“There He Goes Again:
“Good Impressions”
There, There
“No more tears tonight, my sweet.
Tomorrow, it’s back to survivalism.”
You Know, It’s Funny
“An ex used to think that my philosophies had no bearings in logic because they were rooted in love.
But I logiced that equation from every angle – and even invented more – all of those years to stay true to and wait for him.”
If We Committed
“There often seem to be forces conspiring against love.
Maybe if we kept trying equally, if not more so, love would overcome, afterall.”
Tropical Storm Jerry
The New King
Crowned and Christened
Triumphant legions cheer
But this is not what he’s sought
And she waits for him to appear
I Don’t Enter Contests
“One of the requirements has often been that an entry cannot have been published before in any way.
I understand that this is so that they could hope to gain some proprietary advantage over it if they selected it as a winner, but what I do is mine for me.
So if I feel that I need to let something “fly,” I’m sure as heck not going to keep it stagnant!”
“And Then There Were Two” – Owls
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And Then,
Sobbing hard but quiet with the interior doors closed so that they would not hear her, her muffled cries seemed to have summomed the owl which now sang outside her window as if to help calm her.
(Choir To The Wild – Solomon Grey)
Afraid Of The Dark
“It’s getting better for others because I hold the walls from closing in for them.
But the walls are pressing on me, and I’m so tired…I’m so tired…”
Alex,
“There are some things happening that might be putting me in an even more difficult position…I can’t explain it here, but it’s ramping up my stress exponentially.”
Bat Squeeks
Introverts’ Night Out
So My Eldest :D
Got My Ticket For Tonight!
Trauma Survivors
A Wise Doctor Once Wrote
(Take Care – Drake ft. Rihanna)
“Love’s Exchange”
“HighLight”
“Transport”
(Signal To Noise – Peter Gabriel)
(Devil Like Me – NOVRA)
Queen Of The Damned For Plot
Homeward Bound
Flying Free
(Ariana – Tony Anderson)
My Love’s Muse
I know we are both wrecked
And armor has layered thick
Yet we can unpack slowly
Or even cut straight into it
Dismantling past injuries
Chinks in mail adhered to
When had no other choices
But to adopt others’ retinue
We know the warriors creed
To never let down our guard
But you and I were born for more
Than bloody-battled fealty tartars
We can take the skills we’ve learned
Weave coloured paradise paradigms
For you, for me, and the world
To restore belief in love again
Oh say you want this with me
Let’s embrace this life’s gaety!
In daylight spiraling galaxies
At night tending our wounds
—
(Title of multiple meanings)
Lady Bird
Sweetest little sunshine baby
Lady Bird
Delicately ephemeral
Drawn to pure waters
Innocence revealed in
A moment given trust
(Only You – Orvak)
The Open Door
She felt too vulnerable, unsure if she’d heard him correctly.
Though daring to take huge leaps, she wasn’t sure where she’d be landing.
Dear Alex,
“What’s it going to take for me to be alright, again?
I hardly dare hope that I could become better than ever.”
(Unforgettable – Natalie Cole)
Dear Friend,
As last rays of daylight
Permeate the gloaming
I am reminded of you
With passion burning
Dear Alex,
“I am not sure just how I managed to do so, but I made it to the ball on time, dressed as the queen I am inside.”
What’s All This Buzz?
The humming of a system
Coiled tight ready to strike
Veinous pounding speed
Launching fight into flight
Ain’t no progress being made
On higher plane hopes tonight
Another day wasted
Apparently preparing
To counteract
More blight
And Then,
As she tries to move toward any office functionality, more financial losses are found to be accelerating.
Locking Down
Family having just returned, the dogs go off again like wild banshees for the umpteenth time.
She’s not going to go out there.
Because if she does, the rage at pain and sense of injustice regarding her own baseline security’s needs not being tended to will just blast a hole into their delicately repairing relationships.
Alex,
“I can’t seem to preserve any peace for myself, no matter how I work to regain it.”
If I Leave My Room
“Everything else will demand my attention – but the day’s worked-for calm has been shot to Hell, anyway.
Now I have to put my body into movement to try to ride out the cortisol.”
Pragmatic B.S.
“Well, at least this injury is new…
That’s good, right?
Evening out to more territory being f-ed up is positive, right?
More terrain taking on load damage surely means I’m healing – RIGHT?!!”
God, Why?
“I don’t even know what I did, but now my right shoulder blade is twisting-tight ginked.
Perhaps because I need to PUNCH something real HARD!
So fun being ‘wrecked’…”
Give It To Me
Just give me some actual peace
Where not only can I recover but
Then next emergencies just feck right OFF
Instead of causing adrenal muscle spasms!
Another Fight
“Past benefits taking current benefits, and I’m still in the hole – FECK!””
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