“Time for ‘desperation application.’
ACTIVATE!”
Category: Altered States
“Expelll Deeply”
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“Take A Deep Breath”
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Huuuuhhhh
“I gotta gooo, I gotta goooo…somehow dig myself out of this house by end of today.”
(Paradise – Coldplay)
“My Current State”
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Ticking Timbers
“The house clicked and popped loudly last night in ways that I have not remembered.
Perhaps internal air flow pressure expands differently as a structure become more and more empty.”
Flower Power
“Huge Gerber-type, deep maroon cut daisies seemed to be the perfect ward for negative encroachments attempting to take advantage of dismantling dissolutions.”
“Flex Appeal”
“Something Strange”
As I Ready To Leave,
“This house that has been our home begins to unwind its tendrils from my attachment, pretendinng tto indifferently release.”
On Another Level,
“I can see why it is time to move: hundreds will be arriving too nearby, soon.”
And Now,
“I shall collapse like too warm jello.”
(Love Rollercoaster · Ohio Players)
Packing Supplies
“Are expensive!”
(The Rebel Fleet/End Title – Movie Empire Strikes Back, John Williams)
“Like A Boss”
“I do not even know how I am rising to this deadline occasion.”
“Still Too Early For Me”
8 AM
“How and why is it that I have woken up ‘on the dot?””
Usually,
“I try to do more than just endure.
But these days…”
I’m NOT Ma-Nic!
“I’m pro-duc-tiv-ly Ec-STA-tic!”
Bob’s
“On the job!”
—
(Reference to show, “Bob The Builder”)
Yeah – I AM
“You gotta be Craaa-Zzyy to sur-vive!”
Then, Upon Return Phone Call
“We Are Stay-Ing!”
Movie Aliens Quote
“We Are Lea-Ving!”
Frazzled
“A good descriptor.”
(The Wretched – Nine Inch Nails)
Yes, I’m Gripey
“Because I am in a lot of pain right now.
Lifting dogs will do that to injuries.”
Shout Out
“To my dissolving past living situation…”
(Nothing Left To Lose – Matt Kearney)
Oops! Of Course,
“I spoke too soon…
Lol.
Maybe it’s that I’m also building some next stage tolerance endurance.
The damage has been so extensive on micro levels that reconnection has taken awhile!”
I Must Be Healing
“2 1/2 years later, it isn’t hurting as badly immediately when I sit in a chair.”
“Running Out Of Time”
“But there’s tomorrow…”
Sleepy Scritches
“My scsla g<g…
” My scalp.is healing”
—
(Dozing while writing)
Silence
“Isn’t really silent…”
These Days
“I do not always fill the silence now with music.
Sometimes, I just let the silence…”
(In My Room – The Beach Boys, 2021 Stereo Mix)
Maybe There Is No Ready…
“You just do it.”
—
(Moving stuff out)
Gads
“Sinus pressure from them drying up.”
Guiding Light
What is it about dawn’s arrival
That makes night terrors release
Even if they were not able to feed?
Morning Bells
Around 6am traffic picks up
The heavy air begins to shift
Night phantasms dissipate
Releasing grips from cares
Adaptive Adjustments
“That’s the thing: I do need head space…
And it is strange how forms of this change, compress, or expand as situations either allow or limit.
I do not think I have real boundaries or limits if I am always shifting and flexing.”
The House
“No longer brims.”
The 80’s
“Baby!”
(Master And Servant – Depeche Mode)
“Stay On Target…!”
“Look out from behind!”
—
(Original Star Wars movie reference)
My Body Says,
“No more dressing for performance, today.
Time for house-hunting deep casual.”
Un- Well,
“I guess this is the messiest my bedroom and bathroom have been…”
—
(Title play multiple meanings)
(Resenären – Kasbo)
Signs In Omens
“When I investigated the nice 2-bedroom unit, I found an expired lady bug in a bedroom window sill.
Normally, lady bugs mean good things to me.
So at first, seeing it was a potentially welcoming sign – yet I felt uneasy that it was dead.
I brought my youngest to see the unit later on in the day and discussed this as we found a second dead lady bug.
But then, my youngest found a third one trapped inside and still alive.
We set it free.”
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