“It is one thing to choose to rest and settle…”
Interference
“I thought that the goal was to become centered in one’s body.
But I keep getting crowded out by pain and dysfunction.
Elders kept telling me that I have a higher calling – and I kept feeling like they were trying to bend me to their influences, no matter what agenda was being promoted.
Yet how are these current circumstances also not trying to force me into the spiritual realm?
I tell you – I won’t go there!
Not without my Protector.”
(Lose Yourself Again – Mansionair)
Hssssss – Haaates It!
“I do not like turning clients away (with referrals, of course) and being unable to help them!”
“Depth”
Just Breathe
Past Barn Mates
Falling
“With style!”
—
(From the movie, “Toy Story”)
(Lady – Little River Band)
It’s Too Late For Me Now
“I am altered.”
—
(Sleep Token “Alkaline” reference)
(Holdin’ On To Yesterday – Ambrosia)
Hidden Measures
Limited independence
Unable to earn income
Yet plenty of struggle
Doing simplest tasks
One movement creates
Several parts against it
Muscles bend beyond
Normal planed edges
Or lock up rigid tight
Defying functionality
Leopard Fun
Checking In
“I’m pretty sure that I requested that my abilitues were to be regained, financial strength improved and retained, and that I have the love I’ve been striving so long for.
Epic Adventures
“More survivalism”
Nature’s Trust: Mountain Lion & Firefighter
Family Ties: Elephants
Dear Friend,
“I’m not as extreme where ny passions extend…I would love, cherish, and help heal – rather than try to hurt you.”
High Standards
“I’m ‘so done.’
And the fact that I’m so weary has got me irritated because I used to produce much more output.”
(Letter Under The Door – Idee Du Femelle)
Dear Alex,
I don’t feel at ease
With things sliding
Into realms beyond
Clung to tolerances
“Snake Eye”
“Visitors”
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“Stellar Scout”
“Dancing Mantis”
Oracle Of Chores
Through The Shattered Light
Dear Alex,
“Control is over-rated, but it is exceedingly alarming to watch what little I’ve had slip away from me – even if it was not what I’ve really needed.”
(With You – Klur)
Self Forgiveness
My biggest regret is that I
Couldn’t change outcomes
In reaction scenarios
Perpetrated by others
Dear Friend,
Do I wish that I loved you?
That’s a question to unpack
I do not need to wish when
Answer’s been self evident
Of course I do it was always you
Waiting for your eyes to see me
More to the point would be
Is it your wish to love me?
Something To Give
I try to see what is most important
To promote the heart of a moment
Extending this to others in hope that
They’ll benefit, thrive, and propagate
I believe we’re here to aid each other
In lessons learned while overcoming
And that love is a gift we can extend Ensuring joy’s growth becomes vital
Inclusivity
Pushing the wheel forward
Intentions are only narrowed
They cannot include others
In perfect paradigm scenarios
I always knew this to be true
Yet wasn’t extended credentials
Or even the spark of interest
If perhaps I could be capable
That which was a societal gripe
Got passed as branding onto me
No matter how what I did was right
Any flaw was proof of non-charity
(My Everything – ATB)
Friendship
All Of Us Right Now
Cancellation Clause
“You can do anything you set your mind to…”
(Unless you have brain injury)
(Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! – Erasure)
(When Will I See You Again – The Three Degrees)
Warrior Upgrade
(My Love – Paul McCartney, 1973)
Negative Associations
She had unpacked and hung some of her favorite colored scarf cloths upon the wall to add a kind of magical ambience to the bedroom.
Unfortunately, the pieces were tied to old memories, which caused her having recycled dreams of loss with torment scenarios.
“Lightning”
“Ionic Moon”
140 Year Old Tortoise & Newborn!
Big Toe
“It is healing, though still tender and tenuous.”
Dear Friend,
Don’t be a ship that passes in the night
Be the armada which guides me home
Ancient Astrologers
(Slow Down – EMBRZ)
I’m Not Gonna
“Sob due to nerve meltdown.”
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