Category: Where Demons Tread

We’ve both lived cloaked under the shadows of fear and alarm for way too long…

We do not need to cut off pieces of our selves to be with each other.

It’s raining.

If you knew how much I feel for you, would you hesitate a minute more?

Oh yes, it’s hidden beneath layers…

Needing to survive has taken its toll.

I dream of our getting to help each other heal by our having our lives together.

The lies and burdens they put upon me…

It has made me need to be very careful with you.

Because I would have had no boundaries with you.

In fact, time “wasted” has not changed this at all for me.

There would be no courtship, no taking it slow – just diving into and wanting to give, share, and receive everything with you.

And you worry that you would be too much for me.

I need your grace…

Please help me calm so that I can rest?

I wish you were here…

I look forward to seeing you, again.

“Your arms around me, my love.”

I’m in torment.

Are you looking for a way to bridge, too?

Won’t you show me the way?

I keep thinking that I’ve seen you…

I have been seeing good signs about you and I, and I wonder if they are true?

My Darling,

When things became difficult between us, I hit a wall in my own mind.

So I began selectively reading certain “love messages” to try to help me hold on and keep re-generating ways to bridge.

I did this because there was no way that I was going to let go of my caring for you.

(Title ref to a King Crimson song)

What do you think about age differences in a committed partnership?

She did not walk – but ran to where she could spend time with him.

I dreamed that we were at last together.

I can’t communicate to you here, anymore.

You know where to find me.

Love you.