“Stay with me like this for a while…
Let me get used to you.”
And she holds the dragon’s head in her lap.
—
(Movie reference, “I Am Dragon”)
“Stay with me like this for a while…
Let me get used to you.”
And she holds the dragon’s head in her lap.
—
(Movie reference, “I Am Dragon”)
How will I know that it is ok and safe to keep being myself around you?
I have always had to mask due to walking on eggshells around toxic critics trying to belittle me.
You are so important and represent so much that is important to me that it has brought forward such near-painful lockdown shyness!
Will you reach for and keep reaching for me to draw me out of my shell and reassure me?
Because I definitely want to be the one who does this too, for you.
I think it is clear that you have earned a few.
There is a charge around my solar plexus
A place that has been my warning system
Only it flares and crackling-light bubbles
Like sparkling, popping-igniting fireworks
Yesterday we met a man who was like you
But was missing rare essential ingredients
He held out his hand to shake mine and I
Imagined at distance that it could be you
He kept glancing at me though married
And my gut energy was spiral-churning
So much closer my pulsing energy wanted
To have it actually be you in my life’s realm
I was glad that he finally took his leave
As I then looked for you in the evening
Because nothing and no one has ever set
My instincts alive connecting soul to body
Like feeling you could be here with me
Hard flips my being’s circuits embodied
For all that you do.
You don’t fight fair.
Hugs.
I miss you more than words can say to describe this ache.
Sleep well and know that my heart is with you.
By Athena Stairs, January 23, 2026
Lately I’ve been
Fussin’ and cryin’
It’s just so much
That you mean to me
Life’s pain
Has been insane
Back in force
Runnin’ its course
Baby come away
Lets seize these days
Because loving you
Makes me brand new
Let’s create our
Dreams come true
Adhering to
Our own rules
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(Contact me for permissions)
Do you have a place where we can go to talk and work things out together?
Things keep trying to get in our way.
Are we going to let them?
Knock on my door’s window
Hold out your hand
I will reach out with mine
And we can begin
By Athena Stairs, January 22, 2026
I keep waiting in your
Time of heart’s debating
Baby you’ve got to be entwine
While we’re demonstrating
Days run by as wasting
What we could have thats divine
And you
Oh
I want you
Dont you know?
And all these revelations
Ache to claim temptation
I just want to make you mine
But even though you feel it too
Nothing that we say can prove
Unless you reach out for me and decide
And you
Our fantasies in real life should collide
And I
Feel terrified to let your heart inside
So we just keep on playing
Check mate darling I’m just sayin
Won’t you come to me and do this right?
Cause every day I’m losing ground
A solid stance no place is found
My love just keeps on calling in the dark
And you
We should never part
And I
Need you to show me how to start
(Rhythm goes on to build into a final clash shout of “HEEEY!”)
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Earnest need’s tension in conflict to spark with KOTO-type background clacking sticks and calling out interweaving rhythms.
(Contact me for permissions)
I wish you were here lying next to me.
Maybe I could sleep if within the comfort of your arms, instead of this relentless insomnia’s.
Things are about to get levels worse for me in losing our housing.
It is difficult to rest with this concussion and hypervigilance besetting upon me.
“Like calls to like.”
I see someone who means more to me in ways that I can’t explain, and want to know better.
You know that I can be trusted.
And stay safe in your journeys.
Give me the time and the place
Where we can have safe space
Let me know that it’s you
In a way that I can’t refute
And we don’t have to
Involve any one else
And find out.
I have worries and fears, too.
But when has anything truly worth investment been always easy?
We need to be brave
Not underestimate
Give us a chance
To figure it out
“You can’t see what you are, and I see everything. You’re a wolf.”
Let me know.
Is it you?
By Athena Stairs, January 20, 2026
(Intro guitar)
I can’t stand the distance
Been too far away from you
There’s lot’s that we are missin’
I know you know it’s true
And every day I’m wishin’
We could start over again
But the world just keeps on spinnin’
And I’m here without my friend
(Guitar with beat, light banjo, and open folk violin)
And every day’s a highway
Where I long to see your face
I’m hopin’ you’ll come my way
And the world will fill with grace
Weather rain or sunshine
All I need is your embrace
The mountains high to valleys low
You’re the memory I trace
(Big bass and open folk violin carry with guitar and occasional deep blow jar)
So if your happy or your sad
Hon I’ll be the one for you
You know that together
Well there’s nothin’ we can’t do
The sun will rise the stars will fall
And the heavens shine brand new
Our lovin’ is the gold mine
So I sing this song for you
(Outro all instruments filling to the end’s fade)
—
I caught a passing snippet of a dream interaction as I was waking this morning, where a young folk singin’ man like John Denver played on a big wooden guitar and was slow-roll pick-strummin’ his strings smoothly. I added in an open tic-a-tac beat sometimes joining at transitional points and other instruments. He started the song for me to carry on through to here and add my own lyrics, as well as gentle shifts and the above. Thanks friendly folk singer for giving me a start to another sweet song for the man I love.
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Listen to I Wanna Be With You – Folk Song 1.20.26.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/nrSELeAbdiD55cBvCU
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(Contact me for permissions)
I keep having this fantasy about us caring for each other in real life as a couple…
My Love.
“Just come up to me slowly and gently, and introduce yourself to me, my love – so that I do not startle and automatically run.”
She was cautious to not place any judgements on possible prior ‘inexperience’ for either of them when sensing what she knew of him seemed to indicate the likelihood of his having so much respect for her that this possibly caused uncertainty about how he could best proceed.
“I’ve sent you love songs and explained in great detail, despite my pain’s aggravation.
But neither will I deny you.”
(Flicking her tail in his direction as she saunters smoothly away into the forest)
She had not realized until now that her prior freeze shut down had been her primal instinct’s self defensive checking to make sure that he was serious.
Of course, he had thought (possibly quite rightly from his point of view) that his mere sudden presence should have been enough evidence.
But he had not calculated into his equation the true depths that ran between them.
I don’t know who came up with the idea that an incubus and succubus were not made for each other.
But that person was either very stupid, or destructively conniving.
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(Title of multiple meanings)
Do you not understand?
Your emotions feed me
That is why silence harms me
I need your love’s wild energy
Your range of passion
From calming to loud
Where once shamed
Let’s welcome proud
I search for signs of you, but not the way others do.
Spritz!
Spritz!
Spritz!
“These are also supposed to be a bane for demons, so once again, combining sulfer and salts increases demonic immunity?!”
“The mixture also has sulfer in it.
So when we open our system up in a hot bath intending to draw out impurities and cleanse, are we also absorbing sulfer – which makes a nice home for demonic influences?”
“And why can I taste it after putting it on my hand – and why is this increasing facial-into-neck-into-chest ache-numbing?!”
“If we are mixing silver with sulfer and applying it to our skin, aren’t we increasing demonic immunity to warding off talismans?!”
By Athena Stairs, January 16, 2026
Why are you always hidin’ and runnin’
Can’t you see you’re the one I need
Baby you’ve been cryin’ confidin’
Come to me so we both can feed
Oh Baby I’m dyin’
You’re leavin’ me cryin’
And I don’t understand
But you won’t believe
Oh
Hey
Won’t you believe in me
I tried to make you see
That we were born to be
Why don’t you come and share your frustration?
Nothing’s perfect we’ve always seen
Pulling hair as we scream in vexation
God this world’s just filled with greed
Won’t you have faith in me?
Oh Baby can’t you see?
That you were made for me
No
Won’t you have faith in me?
Won’t you have faith in me?
Our love was meant to be
Have faith in me
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Later to add: expansive timing.
(Contact me for permissions)
Listen to Reach For Me – Song 1st Run, Expand Timing 1.16.26.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/E1Vm6bZGnngs6IVTwn
Can we heal, together?
I love you so darn much.
Is the pursuit better
Than experiencing?