A woman must at times set aside her armor and seek comfort in another’s arms next to the fire.
Ezekiel 18:19-23
“The son will not bear the punishment for the sin of the father, nor will the father bear the punishment for the sin of the son; the righteousness of the righteous shall be on himself, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be on himself.”
Bathsheeba
“How they cursed and despised me for being strong and valiant upon the fields of conflict – more capable in fighting for Truth than any man yet encountered, even while still providing succor to my children.
Who else but a mother would figure out cunningly how to win most directly and effectively in life’s tumultuous battles?
For her offspring are precious and few, and there are no riches, land, nor crown that can compare to the prize of their protecting.”
Belief
Words can move mountains
Faith can part seas
(Metaphoric intentions regarding perceived limitations and powerful emotions)
Melatonin
Gummies infused with chamomile and passion flower are my insomnia diversion.
Just Get Out
That’s what outsiders would say, unaffected by situation, process, and resultant outcome.
Abandonment
“I had needed his loving, doting attention and snuggling affection, but he had ignored me for so long that I began reacting as if I were an emotionally-starving banshee.”
(Dear Prudence – The Beatles)
Originally posted August 2023, pre-accident.
Fifty-Me
Still young and naive.
Winter Cocoon
Still bound too tightly as
Awaiting metamorphosis
(Moments – Elderbrook)
Dear Alex,
Today is my birthday.
Poised upon the shore’s edge, I can peer into the deeper waters fairly easy, being so close to cusped Pisces.
Maybe it was my cat of the same name that taught me by her nurturing through harsh childhood loneliness how to be softer than most other Aquarians in life encountered.
In fact, it seems that many are missing the meaning of why they are here as they tout their designated sun signs as boastful power entitlements.
Are all of these closed minds just suddenly going to open up, become enlightened, and help assist transformation in our world?
Meanwhile, I am grateful for your positive influences.
4AM
Why the darn it (!)
Am I wide awake?
Oh…
Perhaps all drowsy
Has fled the body
As compressing
The impact zone
Hoping to release
Torsion tension
Deep Internal
The wound
Isn’t shallow
In fact, it is
Deeply buried
In the stillness
Like a gravity well
Pulling inward when
Reaching forward
To tug backward
As if anchored
By a taught band
Barely yielding
I Don’t Know…What To Think…About This…
Home Base
How do I rebuild my resources to hold and maintain it?
(My House – Elderbrook)
Dormancy
As winter’s shroud
Settles over dreams
Blanketing them
With thick opacity
Roots germinate,
Forming purchase
To burst into light
Spring’s tendrils.
Neutrality
Perhaps not everything needs to mean something…
(It’s Your Turn – Blume)
Saying Goodbye
If some memories from the past are really not that good, maybe there is no longer any reason to keep remembering them.
(Animal Lithographs – Sim Nagai)
Some Days Be Like…
“Hound’s Paw Of Approval”

Southworth Brothers Ranch Receives National Range Management Award
Phrase Of The Day: Adaptive Resilience
Adaptive resilience is the ability to recover from adversity, adapt and thrive. It builds the capacity to be productive, resourceful, and creative while dealing with changing circumstances or adversity.
(Falling – Harry Styles)
Music
How do I break through to the me that’s burried underneath all of this, suffocating?
(On Your Own – Hayden James & Cassian ft. Elderbrook)
A Waste Of One’s Time
People who lie, cheat, and manipulate.
(Dreaming – BT)
Someone To Love
Coneection that bridges space and time.
(Dance To The Music – Sly And The Family Stone)
I Don’t Understand
“How can artists just be their creative selves around other people?”
Transformation
Digging deep
Into mystery
Sifting sands’
Hidden gems
As what was
Evolves into
Something
Even better
Than desires
Could aapire.
(How Do You – Elderbrook)
“I Want You”
“Only”
(Dance With My Ghost – Camelphat ft. Elderbrook)
“Healing Palm And Alligator / Phoenix”

“Snake In The Grass”

Earnest Hemingway
“The hardest lesson I have had to learn as an adult is the relentless need to keep going, no matter how broken I feel inside.”
Calling Water
I am finding that my therapeutic cabilities are expanding further into the field of the b9dy’s hydraulic system restoration.
(Clouds – Slayyyter)
Break-Through
Using my developed therapy techniques to remobilize adhesed tissues at the gym left over from the car impact that are still inhibiting my ability to move fluidly
(Mambo Trombo – Chuy Reyes & His Orchestra)
Madness
A society that contributes to devaluing morality.
(God Only Knows – for King & Country)
Lost In The Silence
Feeling passion, without answer.
(How Long / Betvha Got A Chick On The Side – The Pointer Sisters)
One bad a** song!
Players
Tell you want you want to hear to further their agenda.
