I don’t feel at ease
With things sliding
Into realms beyond
Clung to tolerances
I don’t feel at ease
With things sliding
Into realms beyond
Clung to tolerances
Listen to Visitors – 107.3FM 9.6.25.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/RW088wPVdbI5FX9dss
“Control is over-rated, but it is exceedingly alarming to watch what little I’ve had slip away from me – even if it was not what I’ve really needed.”
My biggest regret is that I
Couldn’t change outcomes
In reaction scenarios
Perpetrated by others
Do I wish that I loved you?
That’s a question to unpack
I do not need to wish when
Answer’s been self evident
Of course I do it was always you
Waiting for your eyes to see me
More to the point would be
Is it your wish to love me?
I try to see what is most important
To promote the heart of a moment
Extending this to others in hope that
They’ll benefit, thrive, and propagate
I believe we’re here to aid each other
In lessons learned while overcoming
And that love is a gift we can extend Ensuring joy’s growth becomes vital
Pushing the wheel forward
Intentions are only narrowed
They cannot include others
In perfect paradigm scenarios
I always knew this to be true
Yet wasn’t extended credentials
Or even the spark of interest
If perhaps I could be capable
That which was a societal gripe
Got passed as branding onto me
No matter how what I did was right
Any flaw was proof of non-charity
“You can do anything you set your mind to…”
(Unless you have brain injury)
She had unpacked and hung some of her favorite colored scarf cloths upon the wall to add a kind of magical ambience to the bedroom.
Unfortunately, the pieces were tied to old memories, which caused her having recycled dreams of loss with torment scenarios.
“It is healing, though still tender and tenuous.”
Don’t be a ship that passes in the night
Be the armada which guides me home
“Sob due to nerve meltdown.”
“The pressure to perform was ever present, yet because I pushed, this further injured.
Now my internal messaging is being messed with.
Yay.”
“They were there, but I couldn’t reach them.”
“I thought that losses would be temporary.
But sense of security has been fleeting.”
“An effect of the ‘freeze’ pattern.”
“I don’t know what I can do this time.
Even if I get surgery, I am lacking spinal stability.
Maybe I can get lucky with new PT, build up – and then disrupt it again.
But there is so much to unpack in these regions…”
What could we become if
We stopped the treadmill?
“To catch up to myself.”
“Are we reaching to pull each other through?”
Prime directive switches modes
Depending upon focus selected
Calibrating survival maps
To match accessible data
By Athena Stairs, September 3, 2025
Hey now
What are you doing
Over there?
I see you thinking human thoughts
Is that
Easy
To do?
Calibrating…
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Listen to Replicant 9.3.25.m4a by Candid Corvid Productions on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/3uwoHxoaYkZp2PGgOM
“You what, ‘mate?'”
Is not only hoping for miracles
But is out here taking damage
While trying to create dreams
And crying as they fall ravaged