Category: Altered States

“Of course when the vise is twisting, I want to go after who did this to me.”

Nerve-compression migraine

Switching modalities and focus
What triumph can I pull together?

“I had my first session today, desperate to move my body into any sort of positive healing.”

“If I my ship is going down, I must make sure that the others can make it to safety.”

It’s ok…it was all a gamble
Got me this far as shamble

Any success seems momentary
As expends and then falls apart

(Title of multiple meanings)

“No one is responsible for me – except maybe the person who hit me and caused these disabilities.

But frankly, I just want the cures with healing and return of my capabilities.

Can I have this, please?”

Inside

“It is one thing to choose to rest and settle…”

“I do not like turning clients away (with referrals, of course) and being unable to help them!”

“I am altered.”

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(Sleep Token “Alkaline” reference)

Limited independence
Unable to earn income

Yet plenty of struggle
Doing simplest tasks

One movement creates
Several parts against it

Muscles bend beyond
Normal planed edges

Or lock up rigid tight
Defying functionality

“I’m ‘so done.’

And the fact that I’m so weary has got me irritated because I used to produce much more output.”

“Sob due to nerve meltdown.”

“The pressure to perform was ever present, yet because I pushed, this further injured.

Now my internal messaging is being messed with.

Yay.”

“They were there, but I couldn’t reach them.”

“An effect of the ‘freeze’ pattern.”

Prime directive switches modes
Depending upon focus selected

Calibrating survival maps
To match accessible data

“Gratitude…”