Category: Where Demons Tread

I keep thinking that I’ve seen you…

I have been seeing good signs about you and I, and I wonder if they are true?

My Darling,

When things became difficult between us, I hit a wall in my own mind.

So I began selectively reading certain “love messages” to try to help me hold on and keep re-generating ways to bridge.

I did this because there was no way that I was going to let go of my caring for you.

(Title ref to a King Crimson song)

What do you think about age differences in a committed partnership?

She did not walk – but ran to where she could spend time with him.

I dreamed that we were at last together.

I can’t communicate to you here, anymore.

You know where to find me.

Love you.

I am afraid to be my true self around you.

I am afraid that if I am, I will lose you.

Lately, I’ve shown less passion here because I am hiding more, saving it up for you.

I Adore You.

I think that, perhaps, you take staying out of my way a little too seriously…

You make it so that time stands still around you.

When are you coming home?

I can’t stand trying to function in a unit crammed full of boxes with stuff that maybe I do or don’t need – and having no space to put it anywhere, nor ease of flow and movement.

My Love.

I am crazy and wildly in love with you.

Beyond paths of any societal reason.

For you, my chest swells, letting me know that my quivering and apparently now-shy-after-all-of-my-declared-and-demonstrated-bravery heart has permission to grow the love that it holds for you beyond time, distance, and any material realities if you would but grant it your blessings’ permissions for me to have, to hold, and to grow with you.

My heart yearns for you.

Even through our difficulties.

What do you need from me?

How can I best support you?