightened, too…
But we should not let fear prevail.
Things We Barely Know
Are coming to the surface now, my love…
–
(Sleep Token reference)
Hon,
I am so f-ing tired!
Anti-Seizure Meds
“Have disrupted my wolf’s muscle firing to where her legs are constantly collapsing.”
Far Beyond Reason
She knew back then that there was no other.
She could sense it in the world – no true matching lover.
He was the closest that she had gotten to feeling traces of the old magic.
But when revealed who she had married, repeated cycles tragic.
Until time passed and passed while she traveled without home…
And kept passing and passing and passing some more…
Then ine day it felt that she found the right door.
Come On, My Baby
Let’s find out.
Done With Being Single
“I don’t want to caretake for others on my own, anymore – especially beloved children and animals.”
The Wrong Shoes
“I stepped into the shower and did not realize that I was still wearing my nice leather flip flops instead of my plastic ones way beyond too late.”
(Carry Me Home – Above And Beyond ft. Zoe Johnston)
Modulated
“I have occasional emotional spikes under extreme duress sudden overload, but mostly, I am even-keeled.”
Rest Well,
My One.
Let Me Out!
“I think I’ve surpassed my stim limits.”
Heavy Sigh
“Ex-Tremes…”
Agitation
“Repeating movements.”
Groups Of Party Goers
“Come into fast food parking lots and hotel lobbies laughing and fooling around together.
And I think to myself, When did I lose my ‘priorities?'”
Hi, Baby
I made it.
Miss you.
My Dearest,
Though the miles between us are weary, let my love launch and carry your legion to sail wherever it is that you need to be – and come back ’round to me soon, and safely.
Resurrection Is A Process
“Typing on a laptop with WIFI at a service provider, trying to get a new phone to still get launched.”
I Think
“I am overcompensating for way too much.”
ADHD?
“Or strained brain injury?”
Adjustments
“Having to learn new patterns.”
