As I yearn for and reach toward you, I feel trapped and mired down in suffering.
Category: Altered States
Displacement
“It feels like there will never again be a place that I can call ‘home.'”
The Simplest Of Things
“Am I really asking for too much, here?”
(Baseline needs)
Albuter-al
“Feckin’ ‘high on life,’ man…”
Mosquito Time
“There’s a time when the sun has set too low where it becomes their time to feed without mercy – and I must wait until another day to water my garden.”
(409 – Beach Boys)
Worse Than That
“And my biggest worry had been whether or not I would be able to pay rent…”
(Lucy – Mt. Joy)
It’s Kinda Nice
“To not have so much internal pressure.”
Oh – I’m Fine!
(Hysterically-joking laughter)
Antihistamines
“The non-alcoholic choice for feelin’ dopey.”
Corto-Steroids!
“‘Cause thaa-aat’s FUN!”
Narrowing The Field
“Stabilizing symptoms along one concentrated focus of treatment across multiple levels in order to corral immunity’s overeacting too-varied responses.”
Determined
“To be functional.”
My Love,
I find it darkly humorous on some levels how forces conspire to get me to push, demand, etc., things of you when you are not yet ready to give.
Once – Again
Emotional Awareness
Keeping It Real
(Question – The Moody Blues)
“When Corporate Housing Sucks”
Oh Noooo – Time For A Workaround
Future Self
Choosing To Shift
(Highway To Hell – AC/DC)
Take It Up A Notch
August 12th Sky Gazing
(Flood – TOOL)
Gotta
“Regulate that sh**.”
A Woman’s Strength
Just Not Feelin’ It
“I was gonna stay, but now just gonna go.
Phone battery dyin’ and daylight still a-glow.
Ain’t got no more pep out here, alone.”
That’s Funny
“Training went well, but the hotel cancelled my reservation..”
Three Years Later
“My tissues are at last reconnectong – and I can begin pushing back at painful accident impact spasms.”
Well Wishing
“The pump gets primed, but where’s the release?”
(Title play with words)
(Transatlanticism – Death Cab For Cutie)
I Know
“I am a lumpy mess…”
Lowering Cortisol
I Am
“On My Own.”
Why Don’t You Leave?
“It’s hurting the wildlife and will hurt other people.
It’s made me sick so I can’t function or think properly.
When I leave, they’ll just put other people through this again because they refuse to fix it.”
Delayed Choice Experiment
Wig-In
“One Of Us…One Of Us…” (Repeat In Hypno Drone Tone)
The Only Plan
I Will
“Leave An Impact “
Why Can’t You Leave?
“They entrapped me – rather than fixing the problems honorably.”
Stuck In A Smoke Box
“There is a burning load related to the electric generators’ system.
And where smokers smoke has created an environmental sink where all of the smoke gathers.
And the above fumes, as well as fresh cigarrette and cigar smoke on top, get sucked into the building’s walls’ passageways and flood my unit.
The flow being constant in its varying load capacities – causing rashes, system inflammation, and difficulty breathing.”
Sweat
“It’s ok, body – sweat…
Do what you need to do to keep pushing fumes out.”
A Hopeful Blessing
“When the wind blows, the fumes are less intense for some reason…”
(Here’s hoping…)
Rackin’ Frackin’ – Frackin’ Rackin’!
“Don’t make me get crazy eyes…”
Ready
She didn’t look it…
She didn’t feel it…
But she was.
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