Category: Where Demons Tread

“Do I fit you?”

“I can give you what you want.”

“I don’t wanna get in your way, but I…”

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(Sleep Token ref)

“Lift, oh, lift me out
Of my own skin
Of all my doubt”

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(Sleep Token reference)

“After helping out another gal (helped one out the night before), I just felt this drop of exhaustion and a wave of depression trying to come over me.

Then, somehow, this song popped up on my screen as if I had searched for it.”

“I know it wasn’t realistic, but I wished you could’ve been there.

And then, I was glad that you weren’t because I would not have wanted you to be disappointed.

It was good, but not good enough to warrant your inconvenience.”

“Dare to be happy together?”

“For so long, you have wanted to be wanted…what happens when you are?”

In moments it takes me
Full-on shaking ecstacy

Realizing how near to me
You are going to be coming

Will you also be yearning as
I seek your every movement?

Wanting to be too close
And make this our reality

“How I long to spend time with and truly know you.”

“Maybe you already understand, but I need to say it.

If you join with me, know tha I am in the thick of it.

I’d try, but I can’t hide the flaws in my circumstances when in my home.

But neither would you be denied the benefits of being with me if we worked together productively.

And, of course, I imagine that you have your own issues and challenges that we’d need to work through.

I just want to be able to greet you with open arms and say, “Welcome to the family!”

And we’d need to get everything financially and otherwise stable, as well as figure out how to make it all short-term and then sustainably functional.”

“I’d come with you if you asked me to.

I just need to take care of my family, too.”

Love

“You do not have to impress me, but you do so nonetheless.

This makes me feel that you value me as worth your time and efforts.

And it endears your heart to mine, even more.

Thank you for lifting and gifting me, and for all of the good that you share with the world.”

“Are we aligned?”

“What is it that you are waiting for?”