“Risking to love again takes bravery to a whole new level.”
Category: A Woman’s Plight
(Erase – Ben Bohmer ft. Lau.ra, Wave Visualizer)
Madness
“Finding out that you’ve been lied to in the most horrendous ways when it is too late to attempt to salvage the relationship.”
(Sunrise – Forester)
Relationships
I’m not sure anymore
What makes one good
Is it sharing the same dreams or
The feeling of being understood?
Is it only transitory
Transactionality?
Is it bonding of the heart
Or all just a mind’s game?
Holding Ground
“I look around at what I have been, what I am, and what I am creating.
I still have amazing capacities to love and nourish, but I can no longer afford to give of my heart without it being reciprocated.
I can give to children, community, friends, and relatives, but my partnership…this is something sacred.”
(All I Know – Sultan + Shepard ft. Julia Church)
Standing Still
“I have worked hard for, advocated for, and chased love.
It’s time that it courts me.”
(Be My Fire – The Blue Stones)
Distance Relationships
“A man I love and admire grows farther away from me.
One I glimpse almost daily, it seems will never approach me.
And the one who wants contact only wants an occasional piece of me.”
Get Ready…
Here comes another “insurmountable” deadline.
Withdrawal
She had to realize that this was her life, now.
One struggle to survive after another.
I’m No Different
“I need things, too.”
(Good Times – Elderbrook)
Yes, Please
“I need lots of ‘yes’ signals in my life as I am battling too much pain and resistance toward overcoming trials and achieving success.
I am just tired.
Period.
I need positive, easy reinforcements.”
(Tied To You – Elderbrook)
Reposting song from January.
Fantasy
“It’s important because it helps us dream dreams to overcome the falseness of ‘reality.'”
Reality
“I am on my own.”
(Skin – YOTTO & Laudic, Odd One Out)
Polarity
For feminine to yield
Male must amend.
(Straight From The Heart – Bryan Adams)
Entrenched
Standing and fighting for the little patches of ground upon which she stood had become her instinctual default.
She didn’t know how to loosen her grip and trust any other process without a trusted partner’s help and guidance.
Internal Conflict
She needed him to reach for her, take her hands, and help awaken her from slumber.
Soul Connection
“For as much as we might yearn for this, we have been dissuaded by acculturation.”
Straight From The Heart
Sometimes it was as if he could read her mind and they shared a soul connection.
(Highest Love – Sultan Shepard, Extended Mix)
My Turn
“I gave…
And gave…
And then gave more…
Now, it’s my turn to receive.”
(Right Love, Wrong Time – Leon Majcen)
When The End Comes
“When true love is suppressed, deflected, ignored, and humiliated under years of extreme pressure, one’s soul can begin to die unless it fights back with equal measure.
He was surprised to find my anger raging.”
(When The Party’s Over – Sleep Token, From The Room Below)
Circumstance
“I have got to focus on breaking past this internal barrier to get into making music.”
(Dominos – Elderbrook & Louis The Child)
Dread
“When it hits hard, I try to back up and remember trends of recovery from previous difficulties.”
(City Lights – Hints Of Conviction)
What Is Enough?
“Whatever one can accomplish?”
(Chasing Fire · D-Groov · KillWill · Ricks (BR) · William Champlin · Chad E. Copelin)
Capitalism
“When it’s down to pennies, it’s hard to feel justified for existing.”
Indoctrinated
” I keep writing to see myself clearly – but even when I do, part of me is still not accepting my own identity’s validity.”
The Fear Inside
“To fall in love, again…and to again have love turn away from me.”
(I Want To Know What Love Is – Foreigner)
Repost from November 2022.
Bitter Feud
She knew what they had done to her was wrong, and kept working to countermand it.
Is It Possible
“To keep unfolding and evolving while being in a relationship?
I have not had a partner who was growing parallel to me.
What is the goal?
Do we seek someone just like us in compatability?
And to what extent – how do we keep the dynamic yummy-spicey?”
(Need To Feel Loved – Reflekt, Adam K & Soha Vocal Mix)
Repeat post from April 11, 2023.
Brainwashing
“The phrase should actually be called self deflection / aversion training – which is very difficult to overcome when it has also been integrated into a way to keep surviving.”
My Own Reflection
“I have bedn so unseen and so midunderstood that apparently I need to declare aspects of myself so that I may be my own witness.
And how else can I claim identity’s individuality when people no longer take the time to get to know each other?”
Recusement
“I come from an age where all body types, shapes, and sizes of women were considered to have desirability aspects.
Now, I feel very uncertain that a man will appreciate my unique combination due to the brainwashing of societal strong-arming by social media.”
Love’s Tease
“We sing its praise, but it’s still empty, hollow, and fleeting.”
(4AM – Kaskade – Love Mysterious)
Survivalism
“The guitar’s right there – and I still won’t just pick it up.
My only hope is getting back into school to force myself out of this rut!”
It’s A Sunday
“I don’t have my sh** together.”
