“I gotta go pretend I know what the feck I’m doing…”
Category: A Woman’s Plight
Dancing Through Life
The Rage In Me
“If I screamed into the wind how I need for love’s reign to begin, what would that gain me?”
Sometimes, I Walk Alone
“Because the pain is too much to bear, and I do not think that you care when my wounds are left untended by love.”
Lashy
“I’m not into winsome, wishful longing.
Give me love – concrete.”
My 50’s
Casting Nets Wide
“And then retracting.”
In Keeping
“The freak show talk to a careful minimum.”
(Sleep Token reference)
Burden Of Proof
“Process of elimination.”
(Playing with concepts)
(Fields Of Elation – Sleep Token, Piano Version)
Flossss!
“I have flossss!!!”
205 lbs
“Toxic fumes are ‘generous.'”
Then, You Came
Lost Hope
“All of these things, that could have been…”
“Play It Again, Sam…:
“My tennis shoes are now falling apart.”
Pieces Of Structure
“New and reorganized patterns of functionality that join to connect along one line of continuum when highest priority.”
Nailed It
3 Year Anniversary
“I guess that I should be celebrating…:
One Might Think
“That I walk in harmony…
I don’t.
Inside, there is raging pain full of cacophany.
But I keep reaching for light’s markers in reality.
Maybe that’s the only difference between you and me.”
(She Loves The Rain – Teddy Swims)
Tethered To Me
She had heard his call somewhere within long before understanding or having proof of his existence.
Searching for his heart, she grabbed onto ethereal impressions and sent him love’s healing and protection.
New Life Waiting
(Overcome – Skott)
Why I Smile
My Love,
As I yearn for and reach toward you, I feel trapped and mired down in suffering.
I Have Waited
“Paralyzed by my own will viciously reminding me still: I’m born to believe. I know you can see.”
(Sleep Token lyrics)
Bed Head
“Like a Bon Jovi wannabe pop star.”
You And Me, Babe
Displacement
“It feels like there will never again be a place that I can call ‘home.'”
The Simplest Of Things
“Am I really asking for too much, here?”
(Baseline needs)
Albuter-al
“Feckin’ ‘high on life,’ man…”
Mosquito Time
“There’s a time when the sun has set too low where it becomes their time to feed without mercy – and I must wait until another day to water my garden.”
(I’ve Had The Time Of My Life – Bill Medley & Jennifer Warnes)
My Dearest,
I will be here, waiting, behind another veil.
Come to me when you are ready.
Hon,
Do not worry.
I am still here.
Worse Than That
“And my biggest worry had been whether or not I would be able to pay rent…”
(Lucy – Mt. Joy)
It’s Kinda Nice
“To not have so much internal pressure.”
Oh – I’m Fine!
(Hysterically-joking laughter)
Antihistamines
“The non-alcoholic choice for feelin’ dopey.”
Corto-Steroids!
“‘Cause thaa-aat’s FUN!”
Narrowing The Field
“Stabilizing symptoms along one concentrated focus of treatment across multiple levels in order to corral immunity’s overeacting too-varied responses.”
Determined
“To be functional.”
My Love,
I find it darkly humorous on some levels how forces conspire to get me to push, demand, etc., things of you when you are not yet ready to give.
Listen To Me, Care-ful-ly
“The rash is from longterm respiratory system chemical burning.”
Who
“Me?”
They’d Call Me “Tim,” But
“Underneath it all, I’m a ‘royal pain in the a**’ and fiesty.”
50’s Crisis
In Small Moments
He sometimes caught her looking at him as if to ask, “Are you still here?”
Not because she didn’t trust his heart to stay.
But because she needed him.
