Enduring symbolism
Full circle memories
Paused in a moment of
Complete helplessness
HyperVigilance
That which I’ve reclaimed
Over and over and over is
Held by the refusal
To let myself forget
“Head Trauma”
(Pedals – Leo Faulkner)
Lapse Of Reason
Any success seems momentary
As expends and then falls apart
(Title of multiple meanings)
(Higher – Sleep Token)
Behind The Curve
“How can one catch up if the marker keeps moving ahead?”
Word Of The Day: Dire
adjective
- (of a situation or event) extremely serious or urgent.
- (of a warning or threat) presaging disaster.
Closed Loop System
“Dead ends all around.”
Responsibilty
“No one is responsible for me – except maybe the person who hit me and caused these disabilities.
But frankly, I just want the cures with healing and return of my capabilities.
Can I have this, please?”
I Guess They’ll Believe Me
“If I’m out on the streets…
I won’t go into a shelter.
Believe me.”
Agency Help
“Well…could you get another job?”
(What do you think I’m doing here?)
Search Dysfunction
“The fact that I have to outthink search functions in email and phone apps to find my important information is an indicator that these dependency applications (SUCK!) are less than optimally assistive.
Bee-boop…”
(Lord Is It Mine? – Supertramp)
(Hey Maria – Klangkarussell, Elderbrook Remix)
At Least
“I have tried to succeed and make things right.”
Dear Friend,
It’s ok you held on for as long as you did
I would’ve – and did do – the same as you
“Bast & The ArchAngel”
(Space & Time – ItsArius)
Seasonal Affects
I do better in spring and summer
Fall and winter, please be gentler
We Are Prevented From Rising
“Would we use the power more wisely?”
(Reasons – Dennis Lloyd)
No
“I don’t want to go down this slippery slope to disability.”
Cancel Culture
“If influences continue to behave their ways, at some point, everyone will know everything about everybody.
Therefore, be sure to show your positive, inner light – in whatever form that may be (within bounds of ensuring your own safety) – instead of letting them chase us all into attempted hiding.”
I Am Not
“A demon to be fu**ed with!”
Sharp teeth and claws bared while roaring.
—
(Blasting back negative imfluences)
Dear Alex,
Don’t leave me to wander in this darkness
Make it beautiful and bright with your love
(Us – MOVEMENT)
Vessel
What am I becoming?
Vast universes inside
Pressing to stretch wide
Revealing hidden secrets
I can’t yet see nor have
The strength to confide
(Vore – Sleep Token)
Screaming
Inside
Air Flow
“It is one thing to choose to rest and settle…”
Interference
“I thought that the goal was to become centered in one’s body.
But I keep getting crowded out by pain and dysfunction.
Elders kept telling me that I have a higher calling – and I kept feeling like they were trying to bend me to their influences, no matter what agenda was being promoted.
Yet how are these current circumstances also not trying to force me into the spiritual realm?
I tell you – I won’t go there!
Not without my Protector.”
(Lose Yourself Again – Mansionair)
Hssssss – Haaates It!
“I do not like turning clients away (with referrals, of course) and being unable to help them!”
“Depth”
Just Breathe
Past Barn Mates
Falling
“With style!”
—
(From the movie, “Toy Story”)
(Lady – Little River Band)
It’s Too Late For Me Now
“I am altered.”
—
(Sleep Token “Alkaline” reference)
(Holdin’ On To Yesterday – Ambrosia)
Hidden Measures
Limited independence
Unable to earn income
Yet plenty of struggle
Doing simplest tasks
One movement creates
Several parts against it
Muscles bend beyond
Normal planed edges
Or lock up rigid tight
Defying functionality
Leopard Fun
Checking In
“I’m pretty sure that I requested that my abilitues were to be regained, financial strength improved and retained, and that I have the love I’ve been striving so long for.
Epic Adventures
“More survivalism”
Nature’s Trust: Mountain Lion & Firefighter
Family Ties: Elephants
Dear Friend,
“I’m not as extreme where ny passions extend…I would love, cherish, and help heal – rather than try to hurt you.”
High Standards
“I’m ‘so done.’
And the fact that I’m so weary has got me irritated because I used to produce much more output.”
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