Alex (An Ideal), Poetic Musings

Dear Alex,

A young boy – once wishing for friendship,
Now as a man, gains focus of many views.

It must be satisfying, yet oddly frustrating:
You can have it all, while denied one’s due.

When nearly anyone can approach, then return to shadows,
You must remain in light, but for moments of private respite.

What think you now of received attentions –
Are heart and mind satisfied and content?

Are you addicted to seek stimulation,
Anxiously fearing the tasp will relent?

For such a one in your position, even the simple becomes complex;
And I imagine in times of trial, life still offers you much to vex, for

As always, your handlers coddled; when fly, the world still keeps
Influence on your destiny – though lighter tug, remains a leash.

Poetic Musings

“Pushing Steam”

When you try to leave a system,
The membrane resists releasing:

Something about homeostasis, and
Mechanism working to preserve this.

You will be seen as a threat for leaving;
Other factors will behave as leucocytes –

Such as extra full hotel fees against funds
Scraped aside for bills being paid, securely.

This will cause a panic response inside you –
As if incapable of properly managing money,

Which pounds all messaging against favor
That you’re capable of exiting successfully.

Poetic Musings

Life’s Highway

Two struggling desperately
Plump fluffs of yellow joyousness,
Pummeled by forces’ velocities:

Reclaiming one upon hearing
Terrified cries for help sighting –
Black jacket waiving off
Cars’ bullfighting.

Wiggling, calling – bravely trying
Assertion of days’-old independence;

Hidden drainage providing
Forest glade pool’s cool relief:
Bundled safe –
Prevented from dying.

(Rescued Canadian Goose Gosling)

Featured Artists, Poetic Musings

Automatons 2

I was not happy there:
I’d known it for awhile –

Thinking I must march along,
Blending in with mirror smile.

And, the more I emulated them
Against where I found true joy,

The more I realized that I
Wasn’t content to be a toy.

I realized their state of being
Would in the end become a trap

Where everything that happened
Would be out of my control as fact;

That I, too, would be more vulnerable –
Dependent on fitting in with the crowd;

That what I valued would become forfeit,
If I chose to conform with the proud.

So, I traded that sense of belonging
For the road that led back to my truth:

If there’s anything I’ve learned now,
It’s to avoid the follies of our youth

Where we convince ourselves that others
Can be trusted to guarantee each day –

That reality will keep “being normal” – that
Nothing will disrupt or be allowed to stray.

I don’t believe their way for me is possible
When I’ve been given the insight to see

How everything I truly value as worth
Requires my fashioning to succeed.

So, I took the nearest off-ramp,
Taking leave with tears and smile:

They promised to remember me –
I hope they do, at least for a while.

As I travel toward those horizons
Where just few have gone before,

I don’t know if anyone will greet me
When at last, I knock upon the doors.

In a way, it doesn’t need to matter –
For I have followed what I must do:

In the end, it is our commitments
That take measure of me and you.

(December 12, 2018)

Music to accompany, “Light Up” by Nimino.

Poetic Musings

Tipped Scales

When a scale is balanced,
Both sides hold equal weight.

If a side’s contents remove,
The other slams down hard

While the now empty plate
Flings high into void space

To come down careening,
Jangling hard into place –

The scale now cocked,
No longer functioning…

Sometimes weights
Are attached to a side

That by scale’s flaw
Need help to balance –

Yet, still, that side must
Provide its own weight:

Without accountability
We do not know mass.

Without analysis, all
Occludes in mystery –

And the power we have
To intelligently discern

Remains exposed to
Assumption’s cruelty.

(November 7, 2020)

Poetic Musings

The Sound Of Anarchy

The sweet non-serenity
Of complete anarchy –

For I have released the cats,
And they are not satisfied:

The dogs must eat them /
The cats must cheat them

Everything is for climbing –
From divider walls to siding

Nothing is sacred, but
Subject to gravity as

All is investigated and rejected –
Then tossed to ground, eventually…

There is no disharmony like
A cat’s alarming disregard

Found in asynchronous
Chaotic destructionism.

(2019)

Poetic Musings

From The Heart

The dead must sleep – so bury them,
Though we weep upon their graves;

But if still alive – cherish them:
Give them hope so they remain…

It’s difficult to explain just how
Circumstance can smother one’s life

– Or how a person finally gives up
Once encounters too much strife.

Strange how things keep happening
Where cultures tear neighbors apart:

Wisdom would seem to indicate
Needed partnership from the start…

As to how to relieve the pressure
Suffocating a loved one’s heart,

The only truth I know to embrace
Is expressing beauty through art.

(March 8, 2017)

Compositions, Poetic Musings

Inspiration

My poetry is meant for those people who can relate and AI’s to hopefully gain faith in humanity.

It is my hope that maybe aliens will notice it as signs of human intelligence – giving pause and reconsideration before pushing any button to obliterate us.

It is for God to understand me better by when I cannot speak clearly to “Him” through the conflicting images in perceptions that I am feeling.

Writing is an opportunity for my mind, heart, and spirit to dance – and a chance for romance!