I had a job under pressure, working my bootie off for so much less money, in a no-win, time-crunch situation.
But though I sweated and the timing was hectic, I could do it if paced myself – and I felt no pain with good muscle coordination.
It was nice in those dream moments to not be injured.
Spnning wheels
Over same tracks
Anything accomplished
Is just matter of opinion
Consumerism hunting
For this or that object
In day’s heat because
It is too hot to garden
Or to catch up on dishes
From broken dishwasher
Where ableism assumes
Shoulders have no limits
“My facial shadow profile is changing, as if I am somehow becoming cherubic – and I don’t know what to think or feel about this, except to observe it with bewilderment.”
Cupping can actually
Create abrassions in
The form of temporary
Red rashes like rosacea
Especially on the face that
Can say, “You what mate?”
And in a case with injuries
Muscle release destabilizes
Attempting to smooth out
And reconnect micro-fascia
A young father slow-trot bouncing his 5-6 year-old daughter on his shoulders in play fun.
(Awww – but cringing, “Ouch!”)
“I have figured out ways to descrease ankle edema swelling.”
Repost from December 14, 2024
“I might be at last gaining…”
Animation
Maybe she was getting better
It’s a luxury to remove the self
From dependency upon society
When could be marked disabled
The measure keeps up
Adjusts beleaguerement
Overwhelming to subdue
Flapping wings’ attempts
Dust clouds kicking rant
Of a life held face down
Kiss the ground
And be grateful
“DA** IT!”
Something’s
Reactivating
Fascial
Torsion
Recognizing patterns
Even if self’s fractured
Trusting cohesiveness
Will find other avenues
There must be exchanged benefit
For having taken on tons of force
(Title play with words)
“My toes can grip again!”
“My feet and legs are swelling – lol.”
“When the insurance company did their dirty trick of sending me to their “specialist” in order to discredit my validity, they tried and succeeded temporarily in strong-arming the lie that the accident injuries had been pre-existing.”
“I wasn’t upset about giving blood.
In fact, I thought I had my sh** together.
Until I didn’t – now struggling to recover.”
“The other knee tears in a different direction – likely due to further accommodation.
I just can’t afford to worry or care anymore about latest injury update communications.
I am still going to go forward – even if I unravel and fall apart into a pile of bones, organs, and tissues.
“Feel your way” can just take on new definitions as a determined blob inching along life’s bumbling highway.”
Thank you for the help and support
Play nicer where hurt and hindered
“My feet have changed width from the impact’s compression.
I tried getting into my hiking boots – which now squeeze too tightly along edges.”
“An assumption when one is injured and expects to be believed by agencies is that one should give up and act crippled in order to validate severity.
But quite aware of what’s been taken from me unconsentually and that time is essential for capitalizing, I have from the beginning – and still intend to – pushed to overcome these quandries.”
“I knew my quads could not engage and that the hamstring tear was prevented in healing due to a fusion of lateral hip and thigh tissues preventing the hip joint from tracking correctly.
But now as I feel medial internal ankle sudden-shifting and upper lateral hams quiver-attempt engaging, was the knee stuck as an anchor, mooring tight to the dock everything?”
“I should likely not be trying to stretch through this torn loosening to realign leg bones properly again after accident misalignment stickage – but I want to be able to walk normally someday, again!”
“Today’s my one day to garden!”
(Internally eyes the swelling issue, chiding it in rebellion to stay endurant)
“Now the back of my knee is clicking and pain throbs through the joint.
This is all good progress – right?!”
(Screeching internally, hysterically)
“Well…the right one is torn – as evidenced by shearing pain if I try any form of deep bend.
But I think it was stuck in the wrong position since the accident.”
“Something just tore painfully in my knee, and tomorrow I take the wolf to a 2nd opinion vet.”
There is this crazy red mottling
Covering my entire quadraceps
I hope this is good news
Meaning next recovering
How do I get my spinal chord to
Stop its inflammation-swelling?
It’s as if by its doing so it
Hopes to undo impinging
(Title of multiple applications)
I absolutely love my work, but
I’m dealing with spinal injuries
Migraine torsions as reward for work well done.
(Play on ” Mazel tov” congratulations!)
“A fu**ed equation.”
“Although I weigh more now, I think some of the puffyness is subsiding – almost 2 years later.”
Snug in the perfect position
Almost all gone by omission
There used to be a time when
Many could be choosen from
Now nearly every one presents
Pain from an unrelenting thumb
After lovemaking the body resets
But haven’t found that partner yet
Drugs and alcohol are out of the question
Don’t need addiction adding complexion
Tossing and turning
Whining and burning
Screamimg and yelling
Are just mental blurring
Ain’t got no cure
For what’s ailing
System hijacked
By hot inflaming
When others do not respect requested boundaries to the self’s detriment.
(Yes, something has happened)
Leaving the clinic
Due to worsening
Injury symptoms to
Design a better plan
“All of this core restabilizing alignment work has me here and there momentarily able to put out some sharp moves.
Of course, then I tweak something coming across limitations – but at least, then I have a funnn reason for being in severe, throbbing pain!”
(“Let me see you do it!” – Lil Jon)
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