“Windy Mother’s Day Sunday”
“You Just Love The Love”
Hound and me on a windy Mother’s Day.
If listen closely, she is sing-talking back.
🙂
My 12-String
“I finally picked it up last night, anf affirmed that it had, indeed, gone out of tune.
And for as much as my finges enjoyed the feel of it’s potential welcoming me, I realized that I better start by identifying chords through a 6-string because my magic harp’s 12-strings weave complexities.”
(Damocles – Sleep Token)
Reposted from April 29, 2025
Moments Of Reckoning
“My fingers are finding ways to grip again in order to twist off a sealed bottle cap.”
Hosts Of Seraphim (Song)
By Athena Stairs
I have been waiting
So long in a garden
As turning Holy Water
Back into living ghosts
How did you think
They got the stuff?
By bleeding goodness
Out of each one of us
—-
(Tbc)
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Precipice
Oh, sh**!
I can’t physically jump
Or swing across gaps
Like I used to before!
Feathered Ways
Like a bird flushed
Out from its hiding
Exhilarating
Yet terrifying
Looking for a
Place to land
But everything’s a
Trap pre-planned
And I don’t trust anything
Feeling so overwhelming
Now flapping into
Squawk-panicking
In never before
Defense tactics
I mean how silly is it to
Lose sense of direction
When maybe what
I have looked for
Has at last found to
Gently ground me?
But being a bird
“Bird’s the Word”
Senses demand I
Only tread lightly
4:33 (AM)
Hittin’ you back like that
Shakin’ my falterin’ track
Not sure what I’m doin’
Temptin’ a hungry tiger
3:33 (AM)
I found shelter
Walking alone
As woods would thin
Or hedges would part
From ditch-low views
To mountainside arcs
And even as we were
Making own progress
We kept parallel tracking
Following stars’ pinpoints
I did not think that we had
Anything more in common
Than pain in its complexity
Pulling us many directions
Since when has such been
Good basis for beginning?
But as I see your emerging
I’m applauding as grinning
Because we both endured
Similar wasted years’ trials
Over land and under water
Through bitter times tasted
I have learned about you more
By ears deciphering languages
And realized we are both seeking
Fulfillment of hearts’ raw desires
At first assumed common to all
Yet silently pushed to extremes
Lovely Caroussl
(Provider – Sleep Token)
Even in Arcadia, dreams can come true.
Together
Though she displayed her brightest colors
By reflecting light from the afternoon sun,
It was night that always returned to cover
As if with a blanket, no matter the weather.
A Window’s View
I still don’t understand why
My self esteem is blocked
Where exactly is the switch –
How did it get signal-locked?
I cringe as if I was beaten
But that was so long ago
Could it be that car’s impact
Scattered it hither and froed?
When I ignore the mirror
Can settle and be content
If think of gaining partner
Wits scatter into lament
As if I’m the ugliest person
But that can never be true
When beauty resides deep inside
The soul looking out eye windows
(Past Self – Sleep Token)
Night’s Flower
Not what you’d think
As she folds inward
Closing self reservedly
Afraid Dark will corrupt
But he holds memory of her
Day’s bright revelries sacred
And carefully embraces
Protecting her tenderly
Ok-Ok
“One reason I do not like marijuana is the fact that people smoke it openly.
So while I was out with my youngest at a Mother’s Day garden show, we ended up walking through a cloud of invisible smoke.
Soon after, my eyes swelled red and I could feel the effects spreading into my head, which got my mind dissociating.
After leaving there, we went elsewhere, and as I drove back from that there, my kid reminded me to remember to take us to pick up my car.
‘That’s headin’ where I am right now’ was my answer.
I was channeling an archaic form of the English language.”
Yeah…
“Wanna get me excited? Evolve.”
(LMAO)
(A Girl Like You – The Smithereens)
LOL
“Putting on eye makeup, I see the damage that the neck injury is causing.
Yeah…
I feel ‘wrecked!'”
“Get In My Way” (Love Song With Duet)
By Athena Stairs, May 10, 2025
Do you wanna
Get in my way
I’m talkin’ bout
Every night
And each day
Let’s talk about
What it’s gonna take and
Then break in the rules
‘Cause I’m crazy for you
And can’t wait anymore
Here’s the door
Are you comin’ through
‘Cause I’ve got so much
Good love to give to you
Ain’t no one got a say in this
Except me and you
So tell me now
Are you gonna
Get in my way
I’m talkin’ bout
Livin’ past when
Old and gray
Been thinkin’ bout
How for lifetimes
They say
Nothin’s better than a bond
That keeps us connected
I mean it now
‘Cause I’m all-in invested
You’re the one that I want
And in fact
Think we’re destined
So open your arms
Come on
Welcome my heat in
Boost that spark in your art
Arcing way past the heavens
‘Cause you know I can give
What you only have dreamed of
So yeah baby
Get in my way
Say you’re the one
And you’re going to stay
I’ll treat you right
I can promise
Ain’t nothin’ for long
Gonna bother us
Because we’ve fought so hard
To make our own mistakes
My punches you’ll catch and
Your heart’s ease I’ll trace
It’ll be me and you
Tendin’ over lucky clovers
Those tears if ever you cry
Filled with relief instead of sorrow
‘Cause baby it’s true
I believe in tomorrow
And you’ll always know
I’ve got your back
And
I’ve got your soul candy
Too
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“Make It Good For Me” (Song)
By Athena Stairs, May 10, 2025
Well
Have you ever really
Had it bad like me
You just can’t eat
You just cant breathe
Yeah
Have you ever really
Had it bad like me
You just can’t live
Without the release
I’m flat outta my mind here
Your wind’s shakin’ my trees
Persuasion’s maturation
Is summoning my queen
You’re soakin’ into my skin now
Osmosis can’t deflect
If you don’t grab the wheel in time
There’s gonna be a wreck
Oh
Have you ever really
Had it bad like me
Can’t keep my cool
You’re such a tease
Oh
Have you ever really
Had it bad like me
It’s what I need
Givin’ me grief
You’re spoutin’ out your promises
Shoutin’ out that you’re ready
Well I’ve been waitin’ too long here
This hunger’s weighin’ heavy
Obsession for your possession
Is wreckin’ like a disease
If you don’t make your move right now
I’m turnin’ into a beast
Oh
Have you ever really
Had it bad like me
Can’t self regulate
My patience bleeds
Yeah
Have you ever really
Had it bad like me
I’m climbin’ the walls
For a moment’s peace
Your methods have been testin’
The patience in me
I’m open to the question
That haunts centuries
I mention in deflection
My vulnerability
‘Cause baby when you become mine
I’ll teach you how to believe
Yeah
You are gonna really
Have it bad like me
You’ll beg for more
Get on your knees
Yeah
You will want it bad
Because you’re still aching
Itchin’ your skin
And rubbin’ to ease
‘Cause baby
You ain’t ever
Had a woman like me
Demandin’ now
You know what I mean
Oh
Will you take me higher
Like your promising
Our souls on fire
I’ll count to three
Oh
Do you really wanna
Have it bad like me
You’ve got the key
So turn it for me
Yeah
You are really gonna
Have it bad like me
‘Cause I’m beggin’ please
Make me believe
Oh Yeah
(Make It Right)
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Strict Adherence
“In Islam, men and women are to avoid eye contact as they pass in public unless they are relatived or already married to each other.”
Deliverance
Take me in your arms
So that I may sleep
For I’ve been too long
Bereft without them
Solitary Confinement
“When I was a child, my dreams were full of nightmares, and there was no one I could relate to…just the silent void magnifying absence of any congruency around me.”
“A Date In 2025” – DUST Sci-Fi Short Film
Repost
Maxed Storage
“I greatly dislike being unable to upload my latest photos.”
(Even In Arcadia – Sleep Token)
Shaking Trees
That call, how she’d yearned
To hear it again – demanding.
Wild Roses
Grow where wild magic calls to them
Nature’s love drawn toward a human
Giving sweetest scent ever imagined
Pollinator wasps will never abandon
Fading To Black
I don’t know if I’ll
Make it this time
Always before I had
Strength and mind
Now bitter envy of
What’s left behind
Torn assunder
Broken divine
Dear Friend
“I dreamed about you recently, as if for the first time we were meeting, and I was walking through those open office cubicles set up inside of a hospital treatment region.
You were passing through them, too, at a diagonal coming toward me to set our paths near-crossing by necessity of your weaving through the angled maze in seeking to exit.
And as our eyes met in that sidelong, cautionary sounding that only introverts are want to do, questions always silently broadcasting passed between us and at last received their unexpected answers.
You stopped still and looked straight at me.
I slowed to pause – and then turned toward you in a rare moment of my own heart’s adventurous daring.
As I approached slowly and came right up to look into your guarded eyes, I could see in your own moment of rare sharing deep blue fathoms of internal realms where whole worlds were overlapping and colliding.
You told me you’d get off work, soon, and said it would be around 9:30pm – as you then moved gently away quickly, altering direction originally intended, as distancing.
Disappearing through a door while not dressed like any of the personel, I could not easily further track you in my sensory awareness.
Something inside me had awakened upon our connecting, but I did not know if you’d really meet me – or if I had startled you and you had said that so that you could dissolve back into protective scenery.
Memories of your eyes tell of a quest for love so immense, as I’ve also been seeking.”
I AM
“Larger than life.”
Minimalism
“Reaching for pre-sliced cheese from the refrigerator door.”
(Alive – Kasbo)
My Love
Forces conspire to
Take me away from you
‘Ere we may again be united
Eye Fry
“Trying to read new lyrics
But my eyeballs are on fire.”
In The Afterlife
By Athena Stairs, May 9, 2025
If I could break this curse
I’d do my best impression
Of a recovering assassin
Been being good so long
Karma loves to play along
Smothering as uncovering
Semblance I’ve cultivated
Yeah I must be dripping in
Oceans of committed sins
For all the pain impinging
As hell’s wraiths chase me
Along darkened corridors
Screaming and chortling
At attempts of aborting
Missions of original sin
Bibles never mentioned
In bandaids for wounds
Coursing red stigmata
—
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One Day To Another
“Desperation’s depression has descended upon me to where I am struggling to not just shut down and stop trying – while I grapple to create a new philosophy because what worked before is no longer applying.”
(Telomeres – Sleep Token, Visualiser)
Northern Star
They forbade intervention
But she countered orders
To prevent species’ loss
Unacceptable casualties
Then born into a lineage
Diluted from once legacy
Observing others around
Lacking insight’s wisdom
Crimped genetic anomalies
Continued trauma bonding
Across space-time arcs
Propagating dissolution
If the root source could be traced
Could cycle be somehow mended?
And could tides be shifted to
Dissolve insanity’s spreading?
“Illumination”

Trauma Cycles
“It wasn’t that long ago when violence was all that we knew.
It has been the tool of corruption’s mad men for centuries.”
Dear Alex,
“I just need to know.”
1-2-3
I had wanted him
He had wanted me
A perfect union
Until difficulties
Sent one avoiding as
The other addressed
Perspectives dividing
That kept expanding
Until neither could
Relate to the other
(The Way That You Were – Sleep Token)
“Fire Griffin”

Facing left, zoom.
Alarm Techno
Wanting To Be Brilliant
“But not for the acclaim.”
