Embodiment
This is why the Goddess Herself
Had not married god nor mortal
For she had loved and lost
Bearing griefs of betrayal
But she did not become cynical
Although men have felt her Ire
No – instead she searched in scriptures
Heard in winds the Holy Ghost singing
Planted seeds for Trees of Tomorrow
Helping others find North in sorrow
She resigned her heart to solitary solace
Delighting in life’s colours and textures
Spun interwoven silk stories with spiders
Cajoled with Fates to ease human troubles
Only dreaming in innermost sanctum
Somehow a pure heart would awaken
Who’d be strong and wise enough to see
How the world was made for our eternity
And would love her as she would love He
While the Earth traveled peaceful galaxies
I Want
“Nothing less in relationship.”
Soul Bonding
“Not many men can say Forever – and mean it.”
(The Look Of Love – Dusty Springfield)
I love how the end just picks up again and keeps going off into the distance…(smiling, chuckling laughter in the dark)
Welcome Me In
For I shall pound upon the Gates of Hell
Until your soul imprisoned gains release
I will cast our doubt’s dust into nothing
Restoring love’s throne by Holy Flame
I’ll tear you assunder, baby
Until the pain fades away
Paths of healing revealed
Giving blood to our veins
The Taste Of Love
Her tragedies born of denial
Sharp teeth extend in desire
No greater high than a man
Wanting her for her tending
No greater love than the
Marriage of sky to earth
In The Gloom
“My bed is like a tomb.”
(The Beloved – A.R. Rahman)
Awaken, My Love, Awaken
Like Orpheus and Eurydice
Lovers entwined in tragedy
You and I have sung songs to
Awaken what was lost to death
Only this time, my love, my heart
Sings you back into human form
Undead, arise my beloved intended
Ever art thou of the noblest crowned
And though I look over – for I must
To ensure you are still pacing beside
You shall not fade to aggrieved destiny
Follow me, follow me, follow me home
To the mundane where love still roams
Come home, my life, my hope, my world
Be at peace, come rejoice and be heard
For ever art thou my deliverance’s boon
We shall trace our names upon Eden’s trees
As its blooms are restored by love’s eternity
And we shall not want no matter sacrifice
For we‘ll find our souls’ promises redeemed
Evening of 10/8/25?
“Clyde”
“Also for ‘col-lide’ – har har!”
Sweet Loves
(Give – Sleep Token MIDI – Emo Piano Cover)
The Beauty Of Tron Legacy
Clyde
“Like Bonnie and Clyde – but where the terrible demise ending happened first, and now we must partner for having fun.
Or maybe it’s just another big illusion – another ‘hitchhiker’ putting me under its gun.”
The Accident
“At this point, I think I should name it, for it is surely a dominant character in my life now – albeit muchly unwanted.”
Finally
The pain backed off…
What Makes A Man
“Think he has the right to string a woman along without any enduring benefits to her?
Oh, that’s right.
Because she cared enough to open her heart to him – and then he thought that he could just take her for granted.”
(Fuming at the past)
(Meet Me Halfway – The Black Eyed Peas)
(As Alive As You Need Me To Be – Nine Inch Nails)
The Great Escape
Don’t think about it
Identify the objects
Put on clothes
Tie up the hair
Turn on plants’ light
Grab stuff and leave
Without diverting
To tend animals
Without pausing
For conversation
Hold body in tight
Ignoring the pain
Screaming as you
Grab basic pain pills
And shamble quickly to
Rehab’s transportation
Squinting and flinching
As light sears into brain
Back To “Norms”
She had to get her body back into more neutral realignment.
Across Distance
She had wondered if she ought to sway with him to match his energy – and then startled when he broke the pattern to preserve his focus because he’d felt and gotten distracted by their synergy.
Summoning
As if he had her mesmerized by his voice under deep hypnosis, he asked her, “How are you going to help me?” in return, quietly, “
Suddenly, deep muscles long bound in corkscrew tight complexity surged in a responsive spasm, instinctively attempting to break free to reach out and prove her abilities to aid him.
Provider
He took her hand in the dream world and guuded her mind toward new ways to help ease and untangle the pain.
Voices In Dreams
“I don’t know what you’re saying,” as she shifted groggily, trying to sleep.
“I’m still cold and my hip’s displaced,” indicating they’d just have to wait
A Lion’s Heart
One had wanted a certain girlfriend
While one was about to get married
The other one didn’t care who he f-ed
As long as the conquests were varied
A close one eventually betrayed her
While passing one just wasn’t there
And then one captured her affection
Unafraid to go deep and meet there
What’s Been Sown
Caught up in your fractured symmetry
The beating of my heart plays timpany
And I expect no sympathy from
Anyone who does not know us
Two peas in a pod destined to deliver
No matter rules’ consequences broken
Given
One of the suitors approached her gently and asked her to re-engage with him.
“I can’t. I’m sorry,” she replied immediately.
“But how can you know that he’ll come back for you? Don’t you think that’s too big of a risk to take while you are left here alone without answers, just waiting?”
“I know, I know the wayt this can go – but I can’t do anything other than to do what I’m doing, now that he lives inside of me.”
My Love,
“Even if it hurts me, show me the way.”
—
(Sleep Token reference)
I Need To Be Careful
“When I have stressed thoughts of needing to rehome my dogs, that’s when I know my mind is on the edge of breaking.”
I Had Hoped
“That once I had gotten my children fledged and successfully launched into their new lives that I would have something left to offer – instrad of these fried circuits.”
“Until We Meet Again”
(The World You See – Cristoph, Franky Wah, & Artche)
Another Word Of The Day: Fantasy
“A way to cope with and survive despite the hardships of reality…though these days, reality is pressing to crush me.”
Word of The Day: Remnant
“As in, what little bit was left of supporting a woman’s pride.
A heavy blow – if she’d allowed herself to care for the loss.”
The Last Remnant
She had pieced together the favored undergarment one last time, patching it here and there against its resistance under dwindling time’s pressure – to find the support wire completely bursting out through the once surrounding fabric in a final triumph of its determined rebellion just as she entered the pavillion.
Going Crazy
“Stuck within tangled branches.”
Disclosure, Part 2
“Oh, that’s right – you can’t walk!
My bad…”
Disclosure
“Will the real Athena please step forward?”
Feck!
“Hip trying to twist out of socket.”
What Remains
Once lands are nourished
And the day’s work is done
All that remains is to love
Living Myth
“We all are these stories, unfolding.
What will be yours in its glory?”
Thy Will Be Done, Kingdom Come
Love’s gears are moved back into motion
By guiding hands of souls crossing oceans
—-
(Title reference to God’s purpose in Bible)
To Ends Of The World
“No…she’d always know what she’d had, before she lost it.”
(Like Fire – Mansionair)
The Mask
“Listen, you.
You don’t get anything without Him.”
Dear Elements That Be,
“Thank you for making space and granting me safe passage, supporting me through the entire process to have the best view and a chance to connect with him – even though my wolf became injured and I’m now back to modes of desperation.”
Dear Friend,
“Do I fit you?”
