To ask or to beg is to apply pressure…
To convey need and distress is to apply pressure…
To yell or scream, to cry or go silent, to smile and pretend everything is ok applies pressure…
Nothing I could do is necessarily right or wrong –
It’s all “pressure…”
(Title of Sleep Token lyrics)
Maybe we could learn how to trust again, together.
Residences can change and tides can shift…
In our love is where we belong.
If I’m safe, yet…
Have I found my home?
Come On, Come On…
Hiding under covers with you
Crawling over each other’s skin
Looking for a way to get into
I am trying to push back, Love.
I am trying to overcome.
“Suffering is pulling me away from you.”
He wanted to help and be with her, but he would not let her see nor touch him.
“I mean…
Eventually, you just stop breathing.”
Can you turn off the light and bring me a blanket?
Love you.
It’s funny how they’d expect me to just let you go because you do not fit into “expectations.”
“They don’t know me very well, then – do they?”
(Bug’s Bunny reference)
We’ve both lived cloaked under the shadows of fear and alarm for way too long…
In you I find the door that I was looking for, waiting to be opened…
Yes, I agree it’s time.
It’s been time.
It was time.
These horses inside me just haven’t known how to settle at the exciting overwhelm of actually getting to be with you!
We do not need to cut off pieces of our selves to be with each other.
I feel stuck…
Like I cannot grow nor adapt, anymore.
And my inner critic has become disillusioned, I feel without hope, and my demeanor is bitey in private.
It’s raining.
If you knew how much I feel for you, would you hesitate a minute more?
Oh yes, it’s hidden beneath layers…
Needing to survive has taken its toll.
I dream of our getting to help each other heal by our having our lives together.
The lies and burdens they put upon me…
It has made me need to be very careful with you.
Some things take more than one lifetime to convey.
Let’s begin our journey together, and I will listen to your heart’s story unfold as we learn and share love’s blessings along the way.
❤️🔥
Because I would have had no boundaries with you.
In fact, time “wasted” has not changed this at all for me.
There would be no courtship, no taking it slow – just diving into and wanting to give, share, and receive everything with you.
And you worry that you would be too much for me.
I need your grace…
Please help me calm so that I can rest?
I wish you were here…
I look forward to seeing you, again.
Has A Name…
“Your arms around me, my love.”
I’m in torment.
Are you looking for a way to bridge, too?
I have something of yours!
I am not sure that there will ever be a “perfect” timing…
I get the feeling that life is what we make of it – while it is trying to impose its own designs upon us.:
